Page 36 of Loyalty


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Iwas not sure if I was more shocked that Jess had not kneed me in the crotch yet, or that she had agreed to another deal, or that the deal she agreed to was that I would tutor her in sex. Most males would sacrifice a limb to have a desirable female ask them for sex but insist that there could be nothing more—no attachment, no commitment, no labels.

Then why had it bothered me when she’d insisted that we be nothing more? Why had it stung when she’s been so insistent that we would not be a couple? Why did I care?

I shook off my hesitation. This would be perfect. I didn’t want her expecting that there could be anything more between us. I could never be with her, even though she occupied my mind like no one else ever had. She might be brilliant and beautiful but that meant nothing to my family, and I had already disappointed them by failing to become a Wing. I could not claim a mate with no clan who was not even a tribute bride.

Drexians were warriors, we didn’t marry warriors.

“You are sure?” I asked, a pang of guilt stabbing me.

Her eyes were wide but they held a determined glint. “I’m sure.” She put a hand to the side of my face. “Please, Torq. I want this.”

I brushed aside any lingering doubt and embraced my self-assuredness as well as the strange sense of pride that she was trusting me. “Then I am honored to be your first, but I must say that I told you.”

Her cheeks flushed and her eyelashes fluttered.“Told me what?”

“That you would beg me to fuck you.”

Jess rolled her eyes and tried to push me off her playfully. “I didn’t beg.”

I scooped an arm under her waist and scooted her to the middle of my bed. “But you want to beg.”

She laughed as she shook her head. “I do not.”

I sat back and grabbed both of her arms, then I pinned them over her head, holding them in place with one hand. “I think you do.”

She struggled against my grip. “I could scream.”

I leaned down and sucked her earlobe. “Good. I want to hear you scream.” She drew in a quick breath, and I trailed the tip of my tongue down the side of her neck. “I want to hear you scream when I tease you with my tongue.”

“I want you to scream when I spread your legs wide and bury my cock deep inside you.” I kissed my way back up her throat and nipped at the soft flesh. Her breathing quickened and the vein behind her ear throbbed. “I want you to scream when I fill you and stretch you and fuck you so hard you can’t walk.”

“Torq.” The way she said my name—desperately, hungrily—made my cock thicken.

I moved my mouth to hers, capturing her lips in a hard, claiming kiss. Just as she had in the tunnels, Jess surrendered her mouth to mine, parting her lips and sighing as my tongue stroked hers. She tasted as sweet as I remembered, but I wanted more. I wanted to taste more.

When I broke our kiss, her eyes were half-lidded with desire and her chest heaved.

“Torq,” she said again, just as urgently. “What if I can’t?”

I blinked down at her for a beat. “What if you can’t what?”

Her cheeks were pink as her gaze dropped. “What if I can’t take all of you? What if I can’t do those things you want?”

I fought the urge to smile. Instead, I kissed her gently, charmed by her innocence and aroused by her desire to please me. “You do not think you’ll be able to take my cock?”

“I’ve heard that Drexians are bigger than humans—a lot bigger.” Her voice trembled slightly. “And I’ve never…”

“Do you want to take all of me?” I locked eyes with her. “Do you want to spread your legs for me like a good girl?”

Even though her pupils flared, she moved her head up and down.

“Then don’t worry, cinarra. I’ll make sure you’re ready for me, and I’ll teach you just what to do.”

“Cinarra?”

I hadn’t meant to let the Drexian term of endearment slip out. I’d never used it with a female before. It had always felt too intimate, but with Jess it felt perfect. “A Drexian word that doesn’t have an exact translation in your language.”

“Is it a nice word?”

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