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She nodded, but once again she felt so far over her head, she wondered if she’d made a mistake. Not in coming here. She was very excited to be here, but she wasn’t sure she wanted to continue with round one. Which was interesting and difficult to admit even in her own mind.
“What’s wrong?” he asked as if sensing her panic.
“I…nothing.” But that was lie. Her body was alive and rippling with electric pulses of desire riding roughshod over her good sense. She wanted Kendall. Wanted to fuck him. Didn’t even mind if Logan watched from the sidelines, but afterward it would be his turn.
Jocelyn was ready for him to penetrate her. She wanted to feel his cock buried inside her body deeply. And while she had decided on the position she wanted most, Jocelyn wasn’t sure she wanted to continue being in charge. Did that make her a pussy for demanding a round one, but then not wanting to continue it?
She fell back to the surface of the bed and covered her face with her hands, suddenly unsure of what she wanted. She’d rarely ever been the one in control during sex before. At least not for the duration. Climbing on top of Logan earlier was probably the first time in her life she’d made the first move. She’d gotten so wound up, she couldn’t stop herself. She’d been…hungry. And she’d truly enjoyed it. But not as much as when Logan had then taken over.
Being a strong woman was great in many areas of her life, but until today, she hadn’t realized how much she didn’t really want to be in control in the bedroom. And it bothered her.
All the men in her past had been the aggressors, but they also hadn’t been particularly worried about her pleasure. Having Logan at her mercy had been fun at the time, and certainly a very unique experience, but not nearly as satisfying as when he’d taken the reins of control, tied her down, and made her so aroused she was nearly crazed by the time she came.
Jocelyn wasn’t sure she wanted to be the one calling the shots. Remembering back to rounds one and two with Logan, Jocelyn decidedly enjoyed round two better.
By a long shot.
Ordering these men to do her bidding wasn’t nearly as exciting as waiting and wondering what they’d demand of her as she was tied down and helpless to move.
She felt so incredibly foolish all of a sudden. She sniffed once, realizing that precious time was marching forward. Kendall waited patiently to act out her desires, only she didn’t think she wanted a round one anymore. She sniffed again, wondering how to get out of this predicament.
Chapter Five
“You aren’t going to start crying and rambling again, are you?” Kendall asked. He gently brushed his hand from her belly to her chest, resting his fingers between her breasts. He wanted to tie her up in the worst way, but sensed she was wavering about something. Did she not want to order him around anymore? She hadn’t stopped him when he’d kissed her or when he’d been so bold as to touch her pussy and clit without asking. Maybe she didn’t want to be in control.
She nodded. “That’s exactly what I’m about to do.” She sniffed as even more unexpected tears sprouted and ran across her face.
“I thought I knew what I wanted to do. I thought I wanted to tell you what to do and take charge of this experience. But I really just want you to read my mind and know what I desire without me having to tell you exactly what I want. But that’s not fair. Besides, I’ve never really been the aggressor in the past, but then again, that never yielded me any pleasure. So with Logan earlier I had a chance to try something I’ve always wanted to do. I took charge a little. And it was really great and I really enjoyed it a lot.” She turned her head and sent a watery gaze over to Logan as if seeking to ensure he did, too.
Logan smiled at her, uncrossed his legs, lifted out of the chair, and headed to the end of the bed as she continued her completely adorable explanation.
“But I guess I don’t have a good imagination. I thought I wanted to have sex without being tied down, but now I don’t know. I was going to ask you to fuck my pussy from behind, while I held on to the headboard. I could bend over and you could go really deep, but then what I really wanted was to hear you release while fucking me.
