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Several were of Lily and the other three members of her team, plus an additional male with brown hair and handsome like the others. Some photos were of the group when they were younger. They’d been together for a while.

With the door closed behind us, even with Lily nearby, who was a stranger to me, the room felt cozy.

I wanted a room like this one day.

Perhaps with one of Gabriel’s murals painted on the walls without bookshelves.

It was funny to think of it, because it was the first moment I saw a future with the boys. I thought of Kota stocking the bookshelves, of Gabriel painting, of North building the shelves, or curling up with Nathan on a sofa to read or for a nap.

This place was a home.

I was jealous of what she had. I swallowed back emotions and waited quietly as Lily sat down on the sofa opposite me, smiling.

“Really,” she said. “I’m sorry about the guys. They’re very protective. I suspect you’ve got the same issues.”

I nodded, unsure how to respond. She talked like she knew me, knew what I was going through, and yet I didn’t know anything about her.

She curled up, bringing her feet off the floor and tucking them under a pillow. She sat forward, keeping her head level with mine as she talked. “I hope you don’t mind, but I thought this would be more comfortable. You probably have a lot of questions.”

My mind was a jumble of nerves. I didn’t know where to start. How much could she know? She didn’t know North was there to talk to John until just now. So how could she assume?

Her smile never faltered as she waited for me to reply. When I didn’t, she continued, pressing her fingers toward her own chest, causing the material of her sweater to press against her ample breasts. “I’m a friend,” she said softly. “If you’re here to find out how a girl in the Academy can join a dog team...”

“I’m not in the Academy yet,” I said quickly, not wanting to give her the wrong impression. “I just learned about it a few months ago when I met the guys.”

Lily nodded solemnly and then sat back. “Why don’t you start at the beginning?” she asked. “It’ll help me to help you.”

My lips parted. Tell her everything? Was it safe?

Remember, they’re Academy, I told myself. The boys had said so. North had been here seeking answers.

The only question that remained was, would Mr. Blackbourne want me to do this? He had said trust to the Academy. Did this mean others?

I felt no threat from Lily, though. I was more concerned about the boys and what they would think. She smiled quietly, curled up and comfortable.

She had boys on her team. That seemed to be a hard thing to do. I needed to ask her about it, and to learn what North knew.

I didn’t know anything about the Academy.

The boys couldn’t tell me.

Could she?

“I’m…trying to join the Academy through my team,” I said.

Her smile remained, delicate. “Start at the beginning. How did you meet them?”

I started with meeting Kota and then the others, and then how I ended up mixed in and living with Nathan. I skimmed through parts about school and their mission, and things that had happened with Volto, Jade and Danielle. Mostly I talked about discovering what I knew about the Academy and how I was now part of a group, and how concerned we were about keeping the family together.

While I was talking, Henry came in with a tray filled with of glasses of lemonade, a pitcher, and a plate of shortbread cookies and napkins. He entered quietly, but I clammed up. Lily told him to leave the tray. He placed it on the coffee table between us and left. Lily encouraged me to try the lemonade. I took a sip and started talking again.

The sun dropped lower behind the trees surrounding the property, making the house appear darker than it really was. I finally got to the events of today, my discussion with Mr. Blackbourne when I mentioned my desire to join with the boys and focus on the future.

“You have quite the history,” Lily said when I was finished. She lifted her lemonade and took a few sips from it. “It’s amazing you’ve gotten this far without anyone in other Academy groups peeking in and trying to interfere.”

“Is that normal?” I asked quietly.

Lily put down her glass. “Eventually, they will,” she said quietly. She looked up, glancing around the room and out the window. “Your North was right to come to us, but it’s probably better if you and I talk directly.”

My heart beat quickly in my chest, thudding against my ribs, even as I sat still, wide-eyed and waiting. Fear threaded through me, and I worried about having made a mistake by talking with her. Maybe I’d told her too much. Would she notify the Academy ?

“I know what you’re thinking,” Lily said, breaking through my web of fears. “You don’t want to make a wrong move. You don’t want to risk the others, their feelings, or do something that would cause the group to split up.”

My spine straightened at her words. “Yes, that’s exactly...”

“And you want to stay with your team,” she said. “It’ll be difficult with the Academy. It’s not common for a girl to join with a group of men.”

I nodded in response.

“I was like you, Sang,” she said. She closed her eyes for a long moment and turned to face me before she opened them again to focus on my eyes. “I was in an...unhappy situation. The boys saved me. Like you, I was deep inside the group, committed to them, and unable to leave. We made mistakes. If you continue along this path, I hope I can save you from a few.”

I wanted to reply, but my mouth wouldn’t move. I’d talked for so long, finding relief in confiding in someone for an outside perspective. So I’m not weird? I’m not crazy for feeling this way? It’s okay that we try to do what they’re asking?

She took in a deep breath and then continued. “I want you to understand, though, that it won’t be easy. And anything we discuss here will stay between us forever. We should probably exchange phone numbers, and I want you to call me whenever you need help with anything.”

That sounded like a good idea. “What do I do?” I asked.

“That’s up to you,” she said. “Do you want to join the Academy?”

I nodded, enthusiastically. “If it’s possible.”

“Oh, it is,” she said. “If they feel this strongly about you, you must be an excellent candidate.” She stood then, and walked around the couch, as quietly as a whisper. She paced behind the couch, almost on her toes, talking as she moved. “Where to start. I think your Mr. Blackbourne is correct; you need to get to know the guys individually. Find out where their hearts are. You don’t want to push them, though. From what you’ve told me, I think they might soon all realize what they’re in for.”

“What are we in for?” I asked.

She smiled quietly. “Do you care about them? Truly?”

I nodded. Why was she asking? Wasn’t it obvious?

“It’s difficult for people to understand. Normal people, that is. It’s a difficult concept.” She continued to pace slowly. She kept her hands behind her back as she did. The blond curls of her hair swept across her shoulders when she’d turn to go the opposite direction. “The Academy was reluctant to let me stay with my group. At first, they didn’t have a choice. They couldn’t pull me from the team, because I had a valuable part to play, and they were helping me with my problems. Luckily, even if I didn’t know it at the time, that gave us the time we needed to be in agreement.”

“Because everyone on the team has to agree that you should join the Academy and be on the team?” I asked. “But it seems there’s more to it than that. Like it might be difficult, even if they all agree. That’s what I don’t understand.”

“Have they told you about the jealousy issues?” she asked. “Has your team not explained that?”

“Mr. Blackbourne did. He said it was if one of them wanted to date someone else, then the outside person, who couldn’t know about the Academy, would become jealous when we ne

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