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Kota’s lips shifted, almost a smile. He leaned in, nuzzling my nose. “You silly, beautiful girl,” he said.

My heart lifted at his words. Wasn’t he angry? What had happened?

He nudged me again until he could move his arms. He unzipped the sleeping bag, then dropped his head until his lips were near my ear. “Find some boots and a coat. Follow me.”

I wondered where he was taking me.

I climbed out of the cot. Somehow I found a pair of boots, too big for my feet but ones I could easily stuff my feet into. I picked up a coat by the door, smelling North’s musk. I peeked over at him, back in his cot and still. Was he paying attention now? Victor was still, as well, in his own cot and sleeping bag.

I wrapped it around my body to stave off the chill and to try to keep the warmth I had for as long as possible.

Kota put on a pair of boots and his own green coat. He opened the zipper to the tent and nudged me out.

THE STARS, THE BEACH, THE WAVES, THE SHORE

There was a dark gray haze overhead. It wasn’t sunrise, but the moon was masked by a thin layer of cloud. The cold threatened to steal the warmth from me, but North’s coat was long on my body and covered my upper thighs. My legs got a little cold, but my feet were protected. As long as we weren’t out here too long, I’d be fine.

After Kota zipped up the tent, he found my hand held them in his and held up a flashlight with the other. His glasses were on, though his hair was a little messy. In a green coat and boots, he led the way toward the paved road and then headed east along it.

We walked quietly together, his fingers intertwined with mine. He kept his eyes forward, scanning the darkness. For the others? For bears?

I took the opportunity to study him, trying to gauge if he was upset, but he didn’t appear to be. He was holding my hand. That was a good sign, right?

With the moonlight casting a blue-gray glow down, his face had a pleasant expression. The angles of his jaw and cheeks stood out, and I thought he looked incredible.

He walked quietly and turned off the road onto a sandy path.

I breathed in the fresh salt air, hearing the waves before I ever saw them. They were softer now, rolling smoothly across the shore closer to the dunes, covering the areas we had used for dancing and soccer.

I thought he’d want to get closer to the water, and was going to head toward the benches, but instead, he stopped well back from the beach. He turned off the flashlight and tucked it into his pocket.

He sat down on top of the dune and tugged me down next to him where we sat, still holding hands.

We looked out at the dark water that occasionally sparkled when the moon shone out from the clouds.

We cuddled close and my free hand found sand to shift between my fingers. While he didn’t speak, my heart continued beating intently as I was scared and wanted to please him, too. I wanted to say I was sorry and find out what he was upset about, or if he was upset at all.

Kota remained focused, eyes intent out on the water.

Maybe he didn’t want to say anything. Maybe he just thought I couldn’t sleep and listening to the waves might help make me get sleepy.

With the chill starting to seep into my bones again, I shivered. He wrapped an arm around my shoulders, inviting me to lean against him.

He pressed his cold nose against my forehead. “Enjoying the time off yet?”

“I was enjoying it last week,” I said, with a small smile, even though he couldn’t see. “Not sure if I’ve gotten the hang of camping yet.”

He grazed the tip of his nose across my hair, pressing his mouth to the top of my head, not kissing, just resting his face against me. “You’re doing fine. You should come tell me if the others a being a little rough. But maybe you should listen a little more, too? You can bet most of the time, they’re only trying to help.”

I said nothing, but I did agree with him. I needed to also ask more instead of assuming.

“Nervous about tomorrow?” he asked.

“Yes,” I said. Wasn’t it obvious?

“You didn’t do too badly today with the other team members,” he said. “Although I heard you didn’t talk to any of them.”

I shrugged. “I didn’t know what to say.”

“I know you’re shy, but they’re all family. You can trust them.”

That wasn’t the problem, or I didn’t think that it was. “It just takes time...” I knew I was shy. I was learning more about myself thanks to them. I just needed to get to know someone more before openly talking.

“I know,” he said and rubbed my arm, warming me through the coat. “Although...although I’m second-guessing you staying in the big tent with us.”

I sat up sharply, suddenly ready with the million excuses I’d made up in the tent about Victor and North and how I hadn’t known about my sleeping bag. “I was trying to sleep in my own tent, but Gabriel and...”

He tightened his hold around my shoulder. “No, sweetheart, I don’t mean that. I was just thinking how it would look when we brought you here, and you’re in the big tent with our team. A team of all boys. And what if someone had walked in while you were in my sleeping bag? It’d be hard to explain, for teenagers...I guess.”

I’d gotten so used to being around the others that I’d stopped questioning it. “I hadn’t thought of that.”

“I didn’t until today,” he said and then pulled away from me gently, wrapping his arms around his own body, leaning forward into his thighs, and looking out toward the water. “Maybe if you don’t want to sleep in a tent alone, one of us should stay with you. We can go get another two-man tent.”

That would be good enough. “You think other people, the Academy, would accept one of you staying with me?”

“Yes,” he said. “They trust us, but since we’re trying to put you on a team with all guys, we should work on looking more...normal than we seem to be sometimes.”

Normal. He felt we weren’t normal. Adults in the Academy, like Dr. Roberts, might question the group if we all slept in the same tent. I should have been more aware of that as well. There’s a lot of things I hadn’t thought through lately.

However, Kota didn’t know about the plan yet. Would Mr. Blackbourne want us to pretend and be different than how we normally were or was Kota right by being careful? “If you’ think it’s best.”

“At least until we get other things squared away,” he said. He paused. “So I guess you should pick someone to stay in the tent with you.”

Pick one? “We could switch out,” I said, not wanting to hurt anyone’s feelings.

“I mean for the whole week,” he said. “Just in case.”

Wasn’t I supposed to be showing I got along with our whole team very well? I wondered what Mr. Blackbourne would say about this later.

Still, maybe this could be my chance to talk to Kota this week. We’d be really busy in the next few days with the rest of the Academy, so at night, when it

would just be him and me, I could talk to him about the plan. “It can be you, right?” I asked. “Do you have to stay with the others because you’re family lead?”

“I don’t have to sleep in the same tent,” he said. He looked at me over the bulk of coat on his arm. “But are you sure you want me?”

My eyebrows rose. The question stilled my heart, and I knew he was asking something much more meaningful than who would sleep in the tent. I ducked my head, partially covering my face with the collar of the coat. “I mean, if you want to...”

“I thought you might want to pick someone else. Like maybe Victor.”

He had seen. How much did he know? “I think...”

“Or Nathan,” he said at the same time. He looked out at the ocean again. “Or North? Gabriel?”

My heart began to thump harder at each name.

Did he not want to stay in the tent with me? Why was he asking about the others? I didn’t want to force him. “I...don’t know...”

He turned slightly, looking at me. “I think any of them would if you asked.”

I bit my lip. Maybe he saw me interacting with them and was confused. Maybe he thought that I was playing with their feelings, or worse, doing things behind backs and being selfish.

I couldn’t risk choosing one of the others. If the plan was going to work at all, I had to choose Kota, and hopefully get him to understand. “Do you mind sleeping in the pink tent? I bet we could fix it, even with the hole in it. We could fit in the tent, right?” I asked quickly, trying not to reveal anything I felt about the others at this point. I needed to focus on him and then find a way to talk to Mr. Blackbourne about the situation. “It seemed kind of small with the cot inside.”

He didn’t answer my question for the longest time but just looked at me, searching, calculating. “We could fit in an air mattress. The double should fit in and still give us some room.”

“We could give the cot back to the others,” I said, trying to sound enthusiastic. I had to prove to him how important he was to me. “When the heater was running, it warmed pretty well, too. And now that I know the sleeping bag heats up, we should be fine.”

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