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She inclined her head. “Good day, Mr. Darcy.”

“Good day, Miss Elizabeth.”

She rode off without looking back, her horse moving with easy grace, the footmen falling into place behind her as though drawn by an invisible thread. Darcy watched until the curve of the lane swallowed them from view.

On the ride home, his thoughts refused to settle.

Perhaps Miss Bingley is right,he considered reluctantly.Perhaps there is something…elevated in her manner.

Supercilious was the word Caroline Bingley would use. But the notion did not withstand scrutiny.

Elizabeth had not spoken with condescension, nor had she sought to impress him. She had corrected him when he erred, challenged him when he presumed, and parted without seeking advantage.

She is intelligent,he admitted.And if she professes opinions beyond her station, they are her own.

The image of her rose unbidden again—her confident seat, her guarded escort, the mystery that clung to her like perfume. Miss Elizabeth Bennet was not what she appeared. And Darcy, for perhaps the first time in his life, found himself unsettled not by what he knew—but by what he did not.

Elizabeth did not slow her horse until Longbourn came fully into view.

Only then did she draw rein, breathing more deeply, her composure settling back into place with practiced ease. The footmen halted behind her as she dismounted, one stepping forward to take her reins while the other offered his arm. She accepted automatically, her thoughts too occupied to mark the familiar motions.

Superior understanding,she thought with a flash of irritation as she crossed the threshold.As though he has any notion at all.

Mr. Darcy’s words echoed in her mind—not their substance so much as the certainty with which he had delivered them. Obligation. Scrutiny. Responsibility. As if those burdens were known only to those born into great estates and illustrious names. As if suffering were exclusive to rank.

If only you knew,she thought fiercely.If only you had lived even one year as I have.

Her life had been shaped by other people’s displeasure since childhood—by a prince who wielded affection and attention as punishment or a means to control, by rules designed not for her protection but for her management. She had learned early that power did not ennoble simply because it was inherited.

And dear Aunt Caroline—how much had she endured beneath the weight of rank?

Elizabeth paused in the entry hall, her gloves still in her hand, the memory pressing in upon her. Caroline of Brunswick: clever, warm-hearted, generous to a fault—and bound for life to a man who despised her. Forced into marriage for politics, stripped of her child, surveilled, maligned, investigated, controlled. Her generosity mocked, her loneliness exploited.

That,Elizabeth thought,is what class and status can mean when affection is absent.

She had not spoken blindly to Mr. Darcy. Her opinions were not borrowed. They were forged in observation, in lived consequence. She had seen what happened when choice was denied, when a woman’s worth was measured only by her usefulness to men in power.

Elizabeth squared her shoulders. She would speak to her uncle. It was time to ask—plainly, directly—what boundaries still governed her future. She was no longer a child to be shuffled between households at another’s whim. She would not drift into marriage negotiations half-blind, uncertain of what she was permitted to refuse.

Decision made, she moved toward the drawing room and stopped short. Chaos reigned.

Mrs. Bennet was everywhere at once, issuing instructions with breathless enthusiasm while maids darted about like startled birds. A carriage had already been called; cloaks and parcels lay arranged upon a side table. The air fairly vibrated with excitement.

“Elizabeth! There you are!” Mrs. Bennet exclaimed, catching sight of her at last. “Do not stand there staring—Jane has been invited to dine at Netherfield this afternoon! I told her at once she must accept. Such an honor!”

Elizabeth blinked. She had never seen her aunt so agitated. “This afternoon?”

“Yes, yes, immediately after tea. The carriage will convey her. I would have sent you as well, but Miss Bingley specified only Jane. Still—very promising!” Mrs. Bennet clasped her hands together, practically dancing. “Oh, I always said it would begin this way. If his sisters are showing such an interest, it certainly means their brother has made his intentions known.”

Elizabeth’s gaze shifted instinctively to Jane. Her cousin shrugged, and Elizabeth resolved to speak to her before her departure.

There was not an opportunity until it was nearly time for her cousin to leave. Mrs. Bennet oversaw Jane’s preparations, finally leaving her in peace to speak with Mr. Bennet about some matter.

Elizabeth took advantage of her aunt’s absence to seek out Jane.

Her cousin stood near the window in the parlor, dressed for departure, her expression composed but thoughtful. She looked—Elizabeth noted with approval—exceptional.

Jane’s gown was pale blue silk, the shade chosen with care to complement her fair complexion without overwhelming it. The bodice was modestly cut, the sleeves long and elegant, with delicate embroidery at the cuffs. Over it she wore a cream pelisse, tailored and warm, fastened with covered buttons that caught the light. Her muff was of soft white fur, unadorned but fine, and her bonnet—simple in shape—was trimmed with a narrow ribbon rather than feathers or flowers. Her gloves were kid leather, pale and perfectly fitted.