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As he stepped into the cold night air, Darcy drew a steadying breath. His mind was already racing ahead—toward Bond Street, toward Lady Hertford’s carriage, toward Elizabeth.

If she was in London—trulyin London—then everything had changed.

And if she was not—He did not finish the thought. He would know soon enough.

Darcy had begun to measure time by absence.

It was an absurd habit, and one he would have denied aloud had anyone been foolish enough to suggest it; it persisted all the same. Every assembly, every rout, every dinner invitation he attended carried with it the same quiet expectation—and the same disappointment. He scanned rooms without appearing to do so, listened for a particular cadence of laughter, a familiar poise amid the glitter and noise. A week had passed since LadyMatlock’s ball, and Elizabeth de Bourgh had not appeared at a single public function since.

It unsettled him more than he cared to admit.

London was not a place one vanished from by accident, particularly not when one was being presented under powerful patronage. If Elizabeth were truly under Lady Hertford’s protection—and all evidence now suggested she was—then her absence was deliberate. That knowledge gnawed at him. Deliberation implied intention, and intention implied that Elizabeth was choosing when and how she would be seen.

He did not like that she had chosen not to be seen by him.

It was with this mood—restless, coiled, and poorly disguised—that Darcy found himself once more in his aunt’s carriage, seated opposite Lady Catherine and beside Anne as they made their way toward the park. The morning was crisp, the air sharp with winter, and Hyde Park was already alive with movement: riders, walkers, and carriages performing their slow, ritualized circuit, each occupant both observer and observed.

Lady Catherine was in excellent spirits. “I told you, Darcy,” she declared, settling her furs more securely about her shoulders. “Itoldyou that Anne would draw notice once she was properly displayed. Lady Featherstone’s son bowed to her most attentively last night, and Lord Henshaw made a point of seeking an introduction. A very respectable family.”

Anne sat very straight, hands folded neatly in her lap. There was a faint color in her cheeks, whether from the cold or her mother’s triumph Darcy could not tell.

“I am pleased Anne has been well received,” he said, carefully neutral.

Lady Catherine sniffed. “Well received? Nonsense. She isexactlywhat society requires—birth, fortune, refinement. None of these little upstarts cluttering the rooms withtheir pretensions. A grand marriage is inevitable, if properly directed.”

Darcy said nothing. He had long since learned that contradiction only sharpened his aunt’s resolve.

The carriage turned, wheels crunching softly over gravel, and then Lady Catherine’s voice faltered. She stiffened.

Darcy followed her gaze. Another carriage—a barouche with a retractable roof—was approaching, its horses matched and gleaming, the livery unmistakable. The driver reined in with practiced precision, and Darcy felt his breath leave him in a single, unguarded moment.

Elizabeth.

She sat opposite Lady Hertford, her posture elegant without affectation. From his position, he could see her gloved hand resting lightly over her cousin’s. Jane Bennet sat beside her, pale but composed, her expression gentle as ever. Elizabeth’s cloak was winter-appropriate but fashionably cut, deep pink trimmed in sable, her bonnet perfectly balanced to frame her face rather than obscure it.

She looked—Darcy thought wildly—exactlyas she belonged there.

Lady Catherine became very quiet.

Lady Hertford inclined her head with impeccable courtesy as the carriages slowed alongside one another. “Lady Catherine,” she said smoothly. “What a pleasure. You are looking remarkably well.”

Lady Catherine’s smile was thin, brittle. “Lady Hertford.”

The acknowledgment was cool, but the deference was unmistakable. Darcy saw it clearly now: his aunt, for all her bluster, knew power when it sat before her—and bent to it when required.

Lady Hertford’s gaze flicked, deliberately, to Darcy. Her eyes sparkled.

“Mr. Darcy,” she said. “I wondered how long it would take before you recovered from your stupification.”

Heat rushed to his face. He had been staring at Elizabeth. “Lady Hertford.”

Elizabeth met his gaze at last and gave him the barest of nods—not unfriendly, but distant. Polite. Controlled. It struck him harder than outright disdain would have done.

He watched, transfixed, as she shifted slightly closer to Jane and looped her arm through her cousin’s. The gesture was instinctive, protective—and unmistakably intimate.

Jane looked up then, her smile soft but reserved. “Mr. Darcy,” she said, inclining her head. “It is good to see you again.”

“Miss Bennet,” he replied, forcing his voice to steadiness. She looked a little wan, he noted, though whether from the trials of the season, the cold, or some other reason, he could not say.