With all that I had going on right now, I needed to take my mind off things, but I still wanted to respect Kyla and what we were building. I didn’t want to mess that up by complicating things, so I pulled away. She looked at me like she had done something wrong.
“Did I do something? I’m sorry if that’s not the time you are on with me. I know this is just for our image but I just thought—“
“Stop. That’s not what it is at all. I like you Kyla, and it’s growing every time that I’m around you. I don’t want to fuck shit up by doing something we can’t take back. I’ve been the nigga to have dealings with women and then decide that’s not what I want, I don’t want to hurt you.” I told her honestly.
“Because your heart is still somewhere else?” She asked and I knew that she was referring to Brielle.
“No. Because I don’t want to fuck this up, and if nothing else, I want us to remain friends, no matter what. I like your vibe for real. Shit with you feels good, it feels easy and not complicated. I have so much going on that I can’t speak on, I just really need a friend that’s far removed from that life I’m trying to escape.”
“I want to be everything that you need me to be. And I have a feeling that no matter where life leads us, we’ll always be friends. You’ve been so supportive to me and interested in all that I have going on. I won’t find that in anybody else, and I don’t want to. Let me be your escape for the night. We’re grown, and I know what I want.” She got off my lap and stood before me. I didn’t know what that last statement meant until she pulled the straps to her dress down her shoulders, then let it fall to the floor.
I was at a loss for words at the fact that she had nothing on underneath that dress and how good her body looked. Her titties were sitting up with no assistance, and her hips and thighs were perfect. Not a mark in site on her body. She walked closers to me. Now I was at eye level with her stomach. I pulled her into me and I planted soft kisses on her navel.
“If we cross that line, ain’t no turning back.” I looked up and told her. She locked eyes with me.
“I know. That’s the point.” she responded.
I made her put one of her legs on the couch while keeping the other one planted as she stood in front of me. I dived face first into her pussy, while gripping her waist and pulling her into my face. The only woman I’d ever gave head to was Bri, this wasn’t some shit that I did on a regular. But Kyla, she was so damn sweet, she’d have a nigga going against everything that I I stood for.
I ate her until she came and her legs gave out. I picked her up and made her wrap her legs around my waist. She held on tight as I reached down, and inserted my dick in her. I immediately gasped like a bitch. Her pussy was so wet, warm and tight. There was no way she had been active for a while. That muthafucka was gripping hard. I bounced her up and down on my dick whilekissing her neck. With every stroke I gave her, she tightened her walls around me.
After a few more minutes, I was cumming inside of her and couldn’t pull out in time. When I realized what the fuck I had done, I immediately started to panic once I put her down.
“Fuck!” I said, while rubbing my head.
Kyla put her hand on my chest, reading my mind.
“It’s okay, DoorDash me a plan B, CVS and Walgreens are still open. Listen Xavier, I’m a woman with a lot of goals and things I have yet to accomplish, I’m not going to trap you or complicate your life. I haven’t had sex in nearly three years because I’ve decided to lock in on me. A baby, or a man isn’t something I can afford right now. I’m willing to try with you as far as seeing where things can go, but a baby is an absolute NOT. Relax, we gone handle it tonight and I’m going to take that pill while you watch.” Kyla expressed and I let out a long breath. This Gutta situation had me on edge. I couldn’t afford to be nobody daddy. I mean financially I could, but like Kyla said, I had a whole future ahead of me. I wasn’t about to get slowed down.
Hearing her say all of this just made me want her even more. I leaned in to kiss her, then walked her to my bedroom, then into my bathroom where we had two more rounds in the shower. We both had to get up early, so after the shower, we cuddled in bed and set my alarm for 7:30am. She told me how excited she was about the town-hall meeting because people would really get to see her and hear all her plans. She was very motivated and dedicated to changing her community and I loved that. She was a young black woman on her shit. Although she told me her flaws, being underneath her right now, she was still damn near perfect to me.
“You think it’s crazy that I’m falling hard and fast. It’s so scary.”
“Hell nah. I think I done already fell.” I told her honestly as I kissed the back of her neck and held her waist from behind while we cuddled up in my bed.
“My pill will be here before 7am. There was no delivery drivers out.” She showed me her phone.
“Girl, go to bed. I trust you.” I laughed at her ass. She was making sure that I knew she wasn’t trying to trap me. That just made me like her ass even more.
This morning I woke up to the sound of my gate buzzing. I looked on my camera and let the DoorDash driver through. Last night, I woke up in the middle of the night to Kyla on top of me, rubbing my dick across her clit until she was dripping wet and I was rock solid. We went another round, and one more after that.
For someone who ain’t had sex in years, she was acting a fool like she was damn near addicted to my shit. I couldn’t lie like I ain’t want it too. Feelings aside, I still felt like Bri was the best I’d had, but Kyla was a close ass second. I hated to even compare the two, but I couldn’t help it. With Kyla, I felt something different though. A connection like I’d never had with anybody else forreal. Like a good ass friend who I’m very much attracted to. Things with her are easy and not complicated. She makes it clear that she wants me the same way that I want her.
I was happy is hell to grab those pills from the driver, I tipped his ass fifty dollars for saving my life like that. When I made it back to my room, Kyla was already in the bathroom handing her hygiene. When she saw me come back in, she smiled and looked at me with those eyes that let me know that she was infatuated with a nigga. I couldn’t help but to smile back.
I joined her in the bathroom and brushed my teeth and washed my face too.
I was behind her in the mirror, rubbing on her and admiring how good we looked together. Kyla was everything a man could want. All I could do is hope that I never saw that other side of her that she mentioned. I passed her the CVS bag and she went into my room, grabbed her Stanley cup off the nightstand and wasted no time popping that pill. I can’t lie like I wasn’t relieved to see it.
I called her a car, we sat down and had fruit for breakfast while we waited.
“I hope you have a good and productive day today. Try not to miss me too much.” She joked.
“It’s too late for all that. I miss you already and you ain’t even left yet. After last night and this morning, you gone have me sprung.” I smirked in her direction at the same time my gate buzzed.
“Then my job is well done,” she smiled before walking over to hug me, then walking out the door. I stood there and watched her get into the car while thoughts of our time together replayed in my head. All that I could do is shake my head. She wassomething else. I now had less than an hour to get dressed and head to Legal.
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