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Chapter Thirteen
Taylor
“Come again?” Maddox asks, surprised.
“I’m a virgin.” I wait a moment for my news to soak in. I can’t tell if he’s upset or just in complete shock. He positions himself and sits on the bed silently staring at me. After what seems like hours, he breaks the silence.
“A virgin? As in a woman who has never, ever, ever had sex. Like, ever?”
“Never. I’ve never found a man I thought was worthy of me. I’m sorry. I know that may change things. I just needed you to know before we went any further.”
“Right. Well, yeah. I mean, no. I mean…I don’t know what I mean.”
“Are you upset?” I bite my lower lip, feeling uneasy with his reaction.
"Upset? No, I'm not upset. I’m…surprised is all.” Maddox takes a few moments to get his thoughts together. I've been so petrified to tell him, and now I'm not sure what to feel.
He starts again with a few questions, understandably. “So, have you done anything with a guy?”
“I mean, just the basic stuff. Kissing, heavy petting, stuff like that.”
“Have you ever jerked someone off?”
I shake my head.
“Has anyone ever fingered you or anything like that?”
I shake my head again.
“Jesus. How the hell do you get off?” Maddox brushes a hand through his hair as if he can’t wrap his mind around all of this.
“I don’t,” I respond, embarrassed. “I haven’t. I’ve never experienced an orgasm.”
“Damn, princess. I don’t even know what to say.”
I look down at my hands in my lap, preparing for him to reject me. I instantly start building my walls. Why would someone older and more experienced want me anyway? I was stupid to even think that. I see him take my hand and feel his finger under my chin before he lifts it so I can look at him.
"I'm not mad, at all. I'm just surprised. It's rare these days to find someone so…pure. It doesn't change the way I feel. Actually, it's making me want you even more now—if that’s even possible. I need you to tell me you want this."
I nod and feel a tear escape my eye. Damn. I need to keep it together.
“Hey, what’s this? Why the tears?” Maddox reaches for me.
"I'm sorry. I guess I was expecting you not to want me anymore." I shrug, feeling insecure and stupid.
"Not a chance, princess. You're not getting rid of me that easily. You being a virgin is really fucking sexy. I can't wait to be the first man to pleasure you." He gently swipes the tear away, then proceeds to kiss me where the tear had fallen. My butterflies come alive once more, and I let out a small laugh. This massive mountain of a man, who could have any woman at any given moment, wants me, despite my disposition. My heart starts to race once again as his lips cover mine with a soft, slow kiss.
“I’ve got you, princess. We will take it nice and slow, for now.”
We both smile as we kiss again, this time with a little more eagerness. I thread my fingers in his hair, loving how soft and full it is. Maddox slowly lays me down and lies next to me, kissing me once more as he draws small circles on my belly. He then starts to kiss my jaw, then my neck, and makes his way down to my chest. I move to the side a little so that he can get to my bra clasp and release it. Maddox slowly lowers it and exposes my breasts and rock hard nipples.
He takes one breast in his hand as he takes the other nipple into his mouth. The sensation of his lips on one and grip on the other feels amazing. As he sucks on my nipple a little harder, it sends an electric wave all the way down to my pussy in such a surprising way. Maddox positions himself so that he can take the other nipple in his mouth and the same shock wave is sent right on down, making me even wetter, as if that were possible.
I want to watch him work, but find that I have to close my eyes a lot of the time. The sensations are so overwhelming, in a good way, and it's hard to stay focused on looking at him. I want to lay back and enjoy all of these new feelings he’s introducing me to. I'm saddened when Maddox moves away from my breasts, but when I look down, I see him looking up at me, almost as if he’s asking for permission. I smile and watch to see what he has in store for me next. Maddox makes a trail of hot kisses down my stomach and stops at the waistband of my panties. I thrust at him with anticipation and giggle when he raises an eyebrow at my actions. Maddox then smiles at me in such a wicked way, I can't help but bite my lip with desire.
Maddox continues to kiss me over my panties, and I take in a sharp breath when he gets lower. Still not removing my underwear, he slowly starts to massage me with his hand, applying pressure in just the right spot. I find I can't help but to move with his motions. Maddox uses his thumb to part my lips just enough to rub my clit. The friction with the fabric is almost too much. I'm nearly ready to burst, and he hasn't even removed my panties yet.
Sensing I want more, he moves my undies to the side to expose my soft, wet lips. Maddox looks up at me as he lightly massages me, moving my lips apart to get a finger in between and I can no longer watch what he’s doing. I lay my head back on the bed with my eyes closed, trying so hard to remember this euphoric sensation of his fingers on me. I move against him to help it along and am not ready when he dips his finger inside me. I gasp loudly as his big finger dives into me, and I instantly tighten around him. Maddox moves his finger in and out of me. Then he gets on all fours and places his lips around my wet opening before he begins devouring my clit. It all happens so fast, the build-up, the convulsions, and I dig my hands into the sheets as I moan, loudly, seeing stars as I experience my first orgasm.
