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Dagger
Growing up in a clubhouse is supposed to be fun and I guess with my friends it has been,
But with my family, not so much.
My father’s been basically absent while there for my blood brother.
And his wife has made my life hell.
I made sure to grow strong to stop the abuse, I made sure to grow in the club as a screw you and succeeded,
I’m now the Vice President,
I’m stronger than I was when I was a kid,
And I refuse to be vulnerable again,
Until I meet HER.
She makes me want to be vulnerable and show her a different side to me,
She makes me feel period.
But I messed up and she doesn’t want to know,
She thinks I’m a player, not knowing my demons.
But she has some demons of her own,
And come heaven or hell,
I’ll make sure we face them together.
Melanie
I can’t remember the last time I felt happy,
Maybe before my father left when I was only four,
Or maybe when my momma overdosed, and I had to stay somewhere else for a few months until she was better?
Life hasn’t been nice to me growing up and I’ve been living through the motions,
Concentrating on school,
I refuse to be vulnerable to anyone,
People always disappoint, people always leave,
And I prefer being alone dealing with the shadows,
Until I meet HIM.
He’s a player but I can see the same pain in his eyes that I have in my own,
I want to help him, but I don’t want to get hurt,
He’ll be the end of me, I just know it,
But he’s persistent despite my turning him away over and over,
He wants to fight our demons together, to burn them,
But how do I let myself fall into the flames with him when I’ve been burning inside from the memories of my past?
