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I don’t know if I can do this.
“You coming or not, handsome?” She looks back at me with her flirty smile and I know none of it is genuine. Grabbing my dick over my jeans, she gives me a firm squeeze. “I can’t wait to suck your dick.” She licks her red lips and I feel like I’m at the start of a bad porno.
“Is this what you really want? Me to take you to a room and shove my cock down your throat and up your ass?”
“Is that what you want to do? I’m down for whatever.”
Yeah, she probably is. “Honestly, no. Sorry, sweetheart. It’s not you.”
She shrugs. “Your loss.”
I nod as she slides past me to return to the party.
Fuck me. I take a seat on the stairs.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
This is meant to be the best night of my life. Everything I’ve always wanted is right in front of me. I only have to reach out and take it.
A few minutes of solitude pass before someone is joining me.
“What do you want, Smoke?”
“Get up.”
“Why? We need to take a ride. I’ve got something I need to do, and I have a feeling she’s going to need you when this conversation is through.”
“If this is about Ember…”
“No. I know she kissed you. She told me she wasn’t going to, and I was fine with it because I knew that you’d both come to realize what I already did. She’s mine, man. I love her and I know she’s going to be my wife and have my children. But this isn’t about that. Stella deserves the truth. All of it.”
“You sure about that?”
“Yeah. After what she said on her podcast, I know it’s the right thing. I’m not doing it only for her. It’s something I should have done the other day. Ember told me she wouldn’t marry me until I get right with that part of myself. Then she got on her shit about maybe she cares about you more than she thought. And here we are.”
Shit.
“When she kissed me, I thought fuck this is going to be it and you know what I felt? Not a damn thing.” I shake my head as he roars with laughter.
“Good. But you ever kiss her again and I will kill you.”
“It’s out of my system.”
I ride to my place with Smoke.
“She might not be home, man. Her boyfriend might be the only one here.”
“Boyfriend.” He gives me a look.
“Don’t. I didn’t know.”
He shakes his head. “Just knock on the damn door. Fucking cuckold, just like your old man. Swear to fuck.”
Ignoring his remarks, I raise my fist and tap three times.
A minute passes before she finally comes to the door. “Hey,” she greets, peering around me at Smoke. “What’s going on?”
“Can he have a word?”
