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And suddenly that was okay because that near future herwould handle the cleanup perfectly.
How was it only now hitting her that she could count onherself, that the future wasn’t something to fear but to explore, to be readyfor because she had a good base. Those early years could be overwritten withlove and friendship and stability.
“Are you with me, Lou? Where’s that big brain of yours?”
“Switching off, Sir. It’s not my brain’s time. It’s mybody’s, and that seems to belong to you.”
“It’s good that you understand that, but you should know thebig brain is mine, too,” TJ insisted. “I’m a greedy bastard. I want all of you.I’ll be happy to share you with the world, but in this space, I don’t share youat all. In this space, you’re all mine, every delicious inch of you. Every ideayou have. Every piece of your soul.”
The words were a balm to that soul he seemed to want. “Yes,Sir. And you’re mine.”
A hand came up, circling her neck from behind. TJ’s callusedhand was so big he could grasp her neck fully. “What part of me is yours?”
“Every part, Sir. The boy and the soldier and the Dom. Thefriend. The lover. I want all of it.”
“Is there a specific part you would like, Louisa?”
Her name came out of his mouth like a filthy promise. It madeher nipples hard and core heat up. She could feel how wet and hot he was makingher. And she knew exactly what he wanted. He hadn’t allowed her to take care ofhim. Nope. He’d been way too interested in blowing her mind, but she wantedthis intimacy between them, wanted to know she could make her Dom lose hiscool, too “I want your cock, Sir. I want it in my mouth. I want to wrap my lipsaround it and lap up everything you give me.”
He cursed behind her, and his hand fell away. “I’m not goingto make it easy on you.”
“Well, you’ve already taken away my hands. I’d like themback because I want to stroke your cock. I want to roll those big balls in thepalm of my hand while you fuck my throat.” She didn’t normally use that word,but it felt right.
“There she is. There’s my dirty girl.” He ran the edge ofthe ruler up her spine, making her sit up straighter, her breasts thrustingout. “When you decide to do something, you go all in. I always knew if I couldget you invested in this lifestyle, I would have the sweetest, nastiest littlesub in the world. You’re going to let me do dirty things to you, aren’t you,baby?”
“Yes.” She would pretty much let him do anything. “I’m notgoing to hold back on you when it comes to this. I want this.”
“You know if I have this, I’ll likely have you. You won’t beable to hold yourself back, and I know deep down that you love me. At least Ithink so.”
“I know, but I need the time.” Despite the revelations, shecouldn’t make the decision in that moment, couldn’t do more than live in thisspace and let herself be. That was a decision for future Lou, too.
“I’ll give it to you,” he vowed. “But you’re going to giveme everything today.” He moved around to her front, kneeling down and fishinginto his pocket. He brought out a binder clip, the kind she used to keepreports together.
What the hell was he planning on doing with that? He playedwith it for a moment, forcing it open so there was a bit of give to it.
“Uhm, I thought we were going to let me give you a blowjob.” Maybe he forgot.
The wicked look in his eyes told her he hadn’t. “We’ll getthere. But first I need to make my toy look even prettier. Lean back.”
She bit her bottom lip, as she suspected where he wasplanning to put that thing and that he likely had a matching one in thosepockets of his. “Maybe we should talk.”
“Maybe I should slap your pussy with this ruler.”
Lou leaned back.
A savage grin crossed her Dom’s face, lighting him up in away that made Lou’s blood pound. He was the sexiest man in the world, and he washers if she was brave enough to take him. “It’s good to know you have someself-preservation skills. Don’t worry. This won’t hurt.” He leaned over and lethis hand brush against her right breast, stopping to play with the nipple. Hecaught it between his thumb and forefinger, rolling it. “Much.”
He slid the clamp over her and it bit into her flesh, makingher squirm. He ignored her discomfort and moved to her left breast, giving itthe same rough-and-tumble treatment.
It hurt, and it woke something inside her because she liked thepain. The pain freed some piece of her that had been bound up and shoved away.The piece that didn’t fit into the life she’d been supposed to lead.
She’d made the decision to allow that side of herself outwhen she’d given up her cushy professorship to work for the Agency, but nowthat part still inside came roaring to life. She was bowed back, her body ondisplay for him, and she suddenly felt so fucking powerful.
This was a choice. She chose to explore this with him, tolet herself figure out what worked and what didn’t, and to not flinch from anyof it. This was her right. Her sexuality wasn’t something to push to the side.It was one of the pillars of who she was, as much as her smarts or her loyalty.
And she wanted to give it all to him, to the only man whocould bring this out of her.
“You got a third one in there, TJ?”
