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Did she even try to spare her pride? What was the point inthat? She would have to pay later whether she got tonight or not. Would it beeasier or harder to let him go if she knew what it meant to be his woman?
Those questions didn’t mean a damn thing because pride wasgone, laid bare and meaningless in the face of her desire.
“Yes. Please. Please.” She couldn’t stand another second ofnot being able to touch him.
He cursed and then he was releasing her ankles, standing to lifther off the hook and carry her to the bed. “I should torture you more. I getthe feeling you’re going to do a lot of that to me before you give in, but Ican’t. Not tonight. Tell me you want me.”
“I’ve always wanted you.” Though not like this. She wantedhim inside her more than she wanted to breathe.
He cradled her against his chest. “I’ve never wanted anythingmore than I want to be with you. In every way. No matter what happens betweenus, you should know that is true.” He sat on the big bed, forcing her to sit upas he moved in close. He unwrapped the ropes that bound her hands, freeing her.“Undo my leathers.”
He thought she could think long enough to follow orders? Shewas going to see him naked. They were going to be naked together in the sameroom at the same time. She forced her shaking hands to go to the ties of hisleathers while he tossed aside his vest.
Her eyes caught on his chest. Such a freaking beautifulchest. Her head came up, staring at him, and she placed a hand there, feelinghis silky-smooth skin and a light dusting of hair covering all those muscles.
A low rumble came from his chest. “I should spank you, butwhen you look at me like that I feel… Fuck, baby. I’ve never felt as good as Ido when you look at me like you could eat me up. I want to feel like this everyday. I want to feel how much you want me because I want you.”
Sweet words, and she loved the way his hand moved over herhair, stroking it back as she leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his chest.He smelled so good. Like soap with the faintest hint of arousal. Or that couldbe her. Their scents were mixing and mingling until there was no him or her.Only their. Only us.
She worked her way down to the ties on his leathers andmanaged to get them undone, his cock springing free. Hard and long, his cockwas as perfect as the rest of TJ. She couldn’t help herself. All of the protocolsof D/s were out the window, and while she might lie to herself in the morning,she wasn’t playing a role. She wasn’t his sub. She was simply, in this moment,his. Lou took his cock in her palms, getting the feel of all that achinghardness covered with the sweetest silk. TJ’s lean hips pressed forward,forcing her to stroke him.
“Harder, baby,” he commanded.
She squeezed with gentle but firm pressure and felt him geteven harder in her hand. A bead of arousal seeped from his cockhead and shestarted to lean over, wanting to take him in her mouth.
He growled and pressed her back against the mattress. “Iwon’t last. I want inside you tonight. I want us to be together. Spread yourlegs for me.”
She backed up and did as he commanded, spreading herselfwide while he kicked out of his boots and pants. He was so beautiful. She’dalways known he would be, but reality far exceeded her expectations. Or maybewhen she’d thought of him before it had been as her sweet, supportive boyfriendand nothing more. When she’d thought of him before, she wasn’t looking at himdown her own body, waiting for him to crawl on top of her and shove his cockin. She would have been perfectly shocked had anyone suggested it. But now itfelt right. It felt primal and real and like what they’d been born to do—fittogether in every way.
“You’re so fucking gorgeous, baby.” He reached over andgrabbed a condom, rolling it on his cock with shaking hands. He stroked himselfas he stared down at her. “And there is no going back. This is the point of noreturn. You can run from me if you want, but it’s you and me in the end.”
He covered her body with his, and she wrapped herself aroundhim. Lou took a long breath in as she felt his cock at her pussy, starting topenetrate.
“Hold on to me. Dig your nails in, baby. I’ll love havingthat mark on my skin,” he whispered as he pulled out and then invaded anotherinch.
Lou tilted her hips, forcing him deeper inside her. “Don’thold back. I want you as much as you want me.”
His jaw clenched, and a savage groan came from his throat ashe pushed forward, stroking inside her until there was nothing more she couldtake.
Her heart threatened to stop as he dropped his head to hers.“I love you, Lou.”
Tears threatened because it was all she’d ever wanted andnothing she could trust.
“I’ll show you. I’ll make you believe,” he promised thenkissed her before twisting his hips and rubbing his pelvis over her clit.
He pulled out and plunged back in, his cock filling her andstroking hard, making her body start to pound with anticipation. Something washappening. Something that hadn’t happened before. Sex had been fine, pleasurableeven, but nothing compared to this feeling.
Transcendence.
Lou felt her whole body tense, nails grasping at hisshoulders as he fucked her hard. Every stroke and movement brought her higherand higher until there was nowhere left to go, and the world seemed to explodearound her.
The orgasm made her shake and beg him for more. She clutchedhim while he stiffened and held himself tight against her, his arms woundaround her.
He rolled to the side, dragging her with him. “That wasbetter than a board game.”
Normally nothing was better than a good board game. Lou laidthere, her body warm and satiated in a way she’d never felt before. TJ kissedher forehead.
And she knew the heartbreak—when it came—was going to bedevastating.
