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I could hear the water draining from the tub, and within seconds, she appeared behind me, wrapping her arms around me. “Please don’t leave. Come take a shower. Let me prove you can trust me too.”
I took a deep breath and slowly turned around in her arms. She was just as guarded as I had been. She wouldn’t look in my eyes now. I felt like she was feeling a way, because she couldn’t say it back. She pulled away and grabbed my hand, leading me to the shower. I remained quiet as we got in the shower. My fucking tongue was on pause. I’d already said too much.
She grabbed her Dove body wash to lather up the towel and began washing my body as I stared at her. Having a woman care for me like this was crazy. I knew others I’d come across would have done this had I let them. Just the fact that I was letting Keondra do this proved that I really did love her. I felt like a weak ass nigga.
She pressed her wet body against mine as she reached around me to wash my back. I kissed her head as I lowered my stance and picked her up. When I lowered her back on my dick, she moaned as she dug her nails into my back. I lifted and lowered her on my dick, making love to her as I kissed her neck.
She brought her hands to my hair and gripped it for dear life as I roughly drilled her pussy. I closed my eyes, wishing I didn’t have to pull back some after this, but I knew I did. I was moving way too fast, and the only way I would be able to slow down was to distance myself a bit. Every waking moment, I wanted to be in her space. I would no longer be able to do that.
Going to the corner to give me leverage, I fucked her harder, causing the grunts to fall effortlessly from my lips. She was screaming my name and scratching me wherever her nails landed while I gang banged that pussy. I was angry.
Angry that I didn’t understand how I could fall so fast.
Angry that I couldn’t just accept the shit.
Angry that she didn’t say it back.
Angry that I moved too fast.
Quickly lifting her from my dick, I sprayed the wall of the shower with my seed. I lowered her to her feet and turned to wash my dick off. When I finished, I turned to see her sitting on the floor of the shower. Helping her up, I gently washed between her legs, then we got out. After drying her off then myself, we went to her bedroom. I helped her get in bed because she looked tired as fuck. I wasn’t sure if she’d even eaten yet.
I closed my eyes for a moment then grabbed the lotion on her nightstand and began rubbing her body down with it. I didn’t do it as slowly as I had planned, but I wasn’t rushing either. Staring at her dark skin, my mouth watered. She was all mine, and I was about to run like I was Usain Bolt. Fuck!
When I heard a soft snore leave her, I knew I had better take advantage of the opportunity. I pulled the covers over her then got dressed and left.
So now I get left like a two-dolla ho. Okay. LOL! Call me.
I was sitting outside Mo’s house like it was my night to watch him. I saw Jericho up the street. I glanced at Keondra’s text again then put my phone down. Taking a deep breath, I grabbed my gun and screwed the silencer on it. I was gonna end all this shit now. When I saw Travis leave out the front door, that shit caught my attention. I told Jungle I would get at his ass, and this was my opportunity.
He was leaving by himself, so I knew now was the time to get him. I texted Jericho and said, Leave now! When he drove off, I lowered my window some and shot Travis in the head. Mo came out of his house, looking around. As soon as his eyes landed on mine, I smoked his ass too, blowing his fucking head off.
I drove right out of the Sunnyside area like that shit didn’t have a thing to do with me. As I got on the interstate, Jericho appeared next to me, just staring at me. I knew he was about to follow me home. My phone rang, and when I saw Keondra’s name, I silenced it. I couldn’t talk to her right now.
When I drove in my driveway, Jungle and Ali’s cars were already there. I took a deep breath as I drove in the garage then got out. “What the fuck did we meet Sunday for if you was just gon’ do what the fuck you wanted to do anyway?” Jungle asked.
I walked right past him to my back door without saying a word. I unlocked the door, and we all went inside. After dropping my keys on the countertop, I said, “Travis was who I shot first.”
Jungle’s eyes widened. “But why were you even there though?”
The three of them followed me to the front room where I sat, waiting for an answer. My phone rang, and I pulled it out of my pocket to see Keondra’s name again. I silenced the call and set it on the table for them to see. “Something happened with her?” Jericho asked.
When I didn’t respond, the know-it-all sat next to me and said, “Something happened. He’s in love with her and doesn’t know how to handle it. Ignoring her ain’t the move.”
I turned to Ali, trying to figure out how he knew that shit. “I slipped up and told her I loved her tonight. Of course, she didn’t say it back, but I know it’s early as fuck. I’m upset with myself for letting it slip and not knowing how to handle it.”
“Well, this ain’t it. If you don’t feel like you can talk to her, you need to talk to Zay. He’ll help you through it.”
I didn’t want to be helped through it just yet. As I sat there quietly, Jericho said, “Well, we gon’ keep our ear to the street to make sure they don’t have any leads. We don’t need you getting locked up, man.”
“I appreciate that.”
Jungle was just staring at me. He didn’t look angry. I just wanted to get the shit done so I could think things through without having that shit going on at the same time. Most likely, I would be laying low for a minute. My phone chimed, and I knew it was Keondra. She was probably worried. I grabbed the phone from the table.
Joel, what’s going on? Are you okay?
I took a deep breath and texted back, I’m good. I’ll call you back later.
“Well, we’re gonna head back to Beaumont. Call Isaiah, man.”
