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“Yeah, baby. Give me that shit.”
I came so hard I could no longer function. He began fucking me from below, taking me to ecstasy with every stroke. The way he fed me the dick had me sprung for sure. I literally begged this nigga not to leave me. I never begged a nigga for shit. Never. Joel Knight was my undoing, and I refused to allow him to give up on us so easily. He loved me, and hearing those words come from his lips had shocked me.
Knowing how he felt for me in a short time, less than three weeks, did something to me though. I felt so soft toward him, softer than I’d ever felt toward anyone. When I woke up and saw he’d left, I knew exactly why. I felt like he was going to leave me if I didn’t do something quick. I didn’t care if he thought I was crazy or whatever. I would have sat at his fucking door all night. I refused to let him succumb to fear. His love was beautiful, and I wanted him to embrace it.
I lifted my body and began riding him once again. His raw dick was impeccable. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as he sat up in the bed, grabbing the afro puff at the top of my head, pulling my head back. I slowly rode him, allowing his dick to grace every nerve in my pussy, while he tongue kissed my neck. The sloshing noises only turned me on even more.
“Mmm… Keondra. Shit, baby. This your dick.”
“Yes, baby. My dick,” I said as I sped up my ride.
“I’m about to nut, baby.”
I opened my eyes and stared into his. It was as if he realized his previous statement didn’t matter. I wanted every second of this experience. He pulled me to him, our bodies flushed against one another’s. I bounced on his dick as I watched the veins expose their locations in his shoulders and neck. He bit his bottom lip and began forcefully slamming me on his dick. “Fuck!” he yelled as he blasted off inside of me.
I needed to prove to him how much I cared about him and how I would be here for the long haul. For a hood nigga, I felt like this was true devotion for a woman like me. I wasn’t the type looking for a man to take care of me. For me to do this, hopefully, proved to him just how down I was for his ass.
He continued to hold me tightly as I held him to me as well. I knew I would be expressing my love soon. Joel was who I needed. Showing up when he needed me most would be something he could always count on. “I love you, Keondra. Damn. I love you, girl.”
“I’m falling for you too, baby. I promise I’m gon’ get there,” I said as the tears threatened to fall down my cheeks.
“I believe you, because I feel it. Thank you for coming to rescue me from myself. Thank you for not letting me be and eventually giving up on me.”
“I know your intentions are good, and I understand what you’re going through. Just keep the lines of communication open, and we can work our way through anything.”
He nodded, expressing his understanding and agreement with what I said. “You must be on the pill.”
I lowered my head for a moment then shook it. He leaned back as he stared at me. “I’m not on birth control, Joel.”
“You ready to be a mom if that’s what this leads to?”
“As long as I have you, I’m ready for whatever.”
His eyebrows scrunched together, then his eyes closed. “Let me see it, baby. Let me see what my words do to you.” I slid my hands to his face. “Please?”
This was crazy. I’d said please more times than I could count in the past hour than I’d said my entire adult life. He lowered his head then opened his eyes. When he lifted it, the tears fell from his expressive eyes, causing mine to break through the barrier I had in place. His dick had hardened inside of me, and I couldn’t help but to grind on it.
He quickly flipped me on my back to the bed then rolled on top of me, pushing back inside of me. “I’ll give you the world, baby. You good for my soul. Tell me what you want, and you got that shit. Always.”
He stroked me slowly, giving me his love like it was a natural thing for him. I tenderly wiped his face where the tears had fallen. “I want you, Joel, and I already have that.”
“Naw. Besides me. Fuck!” His emotions were getting the best of him, not to mention how good his dick felt inside of me. “To bring these feelings out of me, you gotta be close to God, girl. Something… anything you’ve always wanted. I got’chu.”
I closed my eyes, and a slight smile formed on my lips as he kissed my forehead, cheeks, nose, and finally, my lips. “My dad had promised to get us a dog. He never made good on that promise, because that was the last conversation I remember having with him. Now, I can’t have one because of where I live.”
“Say less.”
Joel’s dick and his words had my spirit feeling a calm I couldn’t describe. His love showed no bounds, and I couldn’t ask for more. This man had killed someone simply because that was what I wanted. When I was waiting to hear from him, driving myself crazy, I’d turned the TV on to occupy my time. The breaking news about two men being killed hit me right in the chest. I knew he wasn’t supposed to make any moves until Sunday at the earliest, but because of his emotional state when he left, I knew that Mo was one of those men without the news even releasing his name.
He risked his freedom for me… for my sanity… for my mental. I’d never forget how he went full-fledged gangsta for me. Everything the man did was gangsta, and that shit had attracted me like a fiend to a crack rock.
“Keke, shit! I’m about to nut again. How you want this?”
I gently pushed him away from me and lay on my stomach, waiting for him to put his dick in my mouth. He bit his bottom lip and guided it inside as I stared up at him. My lips wrapped around him, and I slowly sucked his shit. I didn’t want this moment to end, so I was doing my best to have it last as long as possible. My gaze didn’t waver, and neither did his.
He put his hand to my face and stroked my cheek with his thumb as a slow frown graced his face. I liked how he gave me control without trying to take over the moment. He allowed me to do what felt good to me. Just like he wanted to give me the world, I wanted to do the same for him. I wanted him to feel like he was in heaven whenever we were together, building the perfect world around us.
As we stared at one another, Joel said, “You said you needed me, but I need you too. You giving me something different, and although I seem to fight it at every turn, I like how that shit feels. I just hope it’s like this always.”
