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I know I should be by her side, protecting her from the monsters that have invaded our world. I should be the one to offer her comfort and reassurance. But instead, I stand frozen, my own demons holding me captive as I watch the others fight to defend us.

Anya deserves more than this fractured version of me. She deserves the man she once knew, the one who could love and cherish her without reservation. But I fear that man is lost, buried beneath the weight of my trauma and guilt.

A gasp escapes my lips, abruptly pulling me back to the present moment. In that instant, I feel it—the overwhelming desire to protect Anya, the woman who has been my rock, guiding me through the tumultuous waters of my own past with boundless kindness and patience.

The past and present collide in a chaotic whirlwind inside my mind, but this gasp yanks me forcefully back to the present. It’s as if a bolt of lightning has struck, jolting me awake from the nightmares of war and loss that have plagued me for far too long.

In that electrifying moment, a surge of emotions floods me, and the burning desire to protect Anya is at the forefront of it all. She’s been my guiding light, my anchor in the storm of my past, helping me navigate the treacherous waters of PTSD with unwavering kindness and boundless patience.

I’ve leaned on her strength for so long, drawing strength from her presence and relying on her support. But now, as The Rift unleashes its horrors on us, I can feel a profound shift within me, a primal instinct awakening. My wolf, dormant for too long, rumbles deep within, echoing the need to protect and defend.

Before I can fully comprehend what’s happening, it’s as though I’ve been pulled into a whirlwind of change. The world around me blurs as my body transforms, my human form giving way to the primal power of the wolf. Instinct takes over, and I’m racing down the rocky slopes, the adrenaline surging through me, urging me forward.

My senses sharpen, and I can feel the pulse of the earth beneath my paws, the scent of the monsters ahead, and the urgent calls of my pack members as they battle the otherworldly creatures. It’s a symphony of chaos and danger, and I’m determined to be the shield that guards them all.

As I draw closer to the fray, the connection between my wolf and me grows stronger, and I can almost feel his presence alongside my own. We are united in purpose—to protect, to defend, to ensure that Anya and my pack survive this nightmarish ordeal.

The transformation is complete, and I am no longer a man but a primal force of nature, a wolf driven by instinct and an unrelenting desire to protect. My teeth sink into the flesh of the monstrous creatures that have emerged from the Rift. Their otherworldly forms may be terrifying, but they are no match for the determination that courses through my veins.

As I engage in this fierce battle, I sense the monsters shrinking back, likely sensing the ferocity of my resolve to guard Anya and my pack. The battle is intense, and the monsters put up a formidable fight. Their grotesque forms and eerie movements are unlike anything I’ve ever encountered, but I refuse to yield.

Yet, amidst the chaos of combat, I feel something tugging at the edges of my consciousness. It’s as if an invisible force is pulling at the threads of my emotions, unraveling them like a ball of yarn. The monsters, it seems, have a way of tapping into the very core of my being, exploiting my vulnerabilities.

In the midst of the battle, I struggle to maintain control over my emotions, to keep the darkness of my past at bay. PTSD has always been a relentless adversary, and now, with the added stress of this otherworldly threat, it threatens to consume me once more.

But there is one anchor in this tumultuous sea of emotions, one source of strength that keeps me grounded—Anya. Her presence, her unwavering support, has been my life line, and I refuse to let these monsters tear it away from me.

With each snarl and each swipe of my claws, I channel my emotions into the fight, refusing to let the monsters manipulate me. I am a wolf on a mission, a protector with a fierce determination to shield those I care about from harm.

Amidst the chaos of battle, I notice Lucas in the background, engrossed in his work. His focus is on the Rift, and his task is to gather readings and data, attempting to decipher the enigmatic material that forms The Rift and discover a way to dismantle it. It’s a critical role, one that could potentially lead us to victory over this supernatural threat.

As I glance in his direction, my heart skips a beat when I see a monstrous entity making its way toward him, lurking in the shadows. Lucas seems entirely unaware of the impending danger, lost in the intensity of his task. Panic surges through me, and I shout out a warning, desperately trying to get his attention.

“Lucas, come back! Lucas, come here!”

But he doesn’t hear me. His concentration is unwavering, and it becomes clear that he’s been affected differently from the rest of us. More of his emotions have been drained, leaving him vulnerable and oblivious to the peril that approaches.

A chilling realization dawns on me, a horrifying theory that strikes me like a bolt of lightning. Could it be that The Rift itself is responsible for siphoning off our emotions, feeding off our fear, anger, and loneliness? Is it a malevolent entity that lures us in, drawing us close so it can consume our emotional energy through the monsters it spawns?

The implications of this revelation are staggering, and I can hardly wrap my mind around them. The Rift, the monsters, and our own emotional turmoil are all intricately connected in a web of darkness and despair.

With a renewed sense of urgency, I redouble my efforts to protect Lucas, to prevent him from becoming another victim of the Rift’s insidious influence. The battle rages on, but now, I am not only fighting to save our lives but to unravel the mysteries of this malevolent force that threatens us all.

My teeth sink into the grotesque flesh of the monstrous entity, and a guttural growl escapes my throat. Adrenaline surges through my veins as I push forward, fueled by a desperate need to reach Lucas. The cacophony of battle surrounds me, but all I can focus on is the intense desire to protect my teammate from the impending danger.

The monster recoils from my attack, its unearthly form writhing and contorting in pain. It’s a surreal sight, but I can’t afford to be distracted. With every ounce of strength and determination, I continue to press forward, relentless in my pursuit.

As I draw closer to Lucas, I can see the terror in his eyes as he finally becomes aware of the looming threat. His attention shifts from his work to the nightmarish creature inching closer with each passing second. The emotional toll he’s endured, the fear, and the despair weigh heavily on him, making him vulnerable.

My wolf instincts are on high alert, guiding me with an uncanny sense of purpose. I can almost taste the fear emanating from the monster, and it only fuels my determination to protect Lucas. In this moment, my mission is clear: I must shield him from harm at all costs.

The closer I get to the Rift, I increasingly feel my emotions being drained from me like a relentless tide pulling at my very essence. The confirmation of my theory about the Rift’s true nature only intensifies the urgency of our mission. Gritting my teeth against the overwhelming emotions that threaten to consume me, I push forward, driven by a relentless determination.

There’s a part of me that wants to succumb to the weight of despair, to lay down and surrender to the emotional onslaught. But I’ve been here before, in the darkest depths of my own mind, struggling with the demons that haunted me after my harrowing experience in Afghanistan. It was a battle I fought daily, one that tested the very core of my being.

Through it all, one person had been my life line, my beacon of hope in the darkest of times—Anya. Her unwavering support and understanding had been the guiding light that pulled me back from the brink of despair. She had a way of reaching through the darkness and touching the parts of me that I had thought were lost forever.

Now, in the midst of this chaotic battle against the monstrous entities of the Rift, I draw strength from the memories of her kindness and compassion. She’s the reason I’ve come this far, the reason I can still find the will to fight. I owe it to her and my team to press on, to protect them from the insidious threat lurking within the Rift.

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