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His lips meet mine again as he kisses me like a man dying of thirst. My body aches for him, aching for every piece of him. I’m not sure what’s going through his mind at this point but I do know that there’s no way in hell I’m ever letting him go now. My wolf is howling inside of me, demanding that I give myself over to Reagan completely. I don’t know what’s going through her mind at this point to think that I should just submit myself when Reagan and I definitely are not ready for that yet. If I was, does she honestly think I would be so nervous about this entire situation?
Before I can process anything else though, Reagan flips me over so I am on my hands and knees. This is the position that most wolves like to fuck in, thinking that it ends up pushing the knot in farther and gives their mate better access to their necks. It makes me stiffen slightly as his chest presses against my back, making me very aware of what’s going to happen now. I can’t help but want it though, feeling a bit eager as I think long and hard about what’s going to happen next.
I lick my bottom lip as I let my eyes trail him up and down, wondering where we are going to go from here. I kind of worried about the fact that he might not like any of this but it honestly doesn’t seem like he’s going to complain at all. If anything, it seems to me that he is eager for more. I want to scream at him to fuck me already, to ease the tension that is arising between my legs, but a part of me worried that he might take it the wrong way. That he might be a lot more rough than I wanted right now.
The next thing I know, he’s lining straight up with my entrance and buries himself inside of me with one deep, brutal thrust. I whimper in slight pain and pleasure as I am stretched to the max by his ginormous length, wondering how anybody could be so big. It’s driving me a bit wild, even I could attest to that, as he is brushing against places inside of me that I honestly don’t think have been touched before. I glance at him over my shoulder, nervously gnawing on my bottom lip as I try to figure out where we are going from here. He doesn’t seem to mind it though as he winks at me, placing his big hands on my waist and holding me in place.
“You look really good stretched out by my cock.” He growls, pushing against me a little bit more to feel the slight bulge of his knot that has yet to expand, “it makes me wonder how you’ll feel when I’m completely buried inside of you, my knot included.”
A shiver of delight and fear goes down my spine because I can already imagine that myself. I have no idea how it would feel practically getting split in half by his gigantic length but all I can say at this point is that I’m eager for it to happen. I don’t know how I feel about knotting yet because that’s more of a reproduction event but I can’t seem to bring my body to stop as I start thrusting back onto him, feeling him moving inside of me.
I watch his face contorting with pleasure as I thrust myself up and down his length, feeling all of him inside of me. He’s big, almost too big, and I honestly am not sure how he is even fitting inside of me. It’s like he is completely taking me over, filling me, making me his. I see how his eyes are glowing, telling me that his wolf is on the verge of taking control. I want to just tell him to let loose but I fear what would happen to my insides. I’m not really keen on being really taken that way, especially when I have so much more to offer at this point. I want to yell at him and beg him to hurry up and fuck me harder. He must have been reading my thoughts because he spread my legs a little bit more with his hands, making him go inside of me even deeper. I nearly jerk straight up, almost unable to take him because I feel incredibly full. It’s almost too much at this point.
I reach behind me, soft moans escaping my lips as I try to stop him from what he is doing. He latches straight onto my wrist, making my eyes widen in surprise because I almost can’t believe what he is doing right now. It makes me tremble with delight, eager to let him take me and have me in every way that he could ever want. It might sound a bit ridiculous in other people’s minds but I can’t bring myself to care at this point. What’s happening between us… It’s for the both of us to enjoy.
“Oh god, Reagan!” I moan out loud, louder than I have ever been, “Slow down! I don’t know how much more I’m going to be able to take. It’s…”
He slams right into my sweet spot and it’s enough to have me toppling over. I scream in shock as I orgasm, feeling him thrusting inside of me, prolonging it, making me even more sensitive. I had no idea what was happening next as I suddenly felt a sharp pain in the crook of my neck as his knot swelled inside of me, filling me with his hot seed. My wolf feels content but I freeze up as I realize exactly what he has just done…
He marked me…
And that thought scared me more than anything I have ever felt before.
Chapter Six
Reagann
I feel content with everything right now, it seriously feels surreal. When Ava accepted me, it kind of felt like everything had just fallen into place. Nothing had ever felt truly right until I finally had her in my arms. It was my job to keep her safe and protected and I knew now that I could do that for her. I don’t even want to think about the fact that there could be someone after her because I wouldn’t allow him to touch her. If he even tried, he would seriously be a dead man at this point. I can’t bring myself to even want to allow someone like that anywhere near her because I just know it’s going to cause each and every one of us nothing but misery.
I just wish that she would open up to me a little bit and tell me what happened to her. It’s obvious to me that she has a bit of a past, something that we’re going to have to figure out with time. I don’t know what’s going on through her mind right now but I’d really like to think that I am someone that she could definitely trust. I know that we haven’t known each other very long but I do want her to know that. I don’t care what I have to do to prove it to her because I’m going to keep doing it until I die.
I just hope that she realizes it.
I’m not even sure when we went to bed last night, having gone at least three rounds before calling it quits. It was perfect for me because I really didn’t care if we had sex all the time and I didn’t want her to be too sore in the morning. I know I’m not small by any means so I tried to go as easy as possible on her last night. I can just remember how good she felt wrapped around me, almost like perfection. I kind of worried about the fact of hurting her with my size but she didn’t complain at all, taking me.
Fuck, now I’m horny again…
I roll over, expecting to see her beside me. I go incredibly still when I realize that she is not lying beside me. In fact, the bedsheets were cold as well as if no one had been lying there for a while. I almost immediately sat up in bed, wondering if maybe she had gone to the bathroom. I get out of bed, not giving a damn about my nudity as I walk towards the bathroom. I open the door and I see it is empty as well. My eyebrows furrow in confusion because there’s no reason that she should be gone right now.
Did she have something planned and just didn’t tell me? That also leaves an unsettling feeling inside of me because she hasn’t been known to just walk off. I don’t think anyone just took her because I would have heard something. Was I drugged? Did I just pass out so hard that I didn’t notice someone coming in and snatching her?
I grab my clothes, preparing to search for her when I see a note on my desk. A frown makes its way onto my face because I have no idea what it is. I picked it up and it was like my entire body went incredibly still when I realized it was a note from Ava.
Hello, Reagan. By the time you read this, I will be long gone. I’m sorry that it had to be this way but I just don’t know if I am truly capable of being your mate. I know the responsibilities of a Luna, of what you would expect from me and I hate to tell you that it’s just never going to happen. I know what kind of a girl I am and there’s no changing that. I’m not going to be the fighter that you need. I’m not going to be the person who’s going to win all the battles and fight alongside you. I have someone after me, someone who would find me if I did become your Luna. He is a bad person and I don’t want to see you get hurt because of me. I might be your soulmate but the mark will fade the farther we stay away from each other. I just hope that you can forgive me and find a good girl who is able to give you the happiness that you deserve. Love, Ava.
Chapter Seven
Ava
I couldn’t believe that I had snuck out so easily without being caught. I kind of thought with how suspicious his pack is, they would have been more cautious about leaving their doors unlocked. It was easy enough to slip out the door in the cover of darkness and run as far away as I could to where I needed to be. It made me a bit nervous when I realized that I was definitely on the short end of the stick right now because if Reagan had woken up and caught me, I’m not sure what I would have been able to tell him.
I know that I do want him but I can’t be his Luna right now. Not with Wyatt chasing after me. I know he might think that I am dead at this point but if he sees that I’m the Luna of this pack, I wouldn’t put it past him to declare war. He would start a fight that I knew Reagan could win but I didn’t want to see him get hurt because of me. I don’t even know if I would be able to forgive myself either if he got hurt.
I might be his soulmate but he deserves someone better. Someone stronger. That realization came to mind when he marked me. From what I do know about soulmates, a mark would fade with time. I hated the idea of bonding with him and leaving him behind but my memory serves me correctly, if a pair is separated for a long period of time, the mark would slowly fade. It wouldn’t be an easy process by any means because it has a lot of complications in itself but I just know that there’s nothing else I’ll be able to do about it. If I don’t do this, he and his pack will be in danger and I don’t think I could live with myself if anything happened to any of them.
I know it is selfish. I know that I am only thinking of myself at this point. I know what people are going to think about me and how they are going to continuously look down on me because I didn’t ‘do the right thing’. I don’t even know what the right thing is at this point. Yes, I could give him everything and I could love him the way that he deserves, but then I would also be turning against myself. I would be going down a path that would just end up screwing me in the long run. I never wanted to think about how hard it would be to actually leave someone behind like that but I just knew this was for his own good. He deserves better than me.
I’m just going to bring him down.
