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Yet I hesitate.
“What’s wrong?” She’s puzzled, reflexively covering her chest with her hands as she tries to figure out why I have stopped.
Nothing is wrong. But I know for a fact that Camden is a virgin in the very physical sense of the word. And I’m not a small guy. The knowledge that this is likely to hurt her is tearing me up.
“Ben.” She reaches out and pulls me in, reading my mind. “I understand it’ll probably hurt this time. But I want this to happen now, with you.”
I brush the hair back from her face. “I’m crazy about you, Cam.”
She smiles at me.
I ease my way in, pause right at her barrier, and then with one penetrating thrust I’m deep inside of her.
Camden stiffens for a second and can’t stifle a soft cry of pain as she buries her face in my neck. My heart contracts and I soothe her with a kiss. Being inside of her is outrageously hot and the most intuitive, primal part of me demands to start moving hard and fast until I shatter.
I don’t do that.
I move slowly, carefully. I keep my weight on my elbows and let her get used to me. In a moment she relaxes, her muscles loosen, and her body begins to match my rhythm.
And holy fucking shit it feels good.
I’ve messed around enough that I thought I could understand what sex would be like. I didn’t. This is consuming. This is unreal. Maybe it’s because I’ve wanted her so badly or maybe it’s because I really do care about her. It doesn’t matter why. In this moment she’s my world.
I’m trying so hard to be gentle but instincts are winning out and I’m pushing faster, rougher, approaching the edge of oblivion.
“Ben, I want to feel you come,” she whispers in my ear and that’s the end of me.
I break into a million pieces and I curse up such an unholy storm that I can probably be heard a block away. I’m coming so fucking hard I feel like I might turn inside out and I can’t focus or breathe until I’m finished. The eruption fills the condom and I withdraw carefully before running my knuckle over her flushed cheek.
“You all right?”
She throws her arms around my neck. “I’m amazing. We should do that every day.”
I chuckle. “I’m game.”
Camden kisses me. Then she widens her eyes and covers her mouth. “I just thought of something.”
“What’s that?
“I might have committed a felony.”
“I didn’t check out the news headlines this morning. Has sex been outlawed since yesterday?”
“No, I mean I’m eighteen. You’re not. Technically I’ve just corrupted a minor.”
There’s a small trashcan beside my nightstand and I use it to discreetly dispose of the condom. Then I take the blanket that was folded at the base of my bed and gently cover her with it before climbing in beside her. “Uh, about that. Remember when I told you my birthday is in June?”
“It’s not in June?”
“It is. But I turned eighteen in June of this year. Six months ago.”
“Oh.” It’s a soft syllable, perhaps reminding her that there’s so much she doesn’t know. But then she snuggles against my chest and sighs with happiness with she feels my arms circle around her.
“Ben?”
“Yeah?”
“I’m crazy about you too.”
