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She twirls away from me, dancing on her own and it’s a magical site. It’s like she has entranced all of us, making me very aware of how dangerous this situation could have become. I don’t know if she just knows what she is doing but I wish that she would just not do this to me. I don’t know if my heart is going to be able to take it.
But as she moves her hand through her hair, I go incredibly still when I see it. There’s a crescent moon on the back of her neck, making me part my lips with surprise because I had no idea that she would do this to me. I keep thinking that maybe she just knows what she is doing or something, but I know for a fact it isn’t fake. She’s my fated mate…
Why did she lie to me?
I’m holding back my anger and disappointment because I can’t believe that she did this to me. How could she? I know that I haven’t always been the best kind of mate, but I have been doing everything in my power to make sure it was somewhat possible. Maybe this is just how it has to be, or I think maybe I need to figure out if she’s actually playing me because there was no reason to lie to me.
I guess she can’t be trusted.
Chapter Six
Leah
Something is wrong with Alexander, and I don’t know how to bring it up to him. He’s obviously upset, giving me the stink eye when he has turned to look at me and it’s like I didn’t know what I could even do for him. I keep thinking that maybe I’m going to make things right by him but the other part of me knows that there is no way in hell that I’m going to be able to do anything to make him happy if he doesn’t talk to me about it. I mean I guess I shouldn’t be too upset because I can’t be with him but why is he treating me like this?
“Alexander.” I march into his office, knowing this is dangerous in itself, “what is wrong with you? I don’t really feel keen on playing these games.”
He barely looks up at me, frowning, “What do you want, Leah? I’m a little busy right now.”
That’s like a slap to the face as well and I purse my lips, “Seriously, Alexander, what’s your problem? I don’t get you.”
“I don’t get you either!” He snaps at me, rising to his feet as he folds his arms across his chest, “I thought that we had something, or you could at least be honest with me, but it was becoming more and more clear that the only person that you give a damn about is yourself! I understand that you must think that you do not owe me anything or whatnot but I’m not the kind of person to just screw around because you feel like it! I have a heart and I was devastated to learn that you lied to me. You couldn’t even be honest with me about the truth.”
Now it’s my turn to be confused as I stare at him, “What are you talking about? What did I lie about?”
He moves around his desk and stalks towards me, my body going incredibly still as I register the anger and rage in his eyes. I don’t know what I’m seeing, and I don’t know what I’m going to do but what I do know is that I’m not going to let him do this to me. I’m not going to allow him to fuck me over or whatnot, and then I’m going to tell him where to stick it.
I know that I can’t get too frustrated with him because it seems like he is really hurt but why is he taking it out on me? What did I do to him? But I do end up freezing when he takes my hair and moves it out of the way, no doubt revealing the mark on the back of my neck. I gaze at him now, knowing that this is not going to go the way that I want it to. I can see how hurt he is, and I know that this very well might bite me in the ass.
“I didn’t hide this from you.” I assure him, knowing I probably couldn’t say anything to make him feel better, “It just wasn’t a good idea for you to know. I’m sorry.”
He clenches his jaw and stares at me now, no doubt debating on what he is going to do to me, “is that so? How come everything that keeps coming out of your mouth is a lie, Leah? You’re my fated mate and I knew there was a connection between us, but you kept denying it. You made me feel like I was going crazy, like I had no right to NOT believe you. I don’t know why you decided to do this to me, and I don’t know why you hid it but I’m not going to stand for this. I know that you might find this a game and funny, but I don’t. You have seriously hurt me, Leah!”
I know that I did, and I can see it on his face. I don’t know how to make him understand that I did not hurt him because I wanted to. I would never do that, and I know there is no way that I could just allow something like this to happen but it’s becoming more and more clear in my mind that I might end up losing him if I don’t give him a proper answer. So instead, I loop my arms around his neck and do the unthinkable as I kiss him like my life is depending on it.
Maybe it is.
He stiffens almost immediately like he hadn’t expected me to kiss him, but he does surprise me when he ends up kissing me back. I moan softly into the kiss, feeling like my entire body has come to life and the only thing that I can think of is him. He lifts me off of my feet and carries me over to the desk where he pushes everything off and lays me down. I’m wearing a skirt today so there is very easy access to where he wants to go and that leaves my body going wild as well. I would have never thought that he would do something like this to me but I’m not going to complain one bit. Not when this man has me in a chokehold.
I really like him even though I can’t be with him.
“You just know how to drive me crazy, right?” He ends up growling in my ear, kissing me softly, “I don’t know who you think you are but I’m not going to stand for this for much longer. You just continue to drive me wild.”
I know that I have frustrated him, and I just accept it. My panties are torn off of my body like they were nothing, being tossed aside. I nervously lick my bottom lip because I’m watching him now like he is crazy, wondering if he might end up doing something to me. Hell, he might actually and there would be nothing I would be able to do about it. I know how eager I am to make him mine, but I never would have thought that he would just do all of this.
I might have awoken the sleeping giant, that’s for sure.
His kisses are ruthless as his fingers dive between my legs and touch me in my most intimate places. I let out a small cry as he sinks a finger inside of me, sending my body right into an orgasm. I let out a shuddering breath because this is not what I had expected but I’m not going to complain. If anything, I’m going to keep begging him for more. I mean, what’s honesty the worst thing that’ll happen?
“You feel so tight around my finger.” He grumbles, leaving marks on my neck, “I can’t wait to fuck you and make you mine.”
I should be turned off by that, but it sends my body reeling, aching for even more. I allow him to do whatever he wants to me because why not? I do know this is about all he can do for me and I’m loving it. He’s finger-fucking me like his life is depending on it, like he’s going to do everything in his power to make me go crazy. I think that I am going crazy, and I don’t know what to think or do. I don’t know what he’s going to do to me when he gets the chance. My heart is pounding hard in my chest, kind of afraid of what might end up happening between us. Can I accept him? Can I even want him? I’m not sure.
He frees himself from the confinements of his pants and my heart races when I see how big he is. He is gigantic, almost intimidatingly so, and my heart races when I see it. I keep thinking that maybe he’s going to split me in half with it as he runs it along my lips, sending a shiver down my spine. Oh god, I think he’s going to drive me crazy.
“If you don’t want this, tell me now.” He whispers huskily, pressing right against my hole, “or I’m going to do everything that I want.”
All I have to do is nod my head and he slams inside of me, making my body go incredibly crazy because I can’t even think about what I’m going to do from here. I feel so incredibly full, like I’m going to send a shiver down my spine. Oh shit, I think he’s going to kill me.
