Page 55 of Loving Liam


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“It is sore, but it was so fucking good.” I’d finally found my voice. “Just massage it in gently. It’ll be fine.”

As the cool oil hit my arse, I hissed, but soon it did its job, soothing the heated skin.

He rubbed it in with gentle hands, caressing me.

“It looks bad, Liam.” I was sure it didn’t. It was just a spanking with his hand. I’d had paddles and crops, and they stung like fuck.

“You did brilliantly, Daddy. For your first real spanking, it was impressive.”

And it was. I’d come after just ten slaps. Admittedly, prolonged touch with a feather might well have had the same effect, bearing in mind how long it had been, but I wouldn’t complain.

“Will you hold me?” I asked as he put the bottle back on the nightstand.

“God, yes. Of course I will. Let me go wash my hands.”

The last thing I needed was for him to panic and spiral, thinking what he’d done was wrong. It really wasn’t.

He left the room, and I got under the covers, careful not to lie on my back.

“Strip and lie under the covers with me?” I asked when he returned.

He removed his jeans and underwear and climbed into the bed. I snuggled into his side and put my arm around his waist.

I sighed contentedly. I’d missed this. It had been so long.

His heart thudded under my ear. No doubt it had been as much of a rush for him as it had been for me. He had never spanked anyone, so I didn’t know what thoughts ran through his head. I only knew what I’d felt.

And I’d felt euphoric, as if nothing in the world mattered except me floating.

“Could you pass me the bottle of water, please?” Tiredness was creeping in, and I needed to hydrate.

He removed the cap and held the bottle to my lips.

“Sip it. Gently does it.” He supported my head as I drank.

The cool water eased my dry throat. After a spanking, I always felt this way and knew I’d sleep soon. But first, I wanted to see how John was.

I lay down and waited for him to do the same.

“Are you okay, John? You’ve never done that.”

“I’ll admit my hands are still shaking and a little tender. Did I hurt you?” His voice was soft, threaded with emotion.

“Nothing I couldn’t handle. It was perfect, more than perfect, really.”

“I understand there’s more I need to know. Safe words, aftercare. I’m aware of all these things. I told you I’d done some research after the court case. It intrigued me, but I was never brave enough to look into it further. Too scared to ask anyone either.”

“You can ask me anything. I’m happy to teach you what I know. The main thing is that we keep communicating. We didn’t have a safe word, and that’s something we need to discuss if we’re going to continue doing this.”

I sincerely hoped he wanted to. This morning reminded me how much I’d missed this.

Yes, I enjoyed the caring side of things having a Daddy brought, but I was over being treated like a toddler. Those days were in the past.

I still wanted a Daddy. And the punishments. I was a brat at heart and loved to taunt and tease. If John was prepared to do that, it’d be a win for us both.

“You need to sleep first, and we’ll talk about the rest of it later. I’ll admit I’m still a little unsure.”

“Did it turn you on? Because if you’re doing it just because I want you to and you’re not getting any pleasure from it, we can stop it right now. It’s not that important in our relationship.”

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