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It took about ten minutes for him to reply, and I sat on the edge of the bath tub, anxiously waiting for his response, but finally three texts came through.
Him: I wasn’t planning to.
Him: There’s only one woman on my mind, doll. You. You. You.
Him: Don’t stress about it, ok? I’m just helping out a friend.
I wanted to text him back and tell him that I was missing him, and that I wished it would have been me with him tonight, not Katja, but I didn’t get the chance. The bedroom of the door was slammed open, and Alexei called my name. My heart almost cracked because of the scare. I deleted the messages, locked the phone, and hurried to get out. It wasn’t a good idea to keep him waiting.
“Where the fuck are you, woman?”
“I’m here, Alexei.”
“Ah.” He looked worse than before. Tiredness was settling in, I think. He went to sit on the bed and stayed silent for a minute, before looking at me with his dead eyes that had an ashy color. “Come here when I call you. What is wrong with you today?”
“I…” I went closer to him, but still stood a few feet away. “I’m sorry, Alexei, I just didn’t know what you wanted me to do. You looked stressed out.” I tried to put on my best act, using a calming, obedient voice.
“I am stressed out. I am stressed the fuck out, Ludmila. If you can see it why the hell aren’t you on your knees trying to suck my dick to make it better.” Khristos, help me. “What kind of a fucking wife are you?”
He got up and reached for me gripping me by the hair.
“Alexei, stop. You don’t need to get violent.”
“I like it rough.” He meant he liked to make it rough for me. Pain, that was his kink. Especially my pain.
“Alexei, please let go of me.”
“I want to fuck my wife, Ludmila. What’s so bad about that, huh? Are you denying me?” He shook me forcefully and the fear started to fill my bones. I remembered all the pain he could inflict with his two hands and lost my capability to react. “Are you, Ludmila?” He barked in my face and I could smell the tabaco on his breath. It made my stomach convulse.
“No.” I whispered hating myself for being too weak to fight him. He would have hurt me anyway, but at least I could have tried to fight more. This is what he did to me – Alexei Popov turned me into a victim.
“Good. Get on your back.”
“Alexei, I don’t feel…”
“Make me ask twice, and you’ll see what happens.” Again, I was paralyzed. Before I knew it, I was laying on the bed watching him remove his tie and shirt.
I’d been through many nights with Alexei on top of me, and I just had to get through another one. Every time, Alexei’s goal was to crush my spirit and tarnish my soul while he was seeing to his own needs. It was never enough for him to just do it; he had to hurt and humiliate me. I knew what was about to happen, but even if I knew my body was too weak to fight him away, this time I could pay him back. I could diminish his abject presence.
“Alexei, can you…” I swallowed the lump blocking my throat. “Can you do something for me?”
“What.”
“I want you to call me doll, Alexei. Tell me I’m your baby doll.” I might have gone crazy, but in that moment, there were three of us in the bedroom. It was him, me, and Enzo.
“Ah, you want to be a dirty little suka tonight.” He slapped me across the face with all the power in his arm. “I like it.”
I sat there like a statue, refusing to think about Alexei or what was happening. Instead, I chanted Enzo’s name in my head over and over again. He was my escape from this hell. Enzo Nucci. Blessing and curse.
Chapter 12
A few messages from Ludmila were not enough, but it was better than radio silence. She was adorable, worrying about Katja and I when I couldn’t even jerk off to the image of someone other than her.
Speaking of Katja, she had a lot of energy tonight. She was very excited to tell me all about her trip. I would have preferred to talk more about what was going on in Popov’s house and how Ludmila was involved, but I didn’t want to ruin her joy.
“Do you want my calamari?” she asked. “I don’t eat things with tentacles.”
“Sure.”
