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I released him and looked up. His brutal, cruel words made me so emotional.

“Oh, Enzo.” No one has ever done anything for me. “I knew the first time I saw your eyes behind that mask that you were going to get me in trouble.”

“Right back at you, baby doll. Do you know, Ludmila, what kind of power you have over me?”

“Tell me.”

“I’m your servant, doll. Whatever you ask of me, I would give you. Why do you think I sit back and watch you belong to another man?” No, I didn’t want to talk about Alexei. “I would do whatever you want, all you have to do is ask.”

My mouth curved, and I watched him through my lashes.

“I want you to come for me, Enzo. Come in my mouth.”

“Suck me, baby doll, and I will.”

I took him back in my mouth and pushed his cock all the way down my throat, feeling him, tasting him. I was growing addicted to his musky fragrance and the power that exuded from his body. I had him to do with as I pleased, and I put everything into it, offering him pleasure until finally Enzo crossed over into the orgasm and released himself in my mouth. His hand clenched on my jaw and he didn’t let go until he was sure I swallowed every drop.

“Good girl.”

I raised to my feet, and he kissed me without hesitation as soon as his mouth could reach me. It almost brought me to tears. The few times that Alexei demanded me to go down on him were very degrading experiences and right after he would tell me to not bring my mouth close to him, or drink from his glasses because I was dirty and disgusting. Enzo on the other hand, he looked at me with tender eyes.

“I’m never going to recover from you, Enzo Nucci.”

“Ditto, queen.” He kissed my forehead.

“Enzo, you don’t get it. You’ve changed me. Before meeting you, I’ve been at the end of my rope, but now when I close my eyes, I don’t see darkness anymore.” my lips quivered. “I see you.”

“Then why don’t you come to me, Ludmila? Just drop everything and come to me. I will take care of you, baby doll.”

“Enzo, I can’t.” He might be getting sick of me saying that.

“I would never let Alexei close to you again. Let me worry about the details.”

I sighed knowing that our few untainted moments of pleasure had ended and so had my time with him. I had to go back. With a weak smile, I took his face into my hands and kissed him.

“One day you’ll understand, baby. One day you’ll see I have no choice.”

Chapter 16

I couldn’t sleep after Ludmila left. It was never easy when she had to go back to her life and her husband, but tonight she ripped a fucking piece of me when she turned to her car and drove away. Her serene, sapphire eyes turned so sad when I took her to the door. How the fuck was I supposed to be fine with that?

To clear my head, I went down into the gym and killed the treadmill for an hour before hopping in the shower. All of that gave me some time to think and there was only one conclusion to all of this – I had to take Ludmila out of there and away from Alexei. I didn’t know what shit he had on her, but I had to fix it.

Since we met, Ludmila pushed me back, begging me not to step on her husband’s toes and I’d agreed. I didn’t like it, but I complied with her wishes. I thought this would be a short-lived affair, so I abstained from barging into Ludmila’s life like a Pamplona bull and demolishing it so I could have her in my bed for a few months, but fuck if I wasn’t wrong. This wouldn’t be short-lived, and it definitely wasn’t an affair. Affairs carried shame, and Ludmila had nothing to be ashamed of for giving herself to me – we were a fucking match. Somewhere along the way I started think about her as mine: my woman, my queen, my future. There was no way back from this. Ludmila became a part of me, and I couldn’t go back to living without her. No Russian oligarch could stop me from taking what was mine. Once this was set in my mind, I knew nothing could get in my way because a Nucci always gets what they want.

I wanted to start working at getting rid of Popov for good, but first I had to make amends with a friend, so I picked up my phone and dialed Katja’s number. She answered after the second ring.

“Yes, Enzo, she made it home safely.” She answered a question I didn’t ask, but I was grateful for the information.

“Thank you, Katja.” I took a deep breath and exhaled in the phone. “I don’t think ‘I’m sorry’ covers it, but I am.”

“For what? Sleeping with my father’s wife or rejecting me for her?”

Damn, for someone who pushed Ludmila into my arms tonight, she sure had a sharp tongue.

“Both, I guess. Wow, you sure know how to kick a man when he’s down.”

“I’m just messing with you. You’d better not be a dick to Ludmi. She’s already taken too much crap from a man, and she’s my friend.”

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