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“Clare, you’re…I’m not gonna last…I…” I dropped back onto my knees.
“Wes?” Clare asked as she lifted onto her elbows again. “Are you okay?”
Slowly shaking my head, I laughed. “There has been something missing in my life, and I could never figure out what it was. Sex has always been about pleasure and release, but it never felt intimate. Right now…with you…it feels like so much more. Like I’m about to do something I’ve never done before.”
Clare swallowed. “Do you want to wait?”
A pained laugh escaped me. “No. I want you more than I’veever wanted anyone in my life. But I need you to know something, Clare.”
“Okay,” she softly said, sitting up and looking at me.
“This feels different. This desire to be with you…connect with you in this way. I’m in love with you and I need you to know that before we do this. That you’re not like those other women, that this is something I’ve never experienced before with any other person.”
Closing my eyes, I drew in a deep breath and exhaled before looking back at her. Tears were building in her eyes, and when they slipped free, I reached over and brushed them away.
“What about with Mandy?” Clare asked.
I shook my head. “I don’t want to talk about her at all, but I will say that I was never this freaking nervous.”
Smiling, Clare reached for my hand and drew me to her as she laid down. “I’m in love with you as well, Wes. And I feel the same way as you do.”
Settling myself over her, I cupped her head in my hands and gently kissed her. I could kiss Clare all night long and be happy. The taste of her was addicting, and soothed a part of my soul that I never knew needed to be soothed.
Our tongues moved together in a lazy dance while Clare softly ran her hands over my body. I wanted to learn everything about her that I could. What she liked and didn’t like. What made her cry out in pleasure. I wanted to know it all.
“Wes,” Clare whispered as I kissed along her jaw, down her neck, and to her breasts. I gave each one equal time as I kissed, sucked, and gently bit down on them. Her back arched as she moaned in pleasure.
“I want to make you come with my mouth, Clare, but I want inside you too badly.”
She looked at me in a pleasure-induced fog. “I’ve never had anyone do that before.”
I raised my brows. “Then I really need to wait so I can do it properly.”
Smiling, I pushed her legs open wider and slipped my hand between us. I groaned when I felt how wet she was for me.
Reaching over to the side table, I opened it and pulled out a condom. Clare reached for my arm and gently squeezed.
“Have you ever had unprotected sex?”
I stared at her in disbelief. “No, never. I’ve always worn a condom.”
She chewed nervously on her lower lip. “I’m on the pill, and I’ve never had sex without a man wearing a condom.”
I smiled and kissed her forehead, then went to open the condom.
“Wes.”
Looking at her, I saw something in her eyes. “Do you want to stop?”
She grinned. “No, I want to feel you. All of you.”
My eyes went from her to the condom in my hand, and back to her. “You don’t want me to wear a condom?”
“Only if you’re comfortable not wearing one.”
I was positive my mouth had fallen to the bed. “I’ve never…I mean…I’m not going to last two seconds,” I said as I threw the condom over my shoulder.
Clare blushed and giggled as I moved back over her.
