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“Did you come?”
“No.”
“Even worse.”
They looked at each other and both burst out laughing.
“Why don’t you get in?”
“Are you feeling okay? Has the pain gone?”
Tyler shrugged. “No worse than usual.”
“All right then.” Holden started to unbutton his shirt. “Maybe we can both make each other feel better.”
“I’m hoping,” Tyler said and he scooted across the bed to make room for Holden.
Holden peeled off his socks. He unfastened his pants, pushed them down and discarded them, followed by his underwear. His dick was already hard. It had gone soft at being caught by Brandon, but was hard again before he’d even got in the house. When he pulled back the covers, he saw Tyler’s was too and it was almost enough to make him groan. “It’s been a really bad day all around,” he said as he climbed in and slid into Tyler’s waiting arms. “First your pain, then listening to Finn spill his guts once more, then getting caught jerking off. Especially as I wanted to interview Brandon for the book.”
Tyler kissed his neck. He slid his hands down Holden’s back and lay down, pulling him on top of him. Holden’s pulse skyrocketed as their skin pressed together. Their lips met and he drowned once more in the feel of Tyler’s kiss. Tyler maneuvered Holden astride his hips. He sat up to worship Holden’s chest with mouth and lips, sucking and licking at his nipples. Holden groaned. Tyler fisted his cock, dragged his hand up and down it. Holden felt ready to spurt as soon as Tyler touched him. He gasped for breath at the feel of Tyler’s mouth and hands on him. Tyler put two fingers in his mouth and sucked. He reached around between Holden’s spread buttocks and rubbed saliva over his entrance before pushing a finger inside. Holden groaned. He tensed and trembled as Tyler found his prostate.
“Oh God,” he said. “God, Tyler, I need you to fuck me.”
“Didn’t you get enough this morning?”
Holden tensed because while it was a reasonable question to a fifty-year-old guy, it wasn’t so funny asking a sex addict that.
“Sorry,” Tyler said.
Holden looked down at him. For a ridiculous moment he had the urge to cry. It was true that his body couldn’t quite keep up with his desire anymore. He’d be desperate to come, with his cock telling him it was too soon to come again. Usually he dealt with that by stimulating his prostate and coming that way, whether he was hard or not. It worked just fine and it was a whole different orgasm. Tyler was pretty good at the prostate work. Holden wanted more of it. But his dick wasn’t having a problem keeping in the game today. It was raring to go, harder than he’d been in a long time. Maybe Tyler was making Holden’s sex addiction stronger than ever. He had the boundaries though, after that initial period of abstinence when he had first entered recovery. And he was doing okay with those. He wasn’t lying or cheating, or having multiple partners. He wasn’t paying for sex or going out to bars and clubs to look for it. Well, at least not since Gage, but he didn’t need to think about that and how close he’d come to being taken by force. He was going online jerking off though, instead of writing. He was jerking off in public. He didn’t need to do any of that, so why was he? It was the same old story. He was nowhere near recovery.
Maybe Tyler had seen him disappear for a few moments, because he eased his finger free, looking up. He smoothed his other hand over Holden’s cheek. “You okay?”
“Yeah.”
“What are you thinking about?”
“My addiction.”
“Thought so.” They looked at each other in silence for long seconds before Tyler spoke again. “I don’t suppose I’m helping you by doing this with you, am I?”
“I’m not supposed to abstain. Just stop with all the behaviors I previously had.”
“Such as?”
“Come on, I already told you all the stuff I do.”
“Do you still do it? Are you going out sleeping with other men at the moment?”
Holden huffed. “You know I’m not.”
“All right then. So me and you having normal sex is okay?”
“I guess. As long as I don’t pressure you to do it five times a day.”
Tyler smiled. Then he said, “Jerking off in your car isn’t okay.”
Holden reddened. “No, it’s not.”
