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Nate shoves me towards his friends. “Take her to her flat,” he says, throwing a set of keys to one.
“No, Nate, I have Ivy with me,” I rush to say, trying to shrug them off as they each grab one of my arms.
“Mum can watch her.”
“She can’t. She’s not fit to,” I protest.
“Make me repeat myself and I’ll put the fucking kid down the rubbish shoot,” he barks. “The quicker you do what you need to do, the quicker you’ll be back to playing Mother Teresa.”
Twelve
GRIZZ
Danii crawls over my naked body, licking her tongue over my muscled abs. My cock twitches, but it’s not raging hard like it should be at having this beauty stripped down to her underwear.
She sits over me, making sure her pussy is level with my cock, and she gently rocks against me. “I’ve been waiting for this,” she whispers, running her hands over her bra and pulling the straps down.
I give my head a shake, trying to clear the images of Luna. Cos since she left the clubhouse a week ago, she’s completely filled my head. I grab Danii by the waist and switch us so I’m hovering over her. Maybe I need control. She giggles as I unclip the front clasp of her bra and her breasts spring free. I stare. All I have to do is fuck her. If I fuck her, I’ll stop thinking about Luna.
I dip my head and take her nipple in my mouth. She gasps, arching her back, and I release it, noting my cock isn’t hard enough. I move down her body, parting her legs and settling between them. She waits in anticipation, and I can smell her arousal. That alone should have me fucking hard, but it doesn’t. I groan, pushing up off the bed to begin pacing her room. It’s pink and girly, and weird for an adult, but I haven’t questioned it.
“Everything okay?” she asks, pulling a sheet over her half-naked body.
“No,” I mutter, rubbing my forehead. “I’m fucking this up.”
“Maybe I’ve put too much pressure on you,” she says, her voice wavering. It makes me feel like a bigger prick.
“It’s not you.” She rolls her eyes, and I wince at my choice of words. “It’s really not, Danii. You’re beautiful and I can’t believe you wanna be with me. But, right now, I’m a fucking mess.”
“Talk to me. I might be able to help.”
I begin to dress as she watches with disappointment clear on her face. “I don’t know if I fit here,” I say, looking around the room. Last night, we had dinner at her parents again, and she introduced me to her cousins and aunts. It was a real family affair and it made me realise it’s not for me. “And more importantly, I don’t know if you fit into my world.”
“You haven’t given me a chance.”
I nod. “I know. It’s all on me. But I can’t fuck you knowing I might not be as into this as you are.”
“So, that’s it? You’re ending it without giving us a chance?”
I inhale then nod. “I guess I am. I’m so sorry.”
I leave, hating the hurt on Danii’s face. That’s two women I’ve fucked over in a week, and I feel like a massive prick.
I head to the nearest bar. It’s next door to The Zen Den and it’s way too posh for me, but I need some peace and good whiskey and this place offers both.
By the time I get back to the clubhouse, I’m exhausted. Wanting someone while telling yourself you don’t want them is hard work. So, when I step into the clubhouse and find Luna in the doorway looking frantic, my heart leaps in surprise.
She turns to me. “Thank god, I need your help.”
My eyes travel over the parts of skin I can see. Her face, her neck, her arms . . . they’re all covered in bruises. “What’s wrong?”
“Social services took Ivy.”
I frown as I process her words. “What? Why?”
“It doesn’t matter. What matters is you need to go and get her back. You can’t let them take her to a foster home.”
“Me?”
