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“Can we talk about that? That was some real psycho stuff.”
“That wasn’t me…”
I touch her face. “Oh, it was you, honey. That was all you. That was you finally showing through. And I loved it.”
“I wanted to hurt someone I don’t know.”
“Oh well. She wanted what you wanted.”
“Great. I’ve become that? The idiot girl who fights another girl for some guy’s dick?”
“Was it worth it?”
She shuts her eyes. She doesn’t want to say yes.
“Look, I just wanted to tell you the truth,” she says. “Okay? I wanted to tell you that I’m single. So whatever we do… or have done… it’s…”
“I get it, honey. I get it.”
We then stare at each other in silence.
I think about what she just said.
I wanted to tell you that I’m single.
I grit my teeth.
Single? Not for long…
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MILA
I’ve ignored the little voice in my head for a while now.
I’ve refused to think about right from wrong.
All I’ve cared about is how I feel.
And you know what?
It feels good to be me right now.
Epic sex with a hockey player?
You should try it sometime… trust me…
Now Jax knows everything.
That I broke up with Ward before arriving to the dorm.
I’m not so sure that really makes what’s happening okay.
I feel like I’m dancing on the blurred lines of the word… cheating.
Don’t think for a second that word hasn’t plagued me and doesn’t bother me. As I said to Jax, I am not like that. I never have been. I never want to be.
It’s just…
