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“And now you’re not stuck,” I say. “Because you’re fucking a hockey player.”
“Willow, come on,” Jax says.
“Both of you, fuck off,” I snap, then push between them. “Just fucking leave, okay?”
I know I shouldn’t be mad at them.
But now I’m scared. Terrified.
I keep telling myself this won’t be a thing…
My brother just went too hard. That’s all. Everyone does it once in a while.
And, yeah, there’s a risk in that.
I’m not stupid.
But…
Willow, you know the reality though. You’ve known it all along. The puking trick… don’t lie to yourself. How many times have you seen it yourself?
My body shivers as I enter the dorm.
There’s a faint smell in the air. That rotten, stomach acid smell from vomit.
“Ward?” I call out.
“In here,” his groggy voice says.
I walk to his bedroom and I almost throw up when I see him and I see his room.
I’ve never seen so much vomit in my entire life.
Dried all over the floor.
And then my brother himself.
Crusty vomit stuck to his face.
All over his clothes.
He just sits there, staring at me.
“Ward,” I whisper.
“Willow,” Ward says. “Willow, I think I need to get some help.”
I nod.
In that exact moment I don’t want to be alone.
I’m a little jealous of Mila for having Jax right now.
My brother leans forward and groans.
He throws up.
He leans forward even more and falls from the bed to the floor.
