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I don’t allow it.

He accepts defeat in that.

“Just say it to me then. I just need to know you’ll be here, Mila.”

My brain starts to scramble.

Do whatever it takes to get him the help he needs, Mila.

I start to nod.

“Okay?” Ward asks. “Yes? You’ll be here…?”

“Yes,” I whisper.

I swallow hard.

Ward offers up a smile, then stands up.

He stares at me for a few more seconds before leaving the coffee shop.

My heart is racing a little.

Ward walks up to his sister and she pats him on the back.

The two walk off into the distance.

I am glad that Ward is getting help. He needs it.

I feel a little empty inside though.

I don’t like the feeling at all.

I look down at my phone.

There is one way to not feel so empty… and alone…

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MILA

Sometimes a text or even a call just doesn’t do the job.

Also - the caffeine isn’t doing a thing either.

I can feel it, but it’s not helping. It’s not even hurting at this point.

It’s just…

I feel sad. I feel empty. I’ve said that already.

I toss my coffee into the fancy trash can and I leave the coffee shop.

As I walk, I try to recall some good memories of you know who. Not that I’m attempting to pull up some old thoughts or feelings or anything like that. I think I’m desperate to somehow justify this ending.

I’m smart enough to know not everything is like a movie or a book.

Sometimes things just happen and you face it. Or move on. Or even forget about it.

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