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And then he’s kissing me again. We stay that way, Kipp on my lap, his hands holding me tight and mine holding him close, and we simply…kiss. It’s not about getting off. It’s not about getting to something else. It’s comfort, plain and simple. And the fact that Kipp seems to need it as much as me is a balm on my soul, reassuring and soothing in one.
As soon as I’m back from Canada, we’re going to talk. I’m going to ask Kipp to be mine, properly. And assuming he says yes—because he has to say yes, doesn’t he?—we’re going to do this for real. Him and me, for real.
It’s a wonderful, terrifying thought.
“I need to go,” I mumble against Kipp’s mouth, every piece of me wishing I could stay. And yet I know it’s only a few days. A week at most. And then I’ll be back.
Kipp nods against me, his forehead on my own. “Okay.”
A thought occurs to me. “Do you want me to plug you before I go?”
He jolts slightly. “For the whole week?”
I huff a laugh as he squirms, cheeks flushing. “For tonight.”
He licks his lips and nods.
We head to the bedroom together, and Kipp drops his pants without preamble, scooting up on the mattress and presenting his ass. I groan, almost regretting this. Almost. I pet his ass cheek before lubing up my finger.
As I stretch him open, I talk.
“I want you to keep this inside all night, okay? You can remove it if you need to, but put it back in. When you go to sleep, imagine it’s me. That I’m here with you. Inside you. And in the morning, you’re going to wrap your hand around your dick, fuck yourself with the plug, and come for me. Can you do that, doll?”
He nods against the bedding, moaning as I ease the plug inside his ass. It settles beautifully, the base peeking out like a dirty little secret just for him and me.
I give his ass cheek a kiss before helping him upright. Fuck it. “I’m going to miss you,” I say, unable not to.
The smile he gives me is soft and warm. “I’ll miss you, too.”
I ease out a breath. “Okay. Gotta go.”
Kipp nods, pulling his briefs and pants back on, and I make a quick stop in the bathroom to wash up. At the door, Kipp gives me one last long, lingering kiss. And then I go, my suitcase in hand and my heart divided in two.
It’s just a few days. A week tops. No time at all.
And yet leaving has never been harder.
Chapter 28
Kipp
Cooking with a boner is not my favorite thing.
I’m hyperaware of the plug as I move about the kitchen, making myself a simple dinner of pasta with red sauce. Plus a chicken breast because Teddy keeps a lot of protein on hand.
Protein. Dick. Teddy’s dick.
Ugh, stop it.
I adjust myself as I open the oven to remove the chicken. The plug shifts, and ungh, God. Blowing out a breath, I stand, my dick tenting my jeans obscenely.
“This is all your fault,” I tell Teddy, even though the man isn’t here. He’s likely at his gate by now, ready to board the plane. “You’re so mean and wonderful, and I miss you already. And you’re not mean at all. I’m sorry I said that. I’ll probably say it again because I like teasing you. And fuck, I’m carrying on an entire conversation with someone who isn’t even here.”
A knock at the door saves me from myself.
“Just a minute,” I call loudly, willing my erection down. Fucking hell. When I’m fairly sure my dick won’t be the first thing greeting my guest, I head to the door.
My smile slips when I see Antoni waiting in the hall.
