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My eyes snap open when I remember last night. I glance upwards, finding Teddy still asleep on his pillow. My pulse settles almost instantly, but my cheeks heat when I remember Teddy’s new nickname for me. Doll.
Fuck, why is that so hot? I shouldn’t want to be compared to something pretty and delicate and oftentimes feminine, should I?
Then why did you like it so much?
Fuck if I know. Nor do I know why it was so much easier this time to let Teddy have his way with me. There was barely a fight inside my mind. I wanted him to take over, to show me what he claimed I’d enjoy. And damn if I didn’t enjoy the ever-loving heck out of it.
I’ve never dabbled in BDSM. Don’t know much about it apart from what I’ve recently learned via Google and Teddy himself. But I always thought it sounded mean. That it was about pain and tying people up and flogging them into submission. Obviously, my preconceived notions weren’t entirely correct. Not to say some people don’t enjoy those things, but the way Teddy treats me is nothing like that. He’s soft and sweet, and only the right amount of hard. If that’s what I have to look forward to with him as my…Dom, sign me the fuck up. It felt natural. Intimate, even.
And holy smokes, do I need to slow my roll. I shouldn’t be thinking intimate and Teddy in the same breath. Because he told me—as soon as we’re divorced, this is done. It’s not long-term. It’s just about getting off.
Right?
“Morning,” Teddy says, startling me.
“Oh. Hey.”
He rubs my arm, and I tilt my head back, meeting his eye. He taps the point between my brow. “Thinking hard?”
“Yeah,” I mumble, chewing my words for only a second. “I think I might be submissive.”
Teddy snorts, but it’s a gentle sound. “Yeah, I think so, too.”
“Well, I didn’t know, mister, but just you wait,” I say, stretching out my limbs. “Now that I do, I’m going to be the best goddamn sub you’ve ever had.”
“That so?” Teddy asks, eyes crinkling with his smile.
“Uh-huh.” I groan as my back pops. “I’m not a 90-percent-effort sort of guy, Teddy. If I’m doing something, I go all in.”
“In that case,” he says, hand trailing down my back and coming to a stop at the top of my ass. He holds there possessively. “If you still want me to go all in, I’ll need your test results.”
He taps between my cheeks for emphasis, as if his meaning wasn’t abundantly clear.
“Yeah,” I cough out, the idea of Teddy’s cock in my ass making my dick perk. “I’ll go to the clinic tomorrow.”
Teddy leans down, smudging a kiss against my forehead. “It’s not that I don’t trust you, Kipp. I just need to be careful with my job. And, on that note, you need to decide how comfortable you are with the risks involved in partnering with a sex worker. We test frequently at the studio, but you and I can use condoms for oral if you want. I have no problem with that.”
I take a second to truly consider it, knowing Teddy would want me to. “How long have you worked at Elite 8?”
He hums. “Five years.”
“Have you ever contracted anything?”
“No,” he admits.
“Then no condoms for oral,” I answer. I’m tempted to tack on or anal, but Teddy didn’t offer that as an option. Maybe he doesn’t want to go there with me. After all, bareback screams commitment, and Teddy and I are… Well, not quite committed.
The ring on my finger flashes in the light, calling me a liar.
“So, anyways,” I say, whipping out a smile. “You said something last night about cooking for me?”
Teddy’s rumbling laugh has me grinning from ear to ear.
Chapter 11
Teddy
“Hey. Phillip, is it?”
