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If we never managed to do more than this, I wouldn’t think we were missing out. To be with him, in any way at all, was a pleasure I couldn’t compare to any other.
TEN
Tyler
“Sebastian?” I whispered. I didn’t know how late it was. We had spooned for so long that I might have drifted off to sleep a few times. I woke up with my heart beating fast and a sense of disbelief and happiness was soaring through me like a delicious cocktail. “Are you sleeping?”
We had turned the lights off long before, but I had the image of his naked body etched into my memory. My imagination supplied it throughout the night.
“Yeah,” he said, his tone carrying the smile that was on his lips.
We had turned recently and Sebastian was the big spoon. It was a strange and wonderful feeling, his hard muscles pressing against my back, his dick nestling softly against my butt. I wondered if it would feel this good when he was hard and doing things to me that I had never thought of before.
“You can’t sleep?” he asked, shifting to lie on his back.
I sat up. Dawn was beginning to light up the world outside our windows. Turning and pulling himself up, Sebastian sat across from me. He leaned against the window bench and I rested against the bed’s headboard. “Last night was incredible,” I said right away.
“I feel the same way,” Sebastian said, his voice deep and soft after sleeping.
It was weird to make this report to the person I had been intimate with. Except, it was absolutely normal to talk about these private things to Sebastian. It was just that the two were now one. He was both the friend I confided in and the experience which I wanted to talk about.
“I just want to put it out there,” I said, not sure what he was thinking. These were the rare moments where I couldn’t predict his feelings. It was too new and different from anything we had lived through. “I want to swap roles, too.”
Sebastian let out a soft chuckle. “Good to know.”
“We should be able to talk about this,” I said casually. Oddly enough, I had never had such conversations with girls I had dated. It either worked or it didn’t; I’d never done a performance review. “We never had taboos, right?”
“Sure,” Sebastian said, rubbing his eyes and yawning. “Sorry.”
I snort-chuckled and poked his ribcage with my toe. “Am I boring you?”
“I said sorry,” he mock-argued, grabbing my foot before I could pull it away and tickling me mad. “Please, Tyler, forgive the yawn. It’ll never happen again.”
“Alright, alright,” I said as I laughed. He released me at last, but it took me a moment to sort out my thoughts. “I just wanted to say you should be able to tell me if your feelings change about this whole thing.”
He cocked his head. “Where’s this coming from?”
I shrugged, my gaze searching his face and torso. He was so ridiculously handsome with his perfect body and his dark skin. “I don’t know how any of this works,” I admitted. “You’ve been my family since I was born. Well, as close to family as two non-related people can be. And out of nowhere, I can’t get it out of my head that I want something more. We…” I hesitated, struggling to find the right words. “We don’t know if it’ll just go back the way it came.”
Sebastian didn’t laugh at me. He considered my words carefully, then looked into my eyes. “I don’t think it works that way.”
“I hope so,” I said quietly. “I mean, last night was everything and more. It felt so fucking good to be with you. I want you to know that.” And after a short time, I added, “But I don’t want that tying you down. If you change your mind, you just have to talk to me.”
He eyed me intently and waited. Then, after some time, he shifted and kneeled in front of me, crawling up the bed’s length until his face was near mine. “I won’t change my mind, Ty. Last night was the best I ever felt. It felt right. Who else if not us, huh?”
I hadn’t realized that there was a fear driving my thoughts until I heard this. As easy as that, he banished the fear from my heart and pressed his lips against mine. His kisses dragged from my mouth to my cheek and down my neck. It made my toes curl and it set fire to my crotch.
Before my mind disintegrated with lust, I grabbed Sebastian’s head and pushed him away enough to see his eyes. “I don’t want this to end,” I told him. “And I don’t want anyone to meddle.”
Sebastian smirked. “If you’re asking to be exclusive, you really don’t have to, Ty. You, of all people, know that I’m a serial monogamist.”
“Boyfriend?” I suggested, only a little nervous to float that word out there. Realizing it might seem like a rush, I added, “No one needs to know. I’m okay with this being our secret.”
Sebastian seemed relieved. Something like gratitude passed over his face. “For now,” he said.
There were things I wasn’t thinking further about. They, however, piled up in the back of my mind. What would Dad say? He was unpredictable and often not himself, feeling everything so strongly and reacting dramatically in the most unpredictable situations. Then, there was the stone-cold fact that his parents would never accept it. I wasn’t going to be the reason Sebastian and his family parted on terrible terms. Well, at least I wasn’t going to make it happen before it had to.
I kissed him then. I kissed him so passionately that it almost wasn’t a surprise to remember that he was a guy. My heart still stumbled as my hands searched his body. His pecs were so firm and defined, his abs chiseled like nothing I’d ever touched before, and his dick was swelling as I wrapped my hand around it.
