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She tensed as Colin suddenly turned the movie off and put on a sensual playlist. He ran his hands up her body, dragging her dress up and caressing her bare ass under the blanket.
“We’re sleeping here,” he said, his voice coming out hoarse. “We’ll go home tomorrow. I just thought you’d like to be close to them tonight.”
Olivia's head tilted up to find his eyes. She gasped as he suddenly turned her to lay flush against him. She was hyper aware of his erection pressing against her stomach.
“We’re ok, love. We’re going to be ok. I’m sorry about my outburst on the plane,” Colin said, his chocolate eyes searching hers for understanding.
She looked away and licked her lips before responding.
“Colin, I’m sorry. I’ve not consulted you on how you’ve truly felt in this scenario. I’m sorry for judging you, baby. I caused a lot of hurt by responding to something without all the full facts. I turned everyone’s lives upside down, and you did such an amazing job doing damage control while I’m sure you were worried sick about me.” She paused as her voice caught in her throat and she lowered her forehead against his chest. She let out a small, pained noise, feeling her body temperature rise with embarrassment and sadness. “I’m so, so sorry. I was so stupid. You treated me so well… and I couldn’t even give you the courtesy of explaining yourself b-be-because,” Olivia choked on a sob, unable to finish her sentence as she shuddered hard, her body racked with tears. “I don’t think I deserve it, but can you forgive me?” she asked, her eyes welling up with tears that overflowed easily onto his chest. “I don’t deserve you,” she cried out again, her voice catching on another sob.
Her fingers clutched desperately against his ribcage and she dug her nails in deep, trying to sink into him.
“I’m such a fuck up, Colin. I don’t even know why you want me still,” she whispered, echoing her thoughts that she'd shared with Jonathan on the plane.
She heard his chest rumble before his hands banded around her arms and hauled her up his body.
“I don’t want to ever hear you say that again,” he said, his eyes flashing dangerously as his fingers searched along the bottom curve of her right butt cheek. She cried out as he pinched the flesh there harshly.“What do you say?” he growled, pinching harder.
Olivia gasped and squirmed, feeling tears of desire flood her eyes. Her nipples hardened, and she became even more slick in between her thighs.
“Yes sir,” Olivia moaned as he took his other hand and fisted it into her hair, lowering her head to his. She moaned as his lips pressed into hers, parting them as his tongue swept in reverently. Almost worshipfully. He pulled away reluctantly, placing a hand on the back of her head. He took a second to look into her eyes and spoke.
“I am not too prideful to admit when I am in the wrong as well. Yes, some might argue that you had a gross overreaction when you left the way you did but, I know how hard I worked to earn your trust,” he paused, sadness and regret filled his eyes. “And I should have told you sooner. Much sooner than I did. I was worried too, because deep down inside I knew you were going to react the way you did.” He swooped his thumb over her bottom lip that she’d pulled in between her teeth. “I waited too late, because I was scared. I should have told you about my past before we married. And for that I am sorry, I will never lie to you like that again, amor. That is a promise.”
Olivia sniffled, wiping her tears away, giving him a tentative smile.
“And, in the thread of honesty, part of the reason I am so hurt and couldn't address this the way I should have is because my father is still alive out there somewhere. And that bothers me a lot more than it should…because despite how badly he hurt me, I miss him so much. I think about him all the time,” Colin admitted on a deep breath, dropping his head back against the sofa as he closed his eyes against the pain of the admission.
Olivia’s eyes widened, and she tilted her head forward, kissing him under his chin.“I think everything’s going to be okay, baby, I’ll support you in whatever you want to do. If you want to find him…if you just want to leave him be…whatever it is you want, I’ll be right by your side. No more running, ever. No matter how hard it gets. We’ll just have to incinerate each other and complain about it later,” she said as Colin tilted his head back down on a laugh, catching her lips with a harsh kiss.
“What would make you feel better, baby?” he asked quietly, pulling back and assessing her facial features. Olivia remained quiet, however, trepidation filled her eyes.He licked his lips and pressed. “Would you feel better if I punished you?” his heart skipped a beat at the heat that entered her eyes, chasing away the trepidation. He winced as the razor-sharp edge of desire shot its way through his body and he burned from the top of his head to his feet at just how visible the shift within her was.
Tilting his head forward on a groan, Colin swallowed her shocked gasp at his question, and he’d moved his hand to between her legs and grasped her clit.
“Fucking God. You’re swollen, amor,” he growled into her mouth as he flicked her clit steadily, not giving her a reprieve. She moaned into his mouth as he worked her flesh steadily, flinching as he applied more pressure instead of easing up.
“Colin, I need you! I missed you so much… you talking to me, loving me, touching me. It was so hard to be without you. I cried every night,” she whimpered against his lips, feeling his hand move from her nape to yank her dress over her head, exposing her bra. He undid the clasp one handed and freed her from its confines, enjoying the sensation of her breasts settling heavily against his chest, their weight welcome.
“Oh, don’t worry, I’m taking my time with you tonight. I’ve already ordered Jonathan and Vanessa a new mattress. We owe them one for the damage they did to our bedroom when they first stayed over. It’s our turn now. You’re not sleeping tonight,” he said hotly, his eyes boring into hers as he reached lower and speared her with two fingers. Her moan intensified as he pressed all the way in to his knuckle and then pressed even harder, giving her hard thrusts that sounded wet between them. He was content to look into her eyes as she struggled to not freefall into the abyss so quickly.
“I’m just going to warn you, I’m not going to go easy on you when we’re home alone. Just so you aren’t thinking my leashed temper is something permanent. I don’t want you to delude yourself,” he said harshly.
Olivia gasped as he hauled her up his body, and caught her gaze just as he took her erect nipple into his mouth. She yelped as she suddenly squirted on his fingers and her mouth opened in embarrassment.
“Oh god, I’m so sorry,” she whispered, feeling her face flame as he pulled back from her breasts.
“Did you not hear anything I just said? You’re getting ready to flood their mattress, baby. I’m going to be wringing you out all night,” she squealed in shock as he suddenly picked her up in his arms. She wrapped her legs around him as he carried her down a hallway in the opposite direction from the main bedrooms. He walked through the door, turning the lock and pressing her roughly against it.
“You remember the first time I gave you an orgasm?” he asked, his eyes on hers hotly. Blushing, she nodded, remembering very clearly.
“Yes. I tried to orgasm so many times after that, that I broke my vibrator. I couldn’t orgasm, you had me so fucked up in the head even then that I couldn’t get off without you,” she whispered, sinking her fingers into his hair and gasping as he suddenly yanked his sweats down and she felt the broad head of his big penis notching itself into her opening.
“I remember your pretty green dress. When you lowered your sleeves and exposed the tops of your breasts, I almost came right then and there,” he said, bending forward and grazing his tongue from her collar bone to her other nipple. He paused. “And when your nipple broke free from your bra, I knew I couldn’t fuck you even if you invited me in because I knew I was going to absolutely break this sweet cunt. It was just too good, beautiful,” he whispered, listening to her excited cry as he bit into her nipple at the same time he thrust her down onto him. She sucked in a breath and orgasmed in shock around his thick length.
“Colin!” she screamed wildly, clutching at him. “It’s so big! It’s too b-big!” she yelped brokenly. She sucked air through her teeth at the feel of his hands tightening on her hips, making her body bob up and down harshly with his movements.
Her hips beat against the door as he sucked her nipple and thrust into her harshly, ignoring her sharp cries.
