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It was a simple matter to read the majority reaction to this challenge. He might appear to be a fat little man but he was braver than any of them, dared more than the bravest among them . . . and he was risking new clones (whatever they might be). He was also going to feed them. When it came time for the question: “Put me out of office or continue me. But no more of this democracy and Council crap.” When it came time for that, it was clear they would support him by acclamation. He was their brave leader, even against Ship, and few could doubt it now.
Both Lewis and Murdoch argued for a bit more insurance, though, and Oakes knew it would do no harm to follow their script.
“It has been suggested that we introduce complicated and time-consuming forms into our survival efforts,” Oakes said, his voice tired. “The ones who propose this may be sincere but they are dangerous. Slow reactions will kill us all. We are required to act more swiftly than the deadly creatures around us. We cannot wait for debate and group decisions.”
As both Lewis and Murdoch had insisted she would do when faced with defeat, Rachel Demarest tried the personal attack. “What makes you think your decisions will save us?”
“We are alive and Colony prospers,” Oakes said. “My first effort here, my primary reason for being here, is to direct a crash program to increase food production.”
“No one else could do what . . .”
“But I will!” He allowed just a touch of mild reproof into his tone. Anyone who could defy Ship could certainly solve the food problem. “We all know that I did not make those decisions which killed our loved ones on Dragon. If I had been making those decisions, we might still be alive and growing out there.”
“What decisions? You talk about . . .”
“I would not have wasted our energy trying to understand life forms which were killing us! Simple sterilization of the area was indicated and Edmond Kingston could not bring himself to order it. He paid for that failure with his life . . . but so did many innocents.”
She still wanted her reasonable confrontation.
“How can you fight what you don’t understand?”
“You kill it,” Oakes said, facing her and lowering the amplification. “It’s that simple: You kill it.”
Chapter 29
There is fear in the infinite, in the unlimited chaos of the unstructured. But this boundless “place” is the never-ending resource of that which you call talent, that ability which peels away the fear, exposing its structure and form, creating beauty. This is why the talented people among you are feared. And it is wise to fear the unknown, but only until you see the new-found fearlessness which identity beautifies.
—Kerro Panille, Translations from the Avata
FOR A concentrated surge of time, Hali Ekel stood at the inner ring of the throng and stared up at the three men so cruelly suspended. It was a nightmare scene—the blood, the dust, the orange light which threw grotesque shadows on the doomed men, the sense of latent violence in every movement around her.
I’m an observer, observer, observer . . .
Her chest hurt when she breathed and she could smell the blood dripping from Yaisuah’s nailed feet.
I could save him. She took one shuffling half-step forward.
Don’t interfere. Ship’s command stopped her. It was not in her to disobey that command. The conditioning of WorShip was too strong.
But he’ll die there and he’s just like me!
He is not just like you.
But he’s . . .
No, Ekel. When the time comes, he will remember who he is and he will go back just as you will go back. But you two are profoundly different.
Who is he?
He is Yaisuah, the man who speaks to God.
But he . . . I mean, why are they doing this to him? What did he do?
He reported his conversations. Now, they try to move God in this way. Observe. This is not the way.
God? But God is Ship and Ship is God.
And the infinite is infinite.
Why won’t you let me save him ?
You could not save him.
I could try.
You would only inflict pain on that old flesh which you have borrowed. That flesh has enough pains. Why would you want to make it suffer more?
It occurred to her then that there might be another consciousness waiting somewhere to re-enter this body. Borrowed. She had not thought of it that way. The idea made her intensely aware of responsibility toward the body. She forced her attention away from the dangling figure of Yaisuah—those bleeding feet and palms.
The other two men began struggling against their restraints. Hali saw the cruel reason behind this torture then. In time, they would smother. Their chest muscles would fail and respiration would stop. The roped men pushed their feet against the wooden uprights, trying for leverage, seeking another few blinks of life.
One of the armored men saw this and laughed. “Look at the thieves squirm!”
Someone in the crowd behind Hali jeered: “They’re trying to steal a little more time!”
One of the roped men looked down at his armored tormentor and groaned: “You’d hang your own mother.” He gasped for another breath, and Hali saw the effort of it in his chest muscles. As he exhaled, he moved his head feebly toward Yaisuah. “This man here did nothing illegal . . .”
The armored man swung his spear butt and smashed the speaker’s knees. The thief sagged and writhed in a final rattling agony. As he did this, Yaisuah stirred and turned toward him.
“Today, you go home with me,” Yaisuah said.
It was said in a low tone, but most of the crowd heard him. The words were repeated for some few on the outskirts who had missed it.
The armored man laughed, said: “Bullshit!” He swung his spear butt once more and broke the other thief’s knees. This man, too, collapsed in a spasm of choking gasps.
Yaisuah lifted his head, then called out: “I’m thirsty.”
The spear-swinger looked up at him. “The poor boy’s thirsty! We should give him something nice to drink.”
Hali wanted to turn away, but could not move. What had made these men into such beasts? She searched around her for something in which to give the dying man a drink.
Once more, Ship warned her: Let this happen, Ekel! This is a necessary lesson. These people must learn how to live.
Some of the crowd began to leave. The show was over. Hali found herself alone on one side of the dying man, only a few women across from her . . . and the armored guardians of this torment. A young boy came running up with a jug which he handed to the armored man who had smashed the knees of the thieves. Hali saw a coin passed to the boy. He bit it and turned away, not even looking at the condemned men.
The armored man fastened a rag to the end of his spear, poured some of the jug’s contents on it and pushed the rag up to the dying man’s mouth.
Hali detected the odor of acetic acid. Vinegar!
But Yaisuah sucked at the rag hungrily. The moisture spread across his cracked and bloody mouth. As the rag was pulled away, he slumped forward, once more unconscious.
An older man across from Hali called out: “He’d better die before sundown. We can’t leave him up there for the Sabbath.”
“Easily done.” The armored man had taken the rag from his spear. He turned, ready to swing it against Yaisuah’s knees. In that instant, the light faded, darkness spread over the landscape. A moan spread through the crowd. Hali glanced up, saw a partial eclipse behind the clouds.
A young woman broke from the crowd opposite Hali and grabbed the soldier’s spear.
“Don’t!” she cried. “Let him be. He’s nearly gone.”
“What’s it worth to you?”
The young woman looked up at Yaisuah, who took this moment to twist in delirium. She looked back at the spearman. Her back was to her companions and she faced only Hali as she lifted the spearman’s hand and placed it on her breast inside her robe. At that instant, Yaisuah arched his back against the wooden u
pright and called out: “Father! Father, why have you forsaken me?”
A great breath shuddered through him. His eyes opened, his gaze directly on Hali.
“It is finished,” he said. He fell forward, eyes still open, and did not take another breath.
The abrupt hush was shattered by the wailing of a woman in the group across from Hali. Others joined in, tearing at their garments. The armored man took his hand away from the young woman’s breast.
Hali stood fixed in place, staring up at the dead man. As she looked, the sunlight returned. A wind picked up the hem of her robe; it chilled her. She could see the armored men moving off, one of them with an arm around the shoulder of the young woman who had stopped the spear blow. Hali turned away and headed down the hill, unable to watch more. She spoke to Ship as she moved.
Ship?
Yes, Ekel?
Is there a history of this event in the shipside records?
It is there for the asking. You who were raised shipside have not had much reason to ask, especially those of you whose ancestors came from places where this was not common knowledge.
Is this real, him dying there just now?
As real as your flesh waiting shipside.
She felt the tug of that remembered flesh then. This tired old body was such a poor vehicle by comparison. She felt joints aching as she stumbled down the hillside.
I want to go back, Ship.
Not yet.
If Yaisuah was a projection, why didn’t his body disintegrate when he died?
Active imagination supports him. It is essential to such phenomena. If I were to forget about the you that is shipside or the you that is here, the forgotten flesh would disappear.
But he’s dead. What good is it to keep his flesh intact?
The survivors require something to bury. They will return to his tomb one day and find it empty. It will be a marvel. They will say he returned to life and walked from his tomb.
Will he do that?
That is not part of your lesson, Ekel.
