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I blink twice and laugh once. “No, you don’t. You know I’m trouble. You know we wouldn’t last long term. But you’re too much of a gentleman to be honest about it like your brother is. Say it, Nash. Tell me what you want from me really.”
“I want to get to know you.”
I pull him further around the tree. “You’re a coward and a liar. You don’t want to get to know me. You want to fuck me. Because you think I’m wild and I give no fucks about anything but what I can get out of my own life. And you like that because you live with generous, good people and that’s what you’ll have forever. A generous and good little lady. But not me… you need something wild, something fleeting to make you appreciate your future more. I wouldn’t give you generous and good. I’d take everything good from you and give you so much bad.”
His nostrils flare. His eyes darken. I’m so fucking good at bringing out the monster in people, especially men. We all have one, it’s just some of us have a better handle on it than others. Nok and me, well, we don’t have a handle on ours at all.
Nashoba, however, has repressed his so much he’s too scared to bait it even a little. He has great self-control and a lot of respect for women and people in general. But that doesn’t mean he can’t be tempted.
“You’ve wanted to touch me since the moment we met.”
He doesn’t deny this either.
“Touch me,” I breathe, pulling my pink hair over one shoulder so it’s out of the way. “Treat me like the whore you think I am.”
“I don’t think you’re a—”
“You either think I am, or you hope I am.” I smile mischievously and press his hand against my breast, he makes a noise in the back of his throat. “You hope I am because then when you tire of my attitude it won’t hurt to walk away and you know I’ll jump onto the next dick without glancing back and you won’t care because I’m nothing.” I bring his other hand up to my breast and he squeezes gently. It tingles but I don’t feel the same passion that I get with his brother. Although this does make it exciting, what with them being related. “Look at you, touching my tits meters from where your entire family are sitting, ready to eat their food.”
“Fuck, Lilith,” he gasps, stepping closer, pupils expanding.
“I’m using you,” I breathe, standing on my tiptoes to brush my lips against his. “I’m doing this to make him jealous. How does that feel? Or do you not care now that you know that I’m nothing but a fucking whore?”
“You’re not a—”
I grab his cock through his jeans, shutting him up. He groans and presses his forehead to mine. “I am. This is proof. Ten minutes ago, I was ready to make your brother come in my pussy in your bathroom, and now here I am with you, wishing you could fuck me against this tree.”
He moans and pants when I rub him through his jeans, tempting him, testing him, but then he pulls away.
“I can’t do this,” he admits, shaking his head, looking me up and down. “I want to. I’ve never wanted anything more. But I can’t.”
“I know,” I reply gently. “You’re too good for me, Nash.”
“No, that’s not it.” He shakes his head. “You’re not beneath me.”
“But I could be,” I murmur and he laughs.
“No, I mean… you’re just…”
“It’s okay,” I finish and pat his cheek. “I understand. Go back to the party. Maybe talk to Vienna yourself. Get to know her. Woo her.”
“That’ll never happen.”
“It will if you use your charm. You were wrong when you said she’s his forever girl. He’s mine and I can’t let him go.” I look at the bitch sitting with him and then back at Nash. “She’s going to need a shoulder to cry on when I take him from her forever.”
His breath hitches and he watches me saunter away, straight to where Nok and Vienna are sitting together.
They eye my approach, him with his smug grin, her with an unsure one.
“Move her or I’m sitting on your lap,” I tell him, completely ignoring the girl under his arm.
Vienna scoffs, clearly offended, “Excuse me?”
Her eyes narrow and then fly to Nok who is simply grinning at me, no small amount of excitement in his eyes. He’s challenging me, to see what I’ll do. Doesn’t he know me well enough yet?
“Three,” I warn, holding up three fingers and his friends cheer. “Two…”
Before I get to one, Nokosi shifts away from her and pats the space beside him. I claim it, forcing my butt between his and hers and then tilt my head up to his. He looks around the large gathering of people, hesitating for a moment before he brings his lips down to mine. I hum my appreciation and melt into it slightly.
