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I still my body and nod. He’s right. Even though I don’t want anything between us, I know he’s right. We can’t be reckless about this.
He sits up a bit and tugs his jeans over to him, then digs in the front pocket, retrieving a foil wrapper. Within a few seconds, he’s sheathed and ready to go.
Taking a deep breath, I close my eyes and push down until he’s in to the hilt, his cock perfection inside me even though he’s too big and it hurts. I want it to hurt. I want to feel him tomorrow after he’s gone away. I want to remember this moment, this love. There’s nothing between us now. Just the two of us, moving together, kissing and holding each other.
Our hands are everywhere as we memorize each other’s bodies. I ride him slowly as I get used to the feeling, then I start to move faster, letting him guide me with his grip on my ass. I pull back and look down at him to make sure this is real. He smiles up at me then lifts his head so he can kiss me again. “You’re so beautiful, Jess. I’ve never felt this way about a girl before.”
His tongue is inside my mouth before I can say anything. I don’t know what I would say, anyway. My brain is a scrambled mess, pulsing with feelings that threaten to drown me. As we move together and I drench his big cock, we become one. One love that will be shared for the rest of our lives.
I can feel my orgasm coming on, but then he stops me and flips us over so he's on top of me now and I'm on the ground under him. I gasp in shock, then tilt my hips up to let him get in even deeper. He thrusts his way in even farther in long, deep, hard thrusts that lift my ass off the ground. I wrap my hand around his neck and lift my upper body up so our chests meet again. His tongue dances inside my mouth, mirroring what his cock is doing inside my tight pussy.
Our breathing becomes ragged and I know he’s close now by the way he’s moving. He’s like a man possessed. Like he’s gone away to a different world and only I can go there with him as he fucks me over and over, rubbing that sweet spot each time until I can’t take it anymore. I come, biting down on his shoulder to stop myself from making any noise. Ethan grunts and impales me with his cock as hard as I can take it, spilling himself into me in long, hot pulses.
My eyes roll back in my head and the world disappears as I almost lose consciousness for a second. Then I catch my breath again and he’s kissing me senseless as he finishes, slowing down his body’s motions and mine with it.
When it’s over, he collapses onto me and I cling to him with my legs locking behind his muscular back.
I hold him tightly with my arms tucked under his and feel his cheek against mine as we recover.
I’m terrified for a moment that he’s going to get up and walk away but when he lifts his head, he smiles down at me and says, “You’re mine, Jess. All mine.”
Tears fill my eyes and happiness mixed with relief flow through me. He got what he wanted but he still wants more. He still wants me. “I don’t want you to leave,” I whisper.
“We’ll find a way to be together, even if I have to sneak you into my dorm room at Penn State.”
I grin at the thought of hiding in his closet, then I realize that I don’t have the first clue how to make this work. My smile fades and he seems to know that I’m getting scared again.
He runs his thumb along my bottom lip, his cock still buried inside me. “Don’t worry about a thing. I’ll figure it out. We’re going to be back together before you know it. And it’ll be forever.” He lowers his mouth to mine and gives me a slow, sweet kiss. “Do you believe me?”
“I do.”
“Good, because I can make things happen, Jess. I can make a good life for us. You just have to trust me.”
I reach up and kiss him to show how much I trust him. Soon kissing turns into something more and we’re doing it again. By the time we’re done, the air has grown too chilly to ignore. We get up and dress, stopping to kiss as we both pull our shirts over our heads, and button up our jeans.
He leans his forehead against mine. “God, I wish we could wake up together in the morning.”
“Me too.” A rush of sadness overcomes me as I think about what the morning really will bring. It’ll bring a loneliness like I’ve never known before.
We walk hand-in-hand back to my house, slowly, stopping every few minutes to make-out. Then, he takes me around to the back door and waits while I unlock it. Before I twist the handle, I turn back to him and he takes my face in both hands.
“I’ll be home by supper time tomorrow. I’ll call you as soon as I can, okay?”
I nod, searching his face for the truth. And I believe him. He will call. We will be together again soon.
“I leave for college on Tuesday. Start getting yourself ready to meet me there, okay? I can come and pick you up when I get it all sorted out. I’ll figure out a place for us to be together there.”
“Okay. I’ll come as soon as you find a place,” I whisper, my heart in my throat at how terrifying and wonderful this is.
He kisses me again. This time it’s gentle and careful, then it grows to something full of sorrow and passion and love. A light goes on inside the house and we break apart so we won’t get caught by my mom.
He holds my hand for a second longer. “I love you, Jess. I always will.”
My heart leaps as I whisper, “I love you, too.”
“What we’ve got is forever. Don’t let anyone tell you different.” He gives me another quick kiss, then he disappears into the shadows just as the kitchen door is wrenched open behind me and I stumble backwards into the house.
Time to face the music. I turn to see my mother's disapproving face. She looks me up and down and I know there's no way to hide the signs of sex that are written all over me in my messed-up hair and the whisker burn all over my face and my rumpled clothes.
