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“You know me?” I manage desperately.
“How could I not?” Her smile is twisted, left eyelid sluggish. Life has been less kind to her than to me. She’s had a stroke. It breaks me to see her body fail her. To know I wasn’t here for her. To know her heart was broken. “I would know you … anywhere.” She kisses my forehead. “My boy. You’re my Darrow.”
The tears leave warm paths down my cheeks. I wipe them away.
“Mother.”
Still on my knees, I throw my arms around her and let the silent tears come. We say nothing for the longest time. Her scent is of grease, rust, and the musty tang of haemanthus. Her lips kiss my hair as they used to. Her hands scratch my back as though she remembers it just as broad as it is now, just as strong.
“I have to take the kettle off,” she says. “Before someone wakes and see you like …”
“Of course.”
“You have to let go of me.”
“Sorry.” I do, laughing at myself.
“How …?” she asks me, standing there looking at the Sigils on my hands, shaking her head. “How could this be? You … your accent. Everything.”
“I was carved. Uncle Narol saved me. I can explain.”
She shakes her head, trembling so slightly she must think I can’t see it. The kettle shrieks louder. “Take a seat.” She turns her back to me and takes the kettle off the stove. She sets out another mug. One from the high shelf. I remember it was my father’s. Dust covers the molded clay. She pauses, saying nothing as she cradles it close, slipping into a moment not meant for me, where she remembers those morning when they would ready for the day together. With a long breath, she drops the loose-leaf tea into the mug and pours hot water after. “Would you like anything else? We have those biscuits you liked.”
“No, thank you.”
“And I took my portion from the feast tonight. It’s delicate Gold food. Did you do that?”
“I’m not a Gold.”
“There are beans too. Fresh from Leora’s garden. You remember her?”
I spare a look at my datapad. Mustang is gone, heading back to the ship after she watched the holoCube. I feared this. I read a message from Sevro. “Stop her?” he asks. Two choices. Let Sevro and Ragnar catch her, and contain her till I can speak with her. Or trust her to make her own decisions. But if I trust her, she could leave, tell her father what I am, and it could all end. Yet she may just need time. I’ve given her so much to digest. If Ragnar and Sevro capture her prematurely, it may set her against me. Or they may act on their own and kill her.
Cursing silently, I type a quick reply.
“I remember everyone,” I say to my mother, looking back up. “I’m still me.”
She pauses at that, still facing the stove. When she turns, a lopsided smile crosses her stroke-ravaged face. Her hand fumbles one of the mugs, but swiftly she recovers.
“Got something against the chairs?” she asks sharply, noticing I saw the clumsiness of her hand.
“Other way around, I’m afraid …” I hold up the chair. It’s better suited for a Gold child than a Peerless Scarred who stands just over seven feet and weighs as much as any three Reds put together. She chuckles that dark chuckle of hers, the one that, as a child, always made me think she’d done something particularly sinister. Gracefully, she folds her legs and sits on the ground. I follow, feeling gangly and clumsy here. She sets the steaming cups between us.
“You don’t seem terribly surprised to see me,” I say.
“You talk funny now.” She pauses so long I wonder if she’ll continue. “Narol told me you were alive. Failed to say you’d gone and dipped yourself Gold, though.” She sips her tea. “I bet you’ve got questions.”
I laugh. “I thought you’d have more.”
“I would. But I know my son.” She eyes my Sigils. “I’m more patient. Go on now.”
“Narol … is he …?”
“Dead? Aye. He’s dead.”
The breath goes out of me.
“How long?”
