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“That’s gotta be inconvenient for a Legionnaire.”
“Tell me about it. Half of being a soldier is being able to sleep anywhere.”
“And the other half?”
“Being able to shit anywhere, wait, and to accept stupid orders without going manic.” She taps the deck. “It’s the engine hum. Reminds me of wasps.” She wiggles off her boots. “You mind?”
“Go on.” I sip the coffee. “This is whiskey.”
“You catch on quick.” She winks at me boyishly.
She nods to the datapad in my hands. “Still nothin’?”
“Asteroids are bad enough, but Society is jamming everything they can.”
“Well, Quicksilver gave them a run for it.”
We sit quietly together. Hers isn’t a naturally soothing presence, but it’s the easy one of a woman raised in the agriculture backcountry where your reputation’s only as good as your word and your hunting dog. We’re not alike in many ways, but there’s a chip on her shoulder I understand.
“Sorry about your friend,” she says.
“Which one?”
“Both. You know the girl long?”
“Since school. She was a bit nasty. But loyal…”
“Till she wasn’t,” she says. I shrug in reply. “Julii is rattled.”
“She talk to you?” I ask.
She laughs lightly. “Not a chance.” She pops a laced burner into her mouth and lights up, I shake my head when she offers me a drag. The ship’s air ducts hum. “Silence is a bitch, isn’t it?” she says after a while. “But I guess you’d know that after the box.”
I nod. “No one ever asks me about it,” I say. “The box.”
“No one asks me about Trigg.”
“Do you want them to?”
“Nah.”
“I never used to mind it,” I say. “The silence.”
“Well, you fill it with more things when you get older.”
“Wasn’t much to do in Lykos, ’cept sit around and watch the darkness in Lykos.”
“Watch the darkness. That’s so badass sounding.” Smoke jets out of her nose. “We grew up near corn. Bit less dramatic. Shitloads of it far as you could see. I’d go stand in the middle of it at night sometimes and pretend it was an ocean. You can hear it whispering. It’s not peaceful. Not like you’d think. It’s malevolent. I always wanted to be somewhere else. Not like Trigg. He loved Goodhope. Wanted to enlist at the local precinct for policing duty or be a game warden. He’d be happy kicking it in the backwater till he was old, drinking with those idiots at Lou’s, going hunting in early morning frost. I was the one who wanted out. Who wanted to hear the ocean, see the stars. Twenty years of service to the Legion. Cheap price.”
She mocks herself, but it’s curious to me that she’s choosing to open up now. She found me here. At first I thought it was because she came to console me. But there’s already whiskey on the squat woman’s breath. She didn’t want to be alone. And I’m the only one who knew Trigg even a little. I set my datapad down.
“I told him he didn’t have to come with, but I knew I was draggin’ him along. Told mom that I’d take care of him. Haven’t even been able to tell her he’s dead. Maybe she thinks we both are.”
“Were you able to tell his fiancé?” I ask. “Ephraim, right?”
“You remembered.”
“Of course. He was from Luna.”
