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I felt a ridiculous grip around my ribcage. I didn’t want to name it as jealousy, but I didn’t know another word to describe it, “Anyone in particular?” I whispered.
“No… faceless figures,” he responded, hugging me tighter like he sensed my uneasiness.
“What do you want from life, Kellan?” I whispered. I had never planned on asking this question, but I wanted to know his desires, dreams, and plans in this life. A part of me hoped to find a place in his plans.
“I don’t want anything. I just want what I have right now,” he murmured.
“Nothing more? Don’t you want to have a family, a relationship, kids? I don’t know… that kind of stability?”
“Do you want those things?” he asked, his voice got distant instantly. I felt the coldness dripping from his words, like he was accusing me.
“One day…”
I waited for him to give me an answer, that one day he would like to have those things, too… anything to give me hope, but that answer never came. Lifting my head, I looked at his face and was disappointed to see him asleep.
Kellan
One day, huh?
I could clearly imagine her perfect little family –a perfect husband with a good job and a smile from a toothpaste commercial, beautiful kids just like her… they would all smile to the camera, happy, perfect, and right. She deserved that image, but this made me angry. I wanted to yell at her. I didn’t know where this anger came from, but I couldn’t keep it under control. I knew I had no place in that picture, I knew I could never give her any of those things… didn’t even have the desire to. But still… I was angry at her, at myself, at her perfect little family… everything.
Just for a second I wondered what would happen if I wanted to give her those things, if I wanted to try, but the possibility was as ridiculous as the idea itself.
So instead of keeping up with the conversation I did the only thing I could think of: I closed my eyes, hoping she’d think I fell asleep.
I woke up when I felt a tickle on my thigh, warmth followed it, leaving goosebumps along its way. The moment I realized what was happening, I felt Kellan’s mouth on my pussy, sucking my lips softly, carefully. His tongue was probing my entrance, making its way to my clit, giving attention to every piece of me.
“Kellan,” I breathed out, bringing my hands into his hair.
Groaning, he separated my folds with his fingers, revealing my clit to his mouth. He was making me forget everything with his tongue, all my existence focused on that bundle of nerves. I cried out when his mouth finally wrapped around my clit, but he didn’t give enough pressure, keeping me on the edge.
“Kellan, please,” I groaned, biting the back of my hand because of the intensity he caused. Watching him between my legs wasn’t helping the case, but I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. The black ink on his arms looked mesmerizing around my spotless white skin, I liked the contrast. I liked everything about us… especially the moment when he finally put one digit inside me. It wasn’t enough, but it was something. Soon, he added another one and then one more… curled his fingers inside me, rubbing that magical spot, applying the right amount of pleasure, ripping out my orgasm from my body with such force that it was almost painful, but it wasn’t… it was bliss, nirvana.
He moved up on my body, trailing kisses till he reached my lips. I was still shuddering, my insides were still clenching from the mind-blowing pleasure he gave me, but I was fully aware of him, captivated by his grey gaze.
He didn’t say anything as he aligned his cock with my pussy, keeping his eyes locked to mine. I closed my eyes with his first thrust, but he immediately stopped, “Open your eyes, Melody. Look at me… always look at me,” he rasped. There was a different hardness in his voice, a different kind of edge, like he was making a point, but I was too high to make sense into it. I kept my eyes on him, watched every change on his face.
The pleasure was too much I wanted to close my eyes at the sensation, but fighting with that urge only turned me on more and pushed me over the edge once more.
I came with his name on my lips, my eyes locked on his. I saw the excitement of victory in the depths of his grey orbs… like he owned me.
But he did… he’d owned me already.
This feeling was dangerous. A part of me was saying I would end up hurting myself, but I didn’t care. I let his whispers on my skin calm me, the sound of my name on his lips soothe me.
“Will you tell me where we’re going yet?” I asked for the tenth time since we hit the road.
“Nope,” he smirked.
I groaned in frustration, but inside I was also happy and excited.
“Don’t pout. I want to bite that lip when you pout and we know how it would end if I do that,” he warned me, causing that familiar pull in my belly.
With Kellan, I felt everything all at once. Being with him was like experiencing a dream. One moment he made me feel like a high school girl with her first crush, the next I was feeling like a Sex Goddess. One moment everything he awoke inside me was innocent, the next all I felt was scorching lust that consumed all other thoughts in my mind. He was a roller-coaster and I was both thrilled and scared of the ride he planned for my poor heart.
Shaking my head I turned to watch the farms we passed. We were in the country and this place was full of farms. It was so different from the city –away from the traffic, away from the noise and away from all the rush. This place gave me peace, reminded me of Thanksgivings –why, I had no idea.
Finally, we stopped at the entry of one of them.
