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I wanted her…

I wanted to know what happened to her…

I wanted to know if she was alive…

Day 3- 15th October

I don’t know what to do Angel.

I thought I knew…I thought I was ready…But I’m feeling lost.

How will I know what happened to you?

How will I find you?

It was ten days since my first night at the club. My life turned into a routine. I woke up, went to my Krav Maga practice, read my book and went to the club when the time came. Each day, those were the main things I did.

In between that schedule, Rosie was my escape. Her garden was the only thing that gave me peace of mind and her wise words were filling me with hope.

Other than that, life at the club was as fun as it could be behind the shadow of my worries and plans. Harley and Channing became my best friends. I got along well with Salem but we couldn’t find much time to talk since she took time off from the club to study for her finals.

After that heart to heart moment with Sage, we greeted and smiled to each other but we didn’t talk properly. She was kindly distant to me but I felt like she was watching me from a far, like she was trying to protect me from something. I couldn’t shake the feeling that she knew more than she was letting on. Maybe it was her strong aura.

K –yeah, I was still calling her K- was still silent and didn’t have a proper conversation with anyone except Salem. But recently she wasn’t as calm as she used to be. Something I couldn’t put my finger on was making her uneasy and I could sense her anxiety like my own.

As I overanalyzed everyone in the club in my mind, Sage knocked at the door and came in. She didn’t say anything but smiled at me and walked to her closet. This no-talk policy started to bother me. With an annoyed huff, I spent time while trying to choose what to wear. Before I could make a decision on my outfit Sage came out from her closet in a red mini dress. It was different from her usual style but red looked good on her. It highlighted her Spanish looks.

My admiration turned to a frown when I saw the bruises on her neck.

“Sage? You…you okay?” I asked her and pointed at her neck. I didn’t want to be nosy but I didn’t want to lose the connection we’d shared days ago, either. She was a motherly figure in my mind, I respected and cared for her.

“Men…they can be animals. Don’t worry, I got it under control,” she said coldly. Too coldly, I wasn’t sure if I wanted to ask for details. She was too tough outside, I had hard time believing any man could hurt her. But I also witnessed her vulnerable side days ago, I knew she wasn’t as strong as I made her out to be in my mind.

Before I could decipher a reply, the door opened and Will came into the room. I fought the urge to roll my eyes.

Had he ever knocked on that damn door, for fuck’s sake?

“Hi, ladies! Sage, you look awesome as always. Violet, after your show you will give a special show in the VIP room,” he said.

“VIP room? You mean the booths?”

“No. Harley will show you. Sage, let her know what the special show is. See you later, ladies,” he said and left the room.

“Sage?”

“We give special shows only to VIP members. You’re new but you must have caught someone’s attention,” she started to explain.

“So…what will I do in the special show? There was no mention of any special shows in the files Will gave me when I started the job,” I said bemused.

“Basically, you’ll do whatever the VIP member wants you to.”

I widened my eyes.

“You have beautiful eyes. Grey, right?” she asked but continued before I could give an answer.

“Anyway, they cannot ask for intercourse or oral. They will just watch you and maybe want a lap dance.”

“Is this common in the club? I mean the special shows?” I asked curiously.

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