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“Both of you?” I repeated. My mind was already conjuring fantasies about both of them.
“Both of us, Flame.” Xander answered with the ghost of a smile on his face. His one hand was on my neck and the other was on my hipbone, his hold was possessive. I was caged between them. All my curves were possessed with them, their touches.
“Do you want us to touch you? Kiss you? Fuck you? Make you scream our names? Do you want both of us…inside you, Flame?” Xander asked in the sexiest voice I had ever heard. I was already ready to combust. I wanted to moan, beg for him to do what he said. I couldn’t help but wiggle to get closer to him.
“What do you say, Violet? Think about how good we could make you feel.” Alex purred behind me. I think I moaned but I couldn’t be sure about what I did at that moment in this state of arousal. I felt his hardness on my back. It was hard to stop myself from acting like the cat in heat. I wanted to push myself against him. To feel some friction between us. To stop this maddening need inside me.
“Answer the question, Flame. Do you want us?” Xander asked sternly.
I couldn’t even remember my name. My mind was foggy, my body was screaming for some kind of relief. I wanted to press my thighs together to stop this throbbing in my core. But Xander’s and Alex’s legs were between my legs. They were keeping my legs spread.
“Flame…I won’t ask you again.” Xander pushed.
“You’re killing us here, love. I want you. We want you…so bad. Tell us you want us, too.” Alex said softly while caressing my hair and pushing some loose strands aside.
I turned my head to look at Alex and met his playful yet blazing look. I expected him to give me some strength but his gaze was promising me sweet and tender sex with great orgasm. In an attempt to escape his hot gaze I looked at Xander. His eyes weren’t an escape. His gaze was a prison. Domineering, determined, lustful and possessive.
I swallowed and wanted to close my eyes but couldn’t break the contact. Both of the men kept caressing my body in seductive yet innocent touches. Close but far from where I wanted them to. Finally, I found my voice but didn’t trust it. That’s why I whispered my answer:
“Yes. Yes, I want you both.”
Xander looked into my eyes like I gave him the best news or the most important answer he was waiting for m
onths to hear. Like I gave him a billion dollar business deal.
Under Xander’s captivating gaze Alex kissed my neck like some feather touches and I moaned with the sensual feeling.
I looked into Xander’s eyes to let him know that I wanted him to kiss me, too. But his gaze only moved between my eyes and lips a few times. This waiting created anticipation but it was pure torture. I was ready to beg him to feel his lips on mine.
He leaned into me until his lips almost touched mine.
“See you soon, Violet. Think of me,” he whispered and turned around to leave before I could lean enough to kiss him.
Alex was still by my side and winked at me. I had no idea how my face looked like. I was shocked I couldn’t get my kiss. I was hot and bothered beyond the limit.
“And think of me, love. Also, don’t forget about my offer.” Alex said and walked away without waiting for my reply.
Before he went out the room he looked at me over his shoulder.
“Next time…if that bastard brother of mine leaves you without a kiss, I’ll give you one hell of a kiss,” he winked and followed Xander.
I was soaking wet between my legs and fighting the urge to go after them.
Pacing in the living room without any purpose I groaned in frustration and pulled my hair to relieve some of the stress. The strange feeling was running through my body, making it impossible to stand still.
I was split in two. One part wanted to enjoy the life, be the real me, do wild things with the Vincent twins. But the other part tried to control me, didn’t let me have fun and wanted me to focus on Angel. That part blamed me for being selfish. It was the logical one. But it put weight on my shoulders at the same time. The other part was easy to deal with and it reminded me Rosie’s words:
This problem takes pieces of your soul, Dawn. Don’t let it.
She was right about saying how this situation was taking pieces of my soul. Since I lost Angel, I was the half of the person I used to be.
I left all my hobbies in these two years I focused only on Angel.
I quit my job, stopped posting on my blog and stopped meeting my friends. I couldn’t stand the pity in their eyes every time we were together. I hated when they acted like I was weird. They couldn’t understand my need to find out what happened to Angel. They wanted me to forget about it, forget about her. Like that was even possible.
After a few attempts to socialize, we slowly drifted apart. I didn’t merely stop meeting with my friends, I stopped being social. I didn’t go to any bars or clubs to have fun.
For two years, I didn’t have any fun. I didn’t think there was any way for me to have fun.
