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My hands moved up and down on his back until I stopped on his ass again. Both of his pockets were full, one with what I needed –the syringe, the other with what I should have wanted to find –a knife.
In that state of mind, I only cared for the drug though. But Mike stopped my hand from grabbing the injection and I pulled out the only thing I could –the knife. Before I comprehend what I was about to do, I plunged the knife at what I could reach –his face.
His scream filled the room and his hand loosened around my hand.
I didn’t pull the knife out of his face, instead I moved it down till his cheek split open. The blood, the angry tissue of his cheek didn’t even bother me. There was only one thing in my mind –my shot of bliss.
I stopped my torture only when I pushed the syringe to my arm. The relief was instant. My body sighed in pleasure, the itchy feeling left me. I was content, even happy.
“You fucking bitch!”
I felt the stinging feeling of Mike’s slap, or maybe punch, but my body was gliding on rainbows; I didn’t care. A hard kick on my stomach brought me back to reality for a second, but the drug pulled me back deeper into bliss. His groans of pain, the sharp close of the door and the sound of the key locking the door repeatedly were only whispers in my ear… whispers that I ignored.
Lying on this hard floor, I was happy as the drug pulled me deeper into a fake heaven, but in reality it was pulling me away from myself and turning me into a monster.
MIKE –Age 17
“Kacey,” I half groan half warn her what is about to come if she keeps stroking my dick. She is the hottest girl in school and in a weird way she wants me to fuck her. Girls her age seem to like the fucked-up boys, they are generally throwing themselves at me even though they know the woman who raised me, even though they know what her career is. It is pathetic actually, but maybe in a neighborhood like this I am the best option they have and that is even more pathetic.
“Are you sure you’re just seventeen?” she asks for the sixth time since I got her in the house. I roll my eyes and only nod. Nat was nowhere to be seen when we got home and I want to send Kacey away before she comes back.
I don’t call Nat mom or mother or anything else but her name anymore, since I turned fifteen, since she was so wasted she wanted me to fuck her. I didn’t, of course, but since then something changed in me toward her –my childish love turned to hate and vengeance that day. She is still after me, still wants me to fuck her at every opportunity she can find. She comes for me as Theo fucks her in front of me, looking deep into my eyes with her half closed eyes and that turns me the fuck on. I’ve gotten off on that for two years.
Before I was fifteen I didn’t leave the house because I loved her, I wanted to be able to protect her from Theo. After I turned fifteen I kept staying because I was waiting for the day that I would get my revenge against both of them.
“God, Mike… you’re so big! So much bigger than any of the guys from school,” Kacey purrs into my ears. I can only take this as a compliment since she’s fucked every guy in school till I finally accepted her, even the teachers.
I snort, “I told you that you wouldn’t be ready for me even after you fucked everyone at school… and you still did just that, didn’t you?”
“I learned things to please you,” she says seductively, licking her full lips. She has a body that makes every man fall to their knees in front of her, she makes them eat from her palm like puppies, but for almost two years she was after me. Now, I want her to show me what she really learned. “Do your best,” I challenge her.
She gets in front of me with her elegant but seductive beauty and my cock immediately jumps into the game. She unbuttons my jeans and her small hands are wrapped around me. Leaning back I wrap her hair around my fist and close my eyes as she works my dick with hunger.
“You fucking bitch!”
I open my eyes with the angry scream. Nat is home and she is pulling Kacey by her hair. Kacey’s painful scream fills the room and she runs away the moment Nat lets her free.
“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?!” I yell at Nat, but her eyes are roaming my body with hunger like I said nothing at all.
“That girl? You think that girl will make you come?” she says, coming closer to me. She grabs my still-hard dick and squeezes it with enough strength to make me groan.
“Don’t touch me,” I manage to hiss.
“Why not? You want to fuck me and I want you to fuck me,” she purrs and licks my neck. I am paralyzed. I know I have to get away from her, but another part of me doesn’t want that.
“Why are you doing this? Why can’t you be a proper mother? Is it too hard?” I ask, my voice sounds vulnerable and I hate that, but I wanted to ask these questions to her for so long I didn’t care how I sounded as long as she gives me an answer.
“How many times do I need to tell you? I. Am. Not. Your. Mother!”
“You always say that, but you never answer when I ask what that means?!” I
shout at her face.
“I am just fifteen years older than you, Mike. Yeah, my life was fucked up and I know I’m twisted in the head and that I like things that I shouldn’t, but even I’m not that fucked up to give birth at that age.”
“Tell me everything,” I whisper.
She stays close to me, her fingers are still teasing my abs and my cock, but she starts to talk.
