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I had to be strong and save myself from this hell.
MIKE –Turning from 17 to 18: Same Night
“I thought you weren’t coming back.” Nat is sitting on my couch, half naked. I see the white powder on her nose, knowing that she got her fix.
“Have you been waiting for me?” I walk toward her with determination in my steps. Being away from this hell didn’t help me see the light, it showed me how freeing the darkness can be. Being away from everything I thought was my life showed me how much of a fuck up life really is. How much of a fuck up my childhood was and how unworthy my effort to stay good in this life was when in reality my mind is surrounded by darkness.
I am a new man; a monster created over all those years and letting that beast take over me feels good. Now I am the hunter and she is my prey. I get hard with the hunger in her eyes as she licks her lips.
“Stand up,” I order calmly. She looks at me with her big eyes, a seductive smile on her lips. She rises up slowly, letting her body touch mine then and there.
I pulled her head back, fisting her hair around my wrist. “Go to bed, take off your clothes, and wait for me.” My voice is still calm like I’m in my own element and actually, I am.
She leans toward me, trying to kiss me, but I shake my head. Her hand reaches up to me, but I take a step back.
She will not touch me before I give her permission to do so anymore.
She will not take anything from me that I’m not willing to give from now on.
She will not use me for her own pleasure, for her own desires; I will do that.
She bites her bottom lip and lets her hand fall down. She turns back to her previous position and places her hands on her back, a devious look on her face. She is excited; she gets off on humiliation and pain. The worse you treat her the more she enjoys it. She is fucked up, just like me.
“Go,” I whisper toward her lips. A smirk takes over my face when she fights with the urge to purse her lips to touch mine, but she manages and walks toward the bedroom, taking off the shirt she wears on the way.
Walking toward the kitchen I drink a glass of water as I search the cabinets for what I have in mind. Finally, I find them: the unused knife set. I grab the slimmest and the sharpest one, it’ll work however I want it. I caress the handle of another knife, feeling the hard texture of the cylindrical material. I love how it fits into my hand like it is an extension of me. My cock kicks inside my jeans with the idea.
Walking out of the kitchen I find the ropes Theo always uses; I will need this. As I walk toward the bedroom I grab the half used candle where it was left, forgotten.
Nat is lying on the bed, her legs are spread wide, her chest is heaving with her fast breaths. I lick my lips at the sight of her hard nipples. They are begging me to bite them. Her arousal is glistening between her legs.
“You made me wait so long.” She pouts.
I don’t want to hear her whiny voice. All I want to hear is her screams and maybe her sobs.
“Silence!” I bark. My voice is different from this morning, even to
me. I like the change, I like the dangerous edge that a few hours of secrets revealed can do to a person. Her confusion makes the beast inside me excited. I get closer to her after placing knives, ropes, and the candle on a chair.
“Mike? Look at little Mike,” she giggles.
“I said silence.” I slap her. My palm tingles with the contact as her eyes well up with tears. Her shock is obvious, but that doesn’t stop her smile. She licks her lip and looks me in the eye with tears in hers. “Yes, sir,” she purrs.
I’m so hard it starts to hurt. Her bouncing tits don’t help me focus so I decide to fuck her before I start to play. Grabbing her chin I jerk her head back enough to make her look at me. “You won’t touch me before I give you permission to do so, got it?” I say with deadly calm. My voice is full of power, it shakes my body with its force.
“Yes, Mike…sir,” she giggles. “Will I choose a safeword, sir?”
“You can choose one, Nat. But no words will stop me, no one will rescue you from me.” Her eyes widen with excitement and fear, I assume. “You’ll take whatever I’m willing to give you, yes? You were begging me to fuck you for years, even when I was just a kid. Now you won’t get cold feet, will you?”
“Ah, you’re making me so horny, Mike,” she moans.
“Good. Today you cost me a blowjob when you barged in like that on Kacey. You owe me one.” I smirk.
“Fuck, yeah.” A grin covers her face as she sits up to reach my belt, but I take a step back, shaking my head. “Don’t touch,” I say, unzipping my jeans to free my cock. “Open your mouth.”
I rub my cock on her tongue before pushing it all the way down to her throat. Her eyes well up with tears, her throat tenses as she gags around my shaft. I wonder if she can taste another woman on my cock, if she can taste her blood mixed with my cum. Smirking with the thought I pull back and thrust hard, pressing her head to my navel until she claws my thighs like an animal. I pull back, giving her time to take a breath before repeating the same thing till my balls tighten, my cock swells bigger, and my cum hits her throat with a growl.
“Fuck, I knew you would be perfect,” she says, licking her lips like I gave her the most delicious dessert even though tears stain her face.
