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“Shh, don’t talk. I’ll take care of you, okay? You’re mine and I’m gonna make you whole again,” Mike reassured me, caressing my hair.
“Let’s get you out of this room, you need a bath… a long one,” he smiled at me.
“I’m tired,” I murmured, leaning closer to his chest as he lifted me from the bed.
I didn’t know when he got in the room or how we ended up in bed, cuddling each other, but I welcomed the comfort he provided me.
“Don’t worry. I’ll take care of you,” he murmured as he carried me out of the room.
We entered to bathroom. He tried to put me on my feet, but I was too weak to stand I collapsed to the marbled ground.
Mike took off my t-shirt and I immediately got on my knees, reaching for his zipper.
“Hey, Angel… what are you doing, babe?” I heard him say.
What was I doing?
I didn’t know.
Why was I here? On my knees? In front of him? Naked?
Wasn’t serving him my purpose? The reason why I was here?
I was confused, but didn’t say anything as he prepared the bath and then carefully put me into the warm water.
Who was he?
My captor? My lover? My enemy?
“Shh, relax, babe. I’ll take care of you,” he said sweetly, washing my body with care.
Who was I?
“My baby, my slut…mine,” he whispered repeatedly.
And I smiled.
I knew who I was now –I was his… and he was my everything.
February 26, 2014–Day 41
I was burning.
No.
I was freezing.
My skin was prickling or maybe there were needles that bit my skin. I had an itchy sensation, but it was deeper than a simple itch; maybe I was in pain.
I shook with the cold, my teeth were chattering.
Then, a suffocating warmth started again.
It continued with the crazy rhythm: cold, hot, cold, hot… freeze, burn, freeze, burn.
Then it tickled. A giggle broke free from my throat until the tickling started to irritate me. Something was moving on my arm, starting on my fingers it moved till it reached my shoulder. I touched my arms and rubbed them, but the irritating feeling didn’t go away. It was like thousands of spiders were moving on my skin, but there was nothing I could see and the sensation was deeper. I bent my fingers on my arms, let my nails bite my skin and scratch my flesh furiously. But the irritation only increased, it went deeper and deeper till I felt it in my head like something was trying to suck my brain out. Then it stopped and started again with more intensity.
Then my intestines started to bend and swirl. A hunger was eating my insides alive, like another creature trying to crawl out of my skin. It was consuming, maddening, an irresistible need for something –the drug.
