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11
His Need For Control
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I close the door shut and follow behind Hudson. The penthouse is cold inside and dark. There’s just one lamp on, offering little pale light in the living room.
“I was at the theater,” I tell him as I shrug out of my wet coat.
“I called and you didn’t reply to any of my texts,” he says, as he grabs the bottle of vodka from the table and takes a swig from it.
“I was at the theater,” I repeat.
“That’s what you keep saying,” he mutters. “Anyway, how do you feel about a real reunion, huh?” He leaves the bottle down and walks over to me, grabbing my wrists and pulling me against him.
“Right now?” I dodge his kiss as he leans into me.
“Why not now?”
“Because you’re wasted and I’m tired. I just want to have a quiet evening and dinner with you,” I say, holding him away. “That’s why I came here.”
“A quiet evening? What do I look like, my parents?” he quips. “You know, I’m sorry if I want to be a little fun tonight.”
I am not going to deal with this again. We just keep on moving in circles. It’s Russian Roulette with Hudson twenty-four-seven. He’s like a kid and I can’t keep up with his tantrums.
“Maybe coming here was a bad idea.”
He laughs as he grabs the bottle of vodka, takes a quick swig, and then slams it on the table as he turns to face me again. “If you say so.”
“Why did you come back the other night, literally begging and saying you’re sorry if you were just going to be an asshole all over again?” My voice is thin.
The smile leaves his face and he glances away. A muscle in his jaw twitches. “I’m sorry. I had a few bad days.”
“So when you have a bad day, you don’t start doing that,” I tell him, watching as he sits down on the edge of the couch.
He places his head into his palms and I watch the rise and fall of his back as he breathes in deeply. “I’m sorry. There’s nothing else I can say. I’m sorry if I’m coming off like a horny asshole. Sex is my way of dealing with shit.”
I want to smile, but I force myself not to as I drop my coat to the ground and walk over to Hudson, before getting down on my knees in front of him.
“You look like shit, what’s going on? When last have you eaten?”
“I’m not hungry. I’m just tired and stressed about school.” He rubbed his temples. “And I don’t think there’s anything to eat other than mozzarella cheese in the fridge.”
“Want me to take your mind off things?” I ask softly.
“What do you have in mind?” His eyes darken immediately.
“A lot of things, but first I want to give you a blowjob.”
He settles back and watches as I unbutton his jeans, tugging them down a little, allowing his semi-hard cock to spring free. The feel of his huge length in my hands sends a wave of desire over me.
I have never given a guy a blowjob before, but it couldn’t be that hard. Right? I’ve seen them do in porn before, but I’m pretty sure I have nofuckingidea what I’m doing.
“Stroke my cock, baby,” he instructs and I do as told.
Taking a deep breath, I move my palms along his cock, gently massaging him.Fuck, he’s frigging huge. A quick handjob would be a good idea. When I draw my gaze up at Hudson, I catch see him staring at me with such hungry green eyes, that it makes me want to squirm.
“You have to guide me,” I whisper, continuing to run my fingers along his hardening length. “I never did this before.”
