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I make her come first watching as she trembles in pleasure, arching her back. Every inch of her body is available to me. And then I come, feeling warm as I find my release while gripping her sweaty, narrow hips and thrusting slowly inside of her.
Ecstasy fills my head and I momentarily close my eyes, before leaning over her and kissing her neck.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” I whisper against her earlobe as I roll off of her.
“Ditto,” she murmurs as she traces my chest with her fingers.
“You know you haven’t yet decided to move in with me,” I say, staring up at the high ceiling. “Is it so unbearable to spend more than a few hours with me?”
“It’s not that,” she says. “You know there are other things to think about.”
“Like what?” I can’t understand how moving in can be so detrimental to her life.
I am a strong believer in the fact that people like to make life harder than it actually is. If you want to have sex, then have sex. If you want to disappear, then disappear. Who the fuck cares? The only rules you have to tolerate are the ones you set for yourself.
Parker should look at this as a major upgrade from that apartment building she stays in. I know she likes it and it’s clear she hates the idea of drowning in wealth, but I’m offering her better. I’m giving her a space to grow and develop.
“Don’t tell me this is about your best friend,” I say, a hint of sarcasm settling in my tone. “Don’t you value what’s best for you?”
Parker stills beside me. “That’s not a very nice thing to say and it’s not just about her.”
“Then what?” Now I am very curious.
“Us,” she whispers.
“Oh, fuck, Parker,” I curse. “What about us?”
She sits up and moves away from me, her hair falling past her bare shoulders. “I don’t know. I’d like to give in and move here with you, but I don’t think it’s ideal right now. It’s too soon.”
I laugh and shake my head, my patience wearing off. She’s starting to annoy the fuck out of me.
“What’s not ideal? You either want to be with me or not. And how can it be too soon? I practically know everything about you.”It really is that simple. Why is she so blind?
“Why does it always turn into an argument?”
“I don’t know. Maybe because you want the drama.” I know I sound like a dick right now, but I don’t give a fuck. Some part of me is really pleased to see Parker flinch.
“This is why. You never have anything nice to say,” she mutters, as she pulls on her clothes. “I’m so sorry for bringing drama into life, but you won’t have to deal with it again.”
Parker grabs my key card, opens the door, and flings the card in my face before slamming the door shut.
Laying back against the blanket, I close my eyes and take in a deep breath. I try to make myself care, but I can’t. I just don’t care anymore.
Getting up, I head to the shower and stand under the water for half an hour, savoring the burn. I really need a line, so I get out of the shower, and change into a clean pair of jeans and a black t-shirt before leaving for the frat house. I’d rather just spend the rest of the afternoon getting high as fuck. As for Parker, she can do whatever the fuck she likes, it doesn’t bother me. I’m not ready to deal with this kind of shit that comes with relationships.
