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A shiver staggered down my spine. “I want you to fuck me,” I blurted out.
His dark, inscrutable eyes blew out to a black the shade of the universe. He liked when I straight talked him. Staring deep into my eyes, he scrutinized me as if he could delve into my soul and explore the hidden crannies that no one else knew existed.
His breath drifted over my mouth as he said, “I need your submission first.”
We’d talked about this. About submission and domination, about how it wasn’t just about inflicting pain or following a man’s commands for the hell of it. He explained how I had needs and how he had needs and how our needs complemented each other, fit together like two pieces to make a unified whole.
If any other person had requested this of me, I would’ve spit in his face. Being a strong woman was the basis of my identity; it was me at my essence. But I’d been doing research since he’d first brought it up, and I knew my submission wouldn’t intrude on my sense of self. On the contrary, my submission would elevate it.
We’d played a little bit with a few smacks here and there, with me following his edicts, with him treating me like I was an object for his pleasure alone. I had an inkling of the depth of his fixation for me, and if I had to choose a word to describe it, I would choose worship.
As if making a vow to me, he said, “If you agree, then today, I make you mine. I swear to you, I take care of what’s mine. I’ll never abuse your trust.”
He cupped my pussy reverently, an expression of awe on his face, and said, “And don’t think I don’t know what a gift this pussy is. I’m going to use this sweet cunt and make it sing.”
“I promise to be your good girl,” I replied.
His eyes flashed, two burning pits of black fire.
We’d fought each other for so long, but the hurricane forced him to give up fighting his desire for me. In turn, that desire blazed through us like a wildfire, scorching both his hatred and mine.
The burnt-out crust of our past relationship gave way to earth primed for new growth. He began tilling the fresh, fertile earth and it was upon this land we now stood. Land covered with delicate tree shoots, teeming with insects and birds and life. We were at a point of rebirth, and Tatum was asking me to jump into this new world alongside him.
“That’s right,” he concurred. “You be a good girl in my bed, give me the privilege of taking care of you outside our bed, and be a badass boss lady to everyone else.”
I never spoke of this, but a part of my heart had gone missing when my mother cheated on my father and exploded the illusion of our family. Even though Adrian was a gift, her adultery was a violation in every other way. Tatum filled the hole, stuffing it with love and care, and making my heart whole once again.
I was ready to join him in this new adventure, come what may.
“Yes,” I said.
An instant later, his mouth sealed over mine, his silken tongue moving slowly, reverently. His teeth found my bottom lip and bit down just enough to remind me of what a bite of pain could do. I moaned around his upper lip as his teeth bore down. Meanwhile, his fingers found my pussy, spreading my juices around my clit.
Moving his fingers inside me, he pressed deeper, testing my hymen, and said, “There it is. Still unbroken after everything I’ve done to you.”
“Well, you didn’t put your cock inside, so I’m not exactly surprised.”
“Oh, I could’ve popped this precious seal with my fingers, but I kept it intact for this moment. I want you to know the moment I burst through your cherry, the moment I make you mine forever.”
My heart thumped against my ribcage. We’d preserved my virginity, and today I was giving myself to this man. Like a wedding vow, breaking through my hymen was symbolic of the day he took possession of me.
Stripping off his boxer shorts, he returned to me. His long, hard cock bobbed like an arrogant baton, tempting me to reach out for it.
He gripped it hard and said, “If you want this cock, I want to hear the words.”
“You know I do,” I croaked out, pushing his hand out of the way to glide up and down his thick shaft. “I want it.”
“More.”
If he wanted more words, I’d give them to him.
“I want your big cock. I don’t care if it hurts, I want you to burst through my cherry and fill me.”
He let out a low hiss.
Planting his hands on my breasts, he gave my nipples a little twist and then slid his big hands down my torso as if caressing a religious relic. Awe and splendor sparked in his dark eyes as they tracked the path of his hands. Brows slashed down in concentration, he played with my wet folds, teasing me. His gaze shot to mine, holding my gaze with such seriousness, I had a jolt of panic.
“You’re going to watch me fuck this pussy for the first time,” he said, and I melted like sugar and butter in a saucepan. “I’ve never had a virgin before, but I’m going to make sure you come on my cock. Even the first time, I swear it.”
