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I had a dream that the world changed, and for a minute there was no pain
MACHINE GUN KELLY
Ididn’t need to be told twice. I scooped my hands under her tiny frame dressed in my clothes and took her toward my bedroom with precise and calculated strides, till I was standing at the edge of the bed. I threw her body up and she landed down over my bed in a small thud. A squeal of excitement left her fucking gorgeous lips that I wanted over my cock again and again. I moved to the edge of the bed. My knees met the mattress and I hovered above her. My hands moved over her body, taking from it my my sweats, my boxers and finally my T-shirt. My eyes roamed over her naked body and groaned out in pleasure. She was far too fucking beautiful for a man like me, but the world had plans and she was now mine. I had to fucking keep her safe. Because it was ugly out there and I was the ugliest of them all.
She brought her legs out in front of her in a submitting gesture. Her eyes dilated, waiting for my next move. I slowly leaned forward, never taking my eyes off hers. With one swift movement, I grabbed her ankles and tugged her toward me. She came effortlessly, breathless and dazed. I was slightly caught off guard by the turn of events that had lead us here and all I wanted to do was look at her and think, think of all the things I could do to her forever now. She could fight all she wanted but we were fucking bound now, and it was time we played them at their game. I would show her that it would be a dark paradise.
I ran my hands up her long legs, leaving goose bumps in their wake. Wanting to feel her in every possible way because I needed to know she was real and this was happening. She made me paralyzed, when it was normally me paralyzing women and destroying them. This time it was me. Everything changed the night she fell into my club. Naïve and seeking to become something else after death.
“Is this what you want? Because once I’m inside you, I won’t hold back. I won’t stop until I have explored every last inch of your body,” I admitted, needing her to know what she was getting herself into.
“Do to me what you did last night.” I laughed at her throaty response. What I did last night was tame compared to what I’m about to do now. Last night she was far too fucking high and now today, she asked for me to fuck her. That’s what she shall get.
“I don’t make love, Brenyn. I fuck. I fuck long. I fuck hard. It’s all I know.” Every fiber of my being raged to touch her in the only way I knew—violently. She licked her lips, slowly getting on her knees at the edge of the bed, inches away from where I stood. Our eyes never wavered from one another as she reached over to touch my heart that I swear was beating so fast it was about to fucking explode. She was thawing the cold heart and it was a feeling I was uneasy with but liked a little. Maybe I am human after all.
“I know you won’t hurt me. I trust you with my soul because we both have the same reasons, we are this fucked up.” She was right, we were the same and that’s why we worked. There were a million reasons why I shouldn’t, we shouldn’t, this shouldn’t be. I had a plan and she changed that plan, but it ended the same. With her in my space. Yes, willingly, not as a hostage, but hey, still here.
“ Nothing in my life is guaranteed. All I know is I’ll protect you with my life. Taking my last breath if I have to.” Her eyes watered and her lip trembled from the truth of this moment, our own fucked-up Romeo and Juliet shit happening. Taming the monster wasn’t what I ever thought a women would do, but here with her I was different and that was ok.
I caressed the sides of her face, seeing myself in her eyes. The way she sees me. Her eyes showed me everything I needed to see. I took her in with a voracious appetite from her perky breasts, to her small waist and narrow hips. Letting my eyes linger slightly on the scars that I will mirror on his fucking skin when I kill him slowly before moving down to where I wanted to look the most. Her slender thighs exposed her tight, tucked, pussy lips that were clean. “Fuck, little lamb, you’re so fucking beautiful.” I peered up into her eyes, and she shyly smiled. Her cheeks turned my favorite shade of red.
Never breaking eye contact, I brought my hand up to my mouth, licking my index and middle fingers, making them wet before I placed them on her pussy. She gasped when I flicked her clit. A deep growl escaped from within my core. I roughly gripped the back of her neck tugging her toward me, my mouth colliding with hers. Her lips parted against mine as I worked her clit in ways that had her legs spreading wider and her hips rocking against my hand. “That’s it, little lamb,” I mouth against her hungry lips as she nipped on my lip. Clutching the back of her neck with clenched fingers, I brought us closer, but not nearly close enough. I slipped my tongue into her waiting mouth. I wanted no space or distance between us. Her body started to tremble as she threw her head back. Breaking our kiss, I knew she was close. Her hooded glare crippled me in ways I never thought possible. My balls ached to be inside her. She hadn’t even touched my cock yet, and I could feel her all over. So intense. So consuming. “That feel good, little lamb? You like that do you?” I huskily murmured. As I drove my fingers deeper into her wet pussy my thumb working her clit.
“Please don’t ever stop,” she begged, pressing her body into my touch. She placed her hands on my shoulders for support. Grinning, I moved her clit side-to-side. “Don’t stop what? What? Don’t you want me to stop?” I was fucking getting off on this. Her un-drugged state. She was all Brenyn, not Enigma who was escaping being Brenyn and the pain that it brought.
“That. What you’re doing… please…”
“Here?” I baited, changing the angle of my fingers.
“Yes…” she moaned, coming apart as her eyes rolled to the back of her head. Not giving her a chance to recover, I roughly pulled her legs out from beneath her, dropping her back to the bed. She yelped in surprise, desire swirled inside her eyes as annoyance crept in at the edges. I couldn’t help but laugh lightly at her as she laid on my bed wanting nothing more than to come all over my cock.
My arms wrapped around her thighs and I tugged her toward me, bringing her ass near the edge of the bed. I immediately dropped to my knees, placed her legs on my shoulders, then buried my face in her perfect pussy. She squirmed as I licked her from her opening to her clit, sucking hard before going back to her opening to fuck her with my tongue. Her back arched off the bed, wanting more and I readily obliged. She was my new favorite goddamn flavor. I couldn’t take it anymore. My dick throbbed against my dress pants. I unbuckled my belt, my button and zipper next, using one hand I slid the waist band down over my thighs. My boxers followed and freed my rock hard cock. I clenched my hand over the warm length and fisted my hard cock in the palm of it. I jerked myself off, while I continued to fuck her with my mouth, bringing us both to the brink of coming undone. “Fuck… Killian…. Fuck me… wow… That’s just… fuck me…” she panted in a heady tone, bringing my attention back up to her. She was leaning up on her elbows and staring with wide eyes, watching me devour her as I simultaneously stroked my cock. Her intense stare set my already burning body on fucking fire. Wild fire rippled down my spine and her green eyes were laced with black hooded lust as her darkness crept in. It wanted to be fed with our own brand of sexual destruction—a dark obsession, her and I.
When her legs began to shake, and her eyes shuttered, I knew she was close again. I didn’t falter, and eased my middle finger into her opening. Her body instantly locked up when she felt my finger. I sucked on her clit harder, moving my head side-to-side and up-and-down, until her body sank into the mattress, and her thighs loosened up. Slowly pushing my finger in deeper, I went right for her G-spot. She was so fucking tight, her climax only making her tighter. She whimpered, the pain mixed in with the pleasure had my cock aching to be inside of her. “Almost there, little lamb,” I groaned, licking her clit.
“I’m going to fucking come right fucking here…” she loudly moaned when I pressed against her G-spot, squeezing her legs together from the new sensation. “Oh, God! I can’t… I can’t…hold it. Fuck me, Killian…”
“Let it go, little lamb, relax.”
“It’s too much… oh my God…” Her body was shaking so fucking bad that I had to let go of my cock and lock my arm around her legs, holding her in place. Seconds later she came hard, screaming out my goddamn name.
Flicking my tongue one last time on her clit, before I bit lightly on her nub, I then let her ride out her orgasm on my face until her body went lax. I stood, licking her orgasm from my lips. Savoring the taste of her.
I grinned an evil grin down at her hooded eyes, she was sated and it looked sexy as hell on her. I crawled up her body, kissing her skin as I made my way to her face. I caged her in with my arms, my legs spreading hers, readily laying in between them. I placed all my weight on my arms that were cradling her face. I peered deep into her eyes, murmuring, “I’ve never gone raw before and then there was you last night and now you get what the world never fucking has, little lamb.” I started placing soft kisses down her cleavage and toward her nipple while still looking up at her. Wanting to witness the effect I had. I sucked her nipple into my mouth, swirling my tongue as my hand caressed her other breast, leaving her breathless beneath me. Placing the tip of my dick at her opening, I gently bit down on her nipple, giving her exactly what she craved. Moving her hips, beckoning me to keep going. I lowered my hand toward her clit, playing with her already over-stimulated nub. Slowly easing my way inside her I pushed in further and deeper. Nothing compared or even came close to the feeling of Brenyn. To the sensations that only she stirred within me. Slowly I pushed in, inch-by-inch, till I was balls deep. A throaty moan escaped my lips as she whimpered. “You’re mine,” I huskily reminded, causing her to smile at me. I took a moment when I was fully inside her, cherishing the feel of her not stopping the friction of my fingers against her clit. I gradually started driving in and out, rubbing my fingers faster and with more determination. Her body began moving in perfect sync with mine as I grabbed her ass, pushing her further and further down my shaft. She was so fucking wet, and so fucking perfect. I kissed her again, savoring the silky feel of my mouth claiming what was mine. I rested my forehead on hers, thrusting a little faster. A little deeper. A little harder. Her back arched off the bed. It didn’t take long until she started matching my thrusts, grinding her hips with mine. Her darkness meeting mine. Fucking each other. Hard and fast. Her legs opening wider for me. I grabbed the back of her neck to keep our eyes locked. My forehead hovered above hers as we caught our breaths, trying to find a unified rhythm. I once again brought her lips to meet mine. I pushed my tongue in, claiming every last goddamn inch of her. My movements became harder and rougher, her body responding to everything I was giving her. Everything I was taking… Her eyes dilated in pleasure, but also in pain.
“Oh, God… I’m going… I think I’m going to come…” I thrust faster, moving my fingers hastily. “Yes… Killian, fuck me… Yes…” she breathed out, climaxing all down my shaft, taking me right over the edge with her. I came so fucking hard inside her, kissing her passionately and holding her tighter till there was nothing left inside of me. I fell beside her, and we both stayed there for a little while catching our breaths. Stars dotted at the edge of my vision and I knew she was perfect for a monster like me.
I helped her to get dressed, grabbed my phone and hers, then my keys. I shrugged my jacket over my holster. Could never be too prepared. Trevor and Jona were waiting outside the doors and my other bodyguards were in the parking garage. We both had marks on our heads and were about to walk out into the daylight to face the chaos of this fucking world where everyone wants to be king.
“I’m always aware of my surroundings, baby. Let’s go.” I nodded toward Trevor and Jona to do their checks and led the way toward the garage elevator.
I pulled her toward me, wrapping my arms around her waist. “Relax, little lamb. Take a breath. You’re now my drug and my wife. You’re now on show.” A weak smile crossed over her lips. I kissed her neck as the doors shut and the elevator swiftly took us from the twentieth floor, all the way down to the parking garage.
I would remember the next turn of events for the rest of my life. My grandfather once told me that Kinahan men didn’t hold onto memories in our minds. They were burned deep down inside a broken dead soul, laid dormant for our demons to keep safe. I never understood what he meant by that until now.
When the elevator dinged, the doors open and there were two guys standing off to the side pointing guns at us.
I recognized them from outside the club at night, smoking across the street in the shadows. Never getting too close, always far enough away to not be on my radar, until now. Eric, the piss bag, sat in the car looking at her. He was smoking, a dirty grin on his lips.
