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“Just remember, you can’t take it back once you give it. Make sure it’s worth it.”
Straightening myself, I flipped my hair back over my shoulder while trying to keep my best poker face on while I spoke.
“I don’t have any idea what you’re talking about.”
“Oh Please. The way he’s been looking at you all night, his parents are definitely out for the night.”
“I’m going to Maddie’s. You want to think otherwise, you go right ahead.”
I walked back over to Collin, trying my best not to care one bit that Nate wasn’t happy about how I was living my life. The truth was, I cared. I cared a bit too much about what he thought, and that made me even more mad.
The ride back to Collin’s house had filled the car with tension. We both knew that things could go further tonight if we wanted them to. There was nothing standing between us having sex this time. Well, nothing except my hesitation. As the car rolled to a stop in his driveway, my stomach was churning and my palms were sweaty. Getting myself out of my headspace was proving difficult.
“Hey you okay?”
Collins' hand rested gently on my thigh, shaking me out of my trance.
“Yeah sorry. Just thinking about stuff.”
He looked back at me, not saying anything for a minute, before a smile broke through.
“We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. You know that, right?”
Things with Collin were always so easy. He would make a great boyfriend one day for someone. That someone was not me. I smiled back.
“Thanks, I know. I didn’t forget how awesome you have been. Unless you don’t have my favorite snacks, then I may need to rethink this entire night.”
We both laughed, breaking the tension that had been building. I didn’t have to do anything I didn’t want to. He had that right.
We had been sitting curled up on the couch for the last hour watching some movie about sharks when he moved closer. His arm draped around the back of my shoulders. I leaned over, my head resting on his chest. I could feel him kiss the top of my head before his hand rose to my chin. Gently tilting it towards him, his lips slowly parted as they met mine and his tongue slid onto mine.
He was a great kisser, not that I had much experience; I could imagine he was probably good at everything with his body. His hands cradled my neck as we became more ravenous to taste one another. My hand slid onto his lap, creeping slowly up his thigh. He immediately reciprocated my movements. As his hand pushed its way to the button on my jeans, it tugged slowly, unhooking it and sliding the zipper down. It was hard to keep my mind from racing as I could feel the warmth of his hand pressing against my skin between my jeans and panties. It felt so good to have his hand there, but Nate’s nagging voice in my mind was refusing to quiet down.
You can’t take it back once you give it.
I did the only thing I could that would keep him from going anything further without completely halting our momentum. Pushing his hand off cautiously, I lowered myself to the floor between his knees, pulling my hair back with a hair tie. Our eyes met, and I reached up, my hand sliding up his thigh, stopping just short of where his dick was slowly hardening in anticipation. His hand was poised at the edge of his pants, ready to pull them down to give me full access for whatever I wanted to do.
“You sure?”
I nodded, knowing my voice would not come out with any level of certainty. As he wiggled, pulling his shorts down, my heart raced as I watched the elastic of his waistband lower, allowing his now fully erect cock to be visible. Internally I was shaking as I had never done what I was about to do. Leaning back into a more comfortable position, I knew he was ready for whatever was about to happen.
My mind couldn’t stop thinking about Nate and what he would think of me as I lowered my mouth onto his shaft, moving slowly while my hands found their way to his balls. I was fairly certain thinking of another guy while giving head probably wasn’t the right thing to be doing. When I researched how to do this, that information never came up.
Trying my best to focus on what I was doing, I could hear Collin moan as I moved faster, licking the tip before diving back down for more. My tongue traced along the vein pulsing along the underside of his cock. He was enjoying every minute of this and after all the patience he had with me the last two months; it was the least I could do for him. His hips thrust up as I moved faster, stroking his shaft while swirling my tongue around the tip simultaneously. His hand tangled itself in my hair, as I could feel him guiding me to the speed that was right for him.
“Right like that. Oh, Katie, that feels so good,” his head tilted back. “I’m going to...”
Before he could even finish his sentence, I could feel his cock thicken in my mouth and the warm and salty taste of him filled my mouth.
“Fuuuuuck.”
Collins voice shook as I backed off, wiping the corner of my mouth with the back of my hand, the realization of what I had just done settled into my bones. The guilt didn’t take too long to seep into them as well.
“Wow.”
Collin looked at me as I slowly joined him back on the couch.
“I did not expect that.”
