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I smiled shyly, hoping he would take me up on the offer. Reaching for the keys, he turned them into the off position.
“I guess an hour or two of sleep can’t hurt.”
Walking into the house it felt different now. We had left with a tension between us, our emotions at a boiling point, bubbling at the edge of the pot just waiting to overflow. Now we were in the fallout of our decisions. I wanted to tell him how much I cared about him, how much fun it had been the entire time we had been together and not just having sex. Lying in his arms and talking about life with him made me feel so safe. He reassured me I was going to pass my classes and rock all my exams like I always did. I just needed to focus. Somehow, his words made me believe it would all be okay.
As we made our way up the stairs to the bedrooms, a wave of uncertainty fell over me. Was this how it was always going to be now? He must have been harboring some serious regret to be so closed offright now. As I reached my door frame, I wanted to turn around and say something, but I knew better. It was time to let it go.
My hand searched the wall for the light switch as a chill rushed down my spine. The warmth of his breath was on my neck and as I tried to take a deep breath in to steady myself, I inhaled the scent of his body wash. Frozen in the doorframe, my hand unable to move, my eyes attempted to adjust to the darkness before me. I could feel that there was barely any space between us as he lingered behind me. His breathing was steady and slow on my neck as I felt his fingers graze my upper arm.
Goosebumps rose all over my body in anticipation of what might come next. His touch always set something on fire within me without my consent. Bringing my lower lip between my teeth, I bit down ever so gently, my mind racing back to every time he had explored my body. I could already feel myself getting wet just thinking of his hands on me. Why the hell did I have to have this reaction to him?
“Katie?”
His voice was just above a whisper as my neck craned and my eyes closed.
“Nathan.”
A groan was all I could hear as his arm wrapped itself around my waist, pulling me in tightly against his body.
“You know I hate...”
I cut him off before he could finish his sentence, baiting him to do something, anything really.
“Being called Nathan, I know.”
As he pushed himself against my back, the feeling of his thickness growing pressed into me, proving I wasn’t the only one wanting right now to happen. His hand toyed with the edge of my shorts, sliding his hand between the cloth and my skin as his fingers slowly glided down along my slit.
“Fuck, you’re already wet. Is that from me?”
I stayed silent, refusing to give him the satisfaction of knowing. His teeth grazed my shoulder as he nibbled just enough to cause more of a reaction from me.
“Darlin’, I can't keep my hands off you.”
My breath hitched as his finger glided inside of me, giving away my desires as my ass pushed further into his body. Unable to control even the simplest of things, like self-control, I don’t stop him like I should. Damn, his touch felt wonderful. A moan escaped my lips as he turned my body to face his. His lips devour my moan like he needs it to breathe.
Darkness cloaked the room as we stumbled further in, taking only a few steps before we crashed onto the bed. My hands wrapped around his tightening biceps as I’m caged beneath him. The weight of his body on mine feels so damn good.
“We really shouldn’t.”
He mumbled in between kisses as he licked just below my earlobe. His tongue tantalized my body.
“Okay, so stop.”
My words are breathy and hold no certainty as I respond, hoping that he didn’t have the willpower to do so. His hardened cock rubbed against my thigh, and I knew he needed the release as badly as I did. As his hand shifted under me, I stroked him through his clothing.
“Fuck darlin’ how the hell am I supposed to stop with you doing that?”
Looking up at him, I smirked, knowing damn well neither of us wants to stop.
“So, you don’t think this will help either?”
Pulling at the waistband of his shorts, my fingers slid just underneath the elastic, taunting what I knew was not far below it. He retaliated immediately. His hand cupped my breast as he steadied himself on his forearm before tracing a line down my stomach and stopping just as he reached the edge of my shorts. It would be impossible for me to get any more wet than I am right now.
“We can’t keep...”
His kisses make a trail down my neck onto my breast, pausing between each fiery touch to let words slip out. His mouth covered my nipple, tugging slightly.
“Doing this.”
“Why?”
I mumble between moans as his fingers slip in and out of my wetness.
“I shouldn’t be touching my best friend's sister like this.”
There it was, the truth of the situation. Mumbled between breathless moans of intoxicating pleasure between us. That’s all I was to him. His best friend's sister. My heart stung as he said the words and the reality smacked me in the face.
Even if he said I meant more to him than a fun time. At this moment, that was all I’d ever been to him. Despite my heart feeling like it was shattering into a million minuscule pieces, all I wanted was to feel close to him one more time. Even if that’s all I’d get was once more, at least I would know this was all I was going to have to store in my memory forever.
I savored every touch of his hand and every flick of his tongue. The smell of his body wash was still so strong, despite it being hours since his last shower. It was now burnt into my nose. Maybe it was because of all the romance novels I’d read, but I found it hard to believe he didn’t feel it too as he slid inside of me, releasing a moan of pleasure like he had waited a lifetime to feel me around him.
