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I just stare at her. Is sheserious? “Stop being a fucking baby, Allie! YouknowI want to be with you, so I don’t know why the fuck you would even say something like that.”
“I’mbeing a baby? You know what, fuck you, Larson! I’m done here.” She goes to put on her pajamas, but I stop her.
“You want to be with me, don’t you, Allie? That’s why you’re so bothered about me dancing with another girl.”
She glares at me. “Shut up, Larson,” she grumbles.
But I’m not nearly done. “And I don’t just mean being in a relationship. You want me to be inside you. That’s why you’re frustrated with me. It kills you that you can even want a bastard like me.”
Tears start to build in her eyes. “Fuck you, Larson.”
“Be a good girl, and you can.” It all makes sense now. My girl is mad at me because I haven’tclaimedher yet. I wait for her response. I’m waiting for her to deny what I’m saying. She can’t, because she knows it’s true.
“I hate you.” I freeze when she shoots that at me. Those three simple words send me into a frenzy. Her eyes are on fire. It takes me a few seconds before I recover.
“Baby...” This is not how I wanted this to go.
“I hate you, Larson. I hate youso much!” She begins to walk away, only for me to turn her back around. And that’s when she fights. “Get off of me!! I hate you, I hate you!” She hits my chest repeatedly, each hit harder than the last. She’s fighting me...like I’m her enemy...and that fucking scares me. I hurt her. I keep hurting her. She won’t stop hitting me. Fuck, I can’t lose her.
“You don’t hate me,” I say simply. Shecan’thate me.
“I do! I hate you!” She still hits me. I have to end this. I grab her arms and pin her to the wall as she continues to fight. She struggles for a bit before breathing an annoyed sigh and grumbling at me. Her chest heaves, her face is angry, her chest keeps lifting...and it’s demented that I’m getting turned on. I lean in to kiss her neck. She tries to back away from me.
“No, I hate you.”
“You gotta stop fighting me, baby,” I say as I kiss her neck. I hold her in place as I continue to trail kisses.
“Stop it.” I ignore her pleas. She begins grinding against me.
I chuckle. “You still hate me?”
She growls, trying to escape again. Searching for more, my hands find their way under her bra. She moans as I massage her underneath. I pick her up and throw her on the bed. I reach for the back of her bra and unsnap it. I roam my fingers up her stomach, but she continues to struggle.
“I hate you...”
“If you hate me, I wouldn’t be touching you right now,” I say, kissing her stomach. I fiddle with the sad excuse for panties she’s wearing as I continue to explore. “You know, I could have so much fun with you, and your anger would turn into pleasure.”
“Oh yeah? How?”Shouldn’t challenge a caveman, doll. I scrap her panties and try to get to work. But she immediately stops me. “Larson...I can’t have sex with you after an argument.”
I give her a confused look. “And why not?”This is thewrongtime to stop me, doll. I’m about five seconds from crying if I don’t make myself at home.
“Tomorrow’s my birthday,” she whispers. Shit. My eyes widen. I forgot.
“Baby, I’m not gonna lie, I completely forgot.” This makes her laugh. Hell, I laugh too. “Why are you stopping me because of that, though? This could be a special birthday present,” I suggest.
She looks up at me, clearly contemplating. I can wait if she wants me to, but I’ve been looking forward to this since last year.
“I really want to. But I wasn’t expecting this, Jake. I’m...I’m a virgin,” she says nervously. My heart swells at that.Fuck. Me.She’s a virgin. That makes me more territorial than ever. I smile at her as I lean down and give her a gentle kiss. Fuck, I love this.
“I’ll be gentle, baby. I promise. I’ll make it the best experience for you,” I pledge. She gives me a nervous look before finally nodding. I was hoping for this to happen, so I reach for my wallet and pull out a condom. She looks confused as she sees me pull it out.
“You have condoms already? But—”
“I’ve been counting on this to happen.” She gives me a bright smile as she covers her eyes in embarrassment. I can’t help but chuckle.So innocent.I pull her hands away and kiss her again. “I’ll make sure it feels good, babe. I’ll go slow.”
She nods at me again, and I realize we’re really about to do this.
I put it on and line up with her.
