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“I’m twenty.”
“Hmm.”
“What?”
“You’re not too far from your first heat,” she says slowly. “Most omegas are taught to get through them if they haven’t mated yet. There are plenty of free resources online but you’re always welcome to meet an omega expert here to discuss your needs. I’d suggest you get acquainted with them as soon as possible.”
Closing my eyes, I let out a long exhale.
It’s all too much to take in.
Delilah had years of training to deal with her unique omega attributes. She used to talk about hormonal changes and the way they could cause mood swings, irritability, and fatigue.
How was I going to handle all of that alone?
Not to mention the fact that I’m in close proximity to three alphas. I was madly addicted to Julian, Raiden, and Damon without my hormones affecting me. Once they started affecting me, I doubt I’d be able to keep my hands off them.
My mind goes to Caleb and the things he told me.
They were not looking for a mate. They just wanted someone to give them children.
I can’t accept his terms.
There’s no way I’ll give up any children I bear. They’ll bemine.
The savage determination that flares inside me at the thought of my children surprises me. I can already feel my omega instincts awakening within me.
Fuck.
I’m not ready for any of this.
“It’s inappropriate to say this as your doctor but you smell delicious, Miss Collins.”
“Huh?”
“Being close to you is like sitting in a rose garden with vines of raspberries hanging overhead.” She inhales deeply, her eyes glazing with suppressed desire.
I sniff at my arm.
The scent I thought was coming from disinfectants, was in fact, coming from me.
The heady scent of rose mingles with that of summer berries. Surprise flickers through me. My perfume smells different from the usual candy-like sweetness of most omegas.
I knock my head for a word to describe my perfume.
Exquisite, my mind replies after a second’s thought.
Shit! Caleb can’t know.
My momentary discovery gives way to new panic. “I need a favor, Dr. Lawson,” I say.
She smiles. “What can I do for you, sweet omega?”
My brows quirk at the doctor’s blatant slip of professionalism. Choosing to ignore it, I continue. “Please get me a can of de-scenter. I need to spray myself before meeting Caleb.”
She nods. “I’ll get that for you. In the meantime, try to relax. Excitement and anxiety will bring on your awakening quicker.”
I groan and fall back among the pillows, wanting all of this to be a nightmare that I can wake up from.
